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82 (POV NEVAN) stand by me?

(Flashback mode)

I woke up from a long sleeping flower, but unfortunately I could not remember it clearly because everything was like a puzzle cut that had not been arranged properly, but there was one person who made me feel stuck, he said, he took a deep breath until he slowly opened his eyes.

The white color dominates when the eyes look straight up, and the words beside me also sound like a noisy hum, my body feels stiff, and my body feels stiff, as the minutes passed I saw a white-robed man approaching.

And now it's getting clearer, I know where I am now, the hum has turned into raucous voices, and I see Mommy crying happily in Daddy's arms. I want to ask, but it still feels difficult, my eyes even more closed and I returned to dreaming.

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"Vanvan here, let's play rain!"

"Vanvan, where are you?"

"Vanvan why did you leave Zia?"

"Vanvan help Zia!"

"Vanvans?"

"Vavan!"

"ZIIIIIIIAAAAAAAAAA!!!"

"Darling...honey, why are you? wakeup! Heii...Nevan..ayo open your eyes, wake up! Mommy's here baby! Heeii..hey!"

"...Mo.m...."

"I.yaa.honeyang..iyaa...."

"Dz...Zia, where's Zia Mommy? Zia..a..pa is he okay? she survived? get Zia Mommy, get Zia for me, I want to meet her...."

"Yes definitely...Mommy would call, but you calm down baby, don't be like this!"

Mommy spoke while embracing my body, but my mind was filled with Zia, only her, I wanted to meet her, I wanted to make sure of her situation.

"Zijah...Mommy...Zia!"

"He's safe, baby, he's safe too! you don't move like this Nevan.Your hands are still on the infusion."

"I'll see him, Mommy, please...."

"Tomorrow...tomorrow baby? Mommy will bring him here, for sure! but now you calm down first, don't move this much! lie down."

Hearing Zia is fine makes me a little relieved.

My Zia is a strong girl. Yeah, he's really strong.

"Mommy, can you please buy me something?"

"What dear?"

"Buy me Moms drawing kit."

"Tomorrow Mommy bought it."

"Not tomorrow, but now."

"Don't move much first Nevan, you better rest, he said tomorrow want to see Zia."

"Because that's why I have to get it now Mommy. I want Zia to remember me, I haven't been able to come as I promised her, so I have to give something else first, "it's quite difficult for me to persuade Mommy, so I'm sure, until I had to let out a new glare he followed my wishes.

"All right, baby."

"Thank you Mommy...."

Mommy immediately pulled out her smartphone, then heard she was ordering someone.

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"Oh yeah Mommy, how long have I been lying here?"

"One week baby.., those were the scariest times for Mommy, Daddy, and even your Grandpa!"

"It was a long time ago...."

"Yes.., because in addition to dehydration, you also run out of blood, your body temperature is very high. Mommy's really scared baby...." Mommy told me with a trembling body, I began to wipe away her tears, waking up if that time had passed.

Geck!

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Geck!

"Lake in!"

"Good night Mrs Zivana, Young Master." said Briana, Mommy's secretary, "and this is what the Madam asked for."

"Yes.., thank you Briana."

"It's my duty, madam."

"Briana?"

"Yeah..., Young Master?"

"Is Hugo outside?"

"Yes Young Master."

"Send him in!"

"Good Young Master."

"What's it for, baby?"

"There are some things I want to ask Mommy."

The tattooed man was already in the room, and without further ado I immediately raised the question, "When you saved Zia, were there any wounds on her body?"

For about five seconds he was silent, and I could see his jaw moving down, which seemed to gulp rough.

"YOU SAVED HIM IN FINE, DIDN'T YOU?"

"Honey calm down! Mommy doesn't like your attitude!"

"I'm sorry Young Master...."

It felt like my heart was getting squeezed, I was afraid of the worst possibility, "Don't just apologize, explain!"

"At that time, as we tried to save her, we were a little too__,"

"What do you mean?"

"Nevan relax! Zia is fine! Mommy got the news from her family! so you don't have to behave like this!"

Mommy doesn't like my sarcastic attitude, but I really can't control myself.

"I still want to hear your explanation Hugo!"

"That day, when the two criminals had already caught her, we who were looking from above immediately frightened them using a truce, and, she was almost raped, and then when we wanted to secure her, she first ran to the bottom of the abyss, the water was so heavy and she was carried away by the current. Inadequate equipment and heavy rain caused us trouble, but we contacted reinforcements, until a few hours later we got word that Miss Zia was safe, and she was being cared for at home."

My hands clenched hard, the air supply was running low, "Who saved him?"

"I think the messenger from his family is Young Master."

"No.no! how come? how could his family save him, huh? How did they know Zia slipped into the abyss? and in a matter of hours? that's impossible! even they were being indifferent when Zia needed their help in the forest! it doesn't make sense!"

"What are you talking about, honey? you must remember that Zia is the granddaughter of a famous family, they can do anything, so nothing is impossible! Regarding her family that you don't care about, Mommy believes you're just misunderstanding baby, Zia's the youngest grandchild, she's like the princess in her family!"

"Hugo, did you tell Zia's family that she fell into the abyss?"

"No Young Master."

"Mommy listen? so how could his family's men immediately rush towards the river and save Zia! because the most reasonable thing they would do was search the forest, search for it! or at the very least they should get the information first, whereas Hugo did not tell him, so how could that be possible? especially in the river.In a state of heavy rain, it is not easy! within hours, it was impossible! that really doesn't make any sense!"

"Darling..why can you think like that? actually Zia saved? he's doing fine! Someone had helped him.., it was possible that the fishermen or the surrounding population, and it also happened that they knew Zia, the girl was so famous, moreover the news of her loss had also been spread, they must have directly contacted her family. This makes sense, doesn't it?"

"Have you confirmed that Zia is really being treated at Hugo's house?"

"Yes Young Master, even after that his family immediately held a press conference. The media is so frenzied, so I make sure Miss Zia is completely safe, and she's in her house."

I'm glad to hear Zia survived, but why is my heart still troubled, "Hugo, make sure those criminals get the harshest punishment! and if the authorities only give a deterrent effect, then you know what you should do?"

"Darling...."

"They deserve it Mommy!"

"All right, and for you Hugo, have you made sure Nevan isn't exposed to the news of the kidnapping?"

"Yet Madam, Young Master will not be in the news, the press only knows Miss Zia was kidnapped."

"Good work, I don't want the rivals to take advantage of this situation, and since everything is clear, now you rest Nevan!"

"Later Mommy, I have to finish this.." I grabbed a drawing book and some pencils, then my hand moved agilely imagining Zia's face covered in bangs, and I took a look at her, then the most important thing was the link of his finger, which had caught my attention from the beginning, made me uneasy and caused a sense of wanting to protect him.

The movement that I first saw on tv, the movement was also able to make me look at him at home, to make me desperate to save him. And not to forget also the big trees in the middle of the forest, I want to remember all the jokes and laughter that we had gone through together.

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After an extra day of being bedridden in the hospital bed, I finally got out, went home just to get ready, and now I made up my mind to go to Zia's house. Fortunately I'm from the Eldione family, so it won't be difficult for me to get permission to enter his house.

Yes, Mommy tried to bring Zia, but it was very difficult, and I do not blame it, because from the beginning I promised to go to him, and now.

"I'm ready to come to fulfill Zia's promise! a car and a rose will accompany me to take you on a helicopter! don't let you forget me! and here.I added one picture for me, I hope you like it Zia...."

A smile continued to linger on my lips, as my feet swung more and more into his house.

And the universe was on my side, just looking up, I saw Zia coming down the stairs, but the closer she got to my eyebrows, the more she lifted, when I saw her swollen eyes.

"You already know me Zia, wooooowww...!!! Don't cry Zia, don't!" I was deepened with high self-confidence, and as our distance eroded further, it was precisely in my mind that a different feeling arose.

No more strands of hair covering his face, now his eyes are clear, grayish blue. It is very beautiful but it still feels foreign, maybe because our appearance is equally different, until it feels somewhat different. I don't wear the mask and Zia is without her bangs.

"Ziaaa, this is flower un__,"

My words were cut off, as Zia passed me just like that, without even glancing.

"CLOSED DOOR!"

"MISS ZIA...JUST STOP! DON'T TRY TO RUN AWAY AGAIN!"

The shout came from the guards, they also ran and chased after Zia.

BRACKET!

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BRACKET!

BRACKET!

"OPEN THE DOOR OPEN! I SAID OPEN IT!"

"Sorry, Miss.sorry! this is also an order, if Miss escapes again it's a big deal for us, so understand...."

"Zia...., what is this? any moreover? Please don't be like this!"

"Mami say--not! more precisely you all keep saying tomorrow! tomorrow! and tomorrow I can see him! but until when are you right tomorrow? have you guys lied to me? Don't blame me for this! I'll see him now! any way! He's my brother...MY BROTHER! y'all hear? HE'S BROTHER! even without blood ties he is still MY BROTHER.huuu..huu!"

I was silent to watch the actual debate not make me understand, and the atmosphere became more tense when I saw a tall man complete with a jaz suit began to step closer. And the clattering of his shoes was able to make the people inside there stare in disdain.

"Bralinese...."

"Go back to your princess room, stop wasting time on something unimportant!"

"But Pa__,"

"Go back to your room!"

"Your fire is right Zia! from the very beginning Grandfather also did not like to see you connecting with the children unclear, see now you also start acting like them!"

A white-haired man came closer, saying like a command that does not want to be disturbed, "Company with people who are commensurate with us, so that your way of thinking is more developed, so that your way of thinking is more developed, not even being a dissident. And instead of you thinking about that kid, you better forget about him and be friends with Nevan, he's a good, smart kid, plus from a good family, Grandpa, you guys are going to get along!"

Slightly flinched, because the man pointed at me, but it's okay, isn't he praising me? and most importantly me and Zia will soon be spending time together.

Without answering Zia immediately stepped her feet away, until again she passed me just like that.

I was still staring at that back away, and suddenly from behind a hand touched my shoulder, "Your name is Nevan, right?"

"Uummm.., yes Auntie."

"It's funny and handsome, but Nevan.., Auntie is sorry about Zia's nature, she was like that, but if you give her time she'll definitely make you her best friend...."

"Me and Zia have been friends with Auntie, we spent time together in the forest!"

"really?"

"Yeah...! ummm can Nevan go upstairs to meet Zia, Auntie?"

"Sure, of course!"

I climbed the stairs with wide steps, thinking that maybe Zia was just unaware of my presence.

"Haiy...Zia!"

"Go!"

"Zeek...."

"I said go!"

"Why? have you forgotten me? hmm, let me explain...."

"Go! I don't know you so go! I don't want to know you!"

The deg!

I can't believe what he said, did he forget me? even his position now still turned his back on me, yet I did not want to give up, this leg started swinging closer, and I touched his back until he turned around.

His eyes were still puffy with circles that continued to wet his cheeks, but again a foreign feeling was seeping inside, this was not like the last time I saw him crying.

I tried to get rid of the foreign feeling, by bowing my head, "Ziaa. I brought the white rose as you want, I've kept my promise, so now ay___,"

"I beg you to go! I want to be alone!"

"Do you really not remember me Zia? are you mad that I didn't save you? I'm sorry___,"

"Stop talking nonsense!"

"Zia why?"

With a hasty step he left me, then slammed the door hard.

"Zijah...Zia, if you're mad at me, then say it! I'm ready to hear a..asal don't meng.. avoid me like this hu..huu......huu..," I started crying, I can't accept if Zia behaves like this.

Geck!

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Geck!

Geck!

"Zia, open the door! didn't you promise to remember me, not to forget me? but why is this Zia? hu.hu...."

"Zia listen, from today on I promise to be a strong man Zia, can cook, and will no longer give you a burnt dish...I also promise when playing houses I will knock on the door.., Zia I beg..huu...huuu...."

"STOP CRYING! YOU'RE BOTHERING ME!"

"Ziaa...say I was wrong what? aren't we friends? Ziaaa...."

"I DON'T HAVE A WHINY FRIEND LIKE YOU! HOW PATHETIC!"

"Hiks..hiks..no..don't say that..huuuu....huu...."

"I'm not a whiny, I'm a great Zia.., I'm still great as you said I was. I'm still a great man and will continue like that...."

"HEY! STOP PISSING ME OFF! GO AWAYL! YOU'RE NOT MY BEST FRIEND! YOU'RE NOT EVEN MY FRIEND! I DON'T HAVE FRIENDS LIKE YOU!"

"I'm Vanvan Ziaaa.I'm Vanvan...."

"I SAID GO!"

"No.no..huu...."

"Ziaaa.. I'm Vanvan...."

With a sobbing tone I remained at the door, hoping he would open it and recall me.

"I DON'T HAVE A FRIEND WITH A NAME LIKE THAT! I ONLY HAVE TWO FRIENDS! AND YOU'RE NOT ONE OF THEM!"

"We're friends with Zia, believe me! even your family wishes we could be familiar. I'll be your best friend.more than them.they're nothing, I'm more than them, I can make you laugh!"

BRAAKKK!

"NO ONE CAN REPLACE THEM BOTH! YOU'RE A NOBODY! YOU'RE NOT MY BEST FRIEND! I HATE YOU! HATING YOU! GOIIIIIIII!!!"

Zia pushed me hard enough that I fell on the floor, and luckily from behind two pairs of hands helped me stand up.

"What the fuck is this Zia? why are you so rude?"

"He's talking Mommy bullshit! he underestimated Zia's best friend! Zia doesn't like it! get that guy to go! Zia doesn't want him here"

"Don't...Auntie.no! Nevan wants to be here with Zia, Zia's Nevan's best friend, she's Nevan's best friend!"

Zia re-entered the room, and I intended to follow her, but my movements were restrained by the hand that had helped me earlier.

"Nevan... Nevan...., calm down, calm down! you know Zia's having a bad thing? that's why he's still afraid to meet strangers."

"I'm not Auntie's stranger, I'm her best friend!"

"Yes..iya Auntie knows, but give Zia time, son? he just forgot about you a little bit, maybe because of the impact effect. Nevan knows? Zia fell into the abyss, so Nevan understands, right, son?"

"But when is Auntie?"

"Tomorrow come again, Auntie will help Zia remember you back, okay?"

Auntie said as she wiped away the trace of tears on my face.

"Well Auntie, thank you..., take care of Zia for Nevan huh Auntie?"

"Of course, Nevan, you're so sweet...."

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I went home feeling messed up, but Auntie promised to help me, that little bit of hope excited me, I didn't want Zia to forget me, I couldn't accept it.

The next day I actually came to Zia's house, even when the time was still showing at Seven in the morning.

Just a few steps I had heard the noise, I was afraid that Zia was back in anger until without permission I ventured to peek.

"Master.., don't be like this Sir don't.., I beg you, let me take my daughter out, she needs to calm down Master!"

"You think we can't treat him here huh? The doctors are coming! so stay in the pavilion, don't you dare come out, if the media finds out everything will be more sinister for your family! You just need to shut up! Everything will be fine!"

"Can't be sir! my daughter has to get out, if she stays locked up then my daughter can go crazy!!! she needs free air, 'cause here'S MY DAUGHTER WHO'S A VICTIM!"

"HOW DARE A DRIVER LIKE YOU TO YELL AT ME! BASIC DON'T KNOW AT PROFIT! YOUR DAUGHTER IS LIKE THAT BECAUSE OF HER OWN!!!"

"IT'S NOT BUK___,"

Srrrrrttt!

My shoulders were pulled until my gaze stared at the figure.

"What do you peek at Nevan?"

"Ummmm.., sorry-sorry Auntie...Nevan didn't mean, it's just that Nevan thought it was Zia.ja...."

"Nevan wants to see Zia?"

"Sure! sure am!"

"Zia's on the second floor, that's where...."

"Alright Auntie, thank you!"

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"ZIIIIAAAAAAA.., stop! what do you want, huh? it's dangerous don't jump!"

"Be quiet, don't be noisy!"

I was so surprised when Zia raised one leg on the balcony, and in a quick motion I grabbed her hand that we hit the floor.

"Bywww...."

"You're nothing! this is what I used to do to know! Look it's got a rope in there, I'm going down there!"

"Why did you do that? if you want to come down from the stairs Zia! it's dangerous! You used to advise me, but now you do it yourself!"

"What the hell is not clear!"

Maybe because of my screams earlier, until the guards began to arrive and it succeeded in making Zia look at me even more furious.

"Ziaa...."

"Deliver!"

"Zia, you still don't remember me?"

"I will never remember you!"

"Don't say that!"

"Look! I can't possibly have a whiny best friend and a complainant like you!"

"No...."

"I'm disturbed by your presence!"

"Don't say that...."

"Until now you will never be my best friend! I already have friends, and they're enough for me!"

"No...."

"Why are you looking down? look at me heiii! why is it that every time you talk to me you always duck? you're weird!"

"Don't tell me it's Zia...."

"You are weird! sober and brave yesterday you insulted my best friend!"

"Because it's true, I'm better than them!"

"Omong empty! you are nothing compared to them! you're weak! whiny and complainant! I can't possibly have a friend like you!"

"You're always laughing with me Zia!"

"Heeehhh! Clay...liat! am I laughing? was I seen laughing yesterday when I was you? Nah! I was even disturbed! Very-very disturbed! You have foiled my plan! YOU'RE BULLIES!"

There were no lies there, his words were so loud. Has Zia really forgotten me? is there a mistake I don't know about? or is this really the effect of the collision? I don't know which one is right, nor can I look at him, because when I look at his figure now, everything feels foreign and changed.

Hate and guilt began to dominate, I hated this figure, but I also felt guilty for making it like this, if only that time I could save it, then everything would be better.

"Go from here go! Take the flowers you brought, it's just dirtying my house! whenever you're not my best friend! I don't know you, I hate you! I don't have a whiny best friend, let alone a pathetic like you! The complainant! even though you think we're equal but I'll never consider you a best friend!"

"Don't tell me it's Zia.., I'm so worried about you! forgive me if I can't help you, forgive me Zia.., but allow me to remain your sabahat, I promise I will be stronger, I promise Zia...."

"No need! i hate you! I don't want to have a friend like you! THE GUARDS'T TAKE HIM!"

The guards kicked me out, and for the first time I was treated like this.

"Nevan...."

"I'm sorry Zia, son.., she's just depressed, because these days are the toughest days for her, her emotions are unstable, she's irritable, Nevan understands right?"

I just kept quiet and passed by without a word, and as I got further and further away from Zia's house, the pain in my heart grew more and more, I began to cry as I hiccupped, as Zia's shadow began to overshadow, I miss her figure, but it's not Zia I see now.

My hand threw the painting I made for him, so upset made me reluctant to see it, but a moment later I returned to take it, then I hugged it tightly.

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"Darling..., what's wrong? does Zia still not remember you?"

"It's okay, she'll remember you sooner than later, maybe she's still traumatized...."

"Is that a good reason for her to just forget about me, Mommy?"

"Give him time baby...."

"Haii Daddy's handsome son...! why is your face so sad? Don't be sad Nevan.., Daddy has some happy news for you! Do you remember Geime? a few years ago you played together! and now he and his family will visit kemar__,"

"Sorry Daddy, Nevan is so tired." I walked up the stairs and headed for the room.

Sitting on the edge of the bed staring at Zia's painting, I hated it, I don't know how many times I had to say it. He made me feel wasted, priceless, my confidence was made to crumble, disappointed, until I threw the painting back, and then there was also a sound from the doorway.

"Hey why was he dumped? it's a nice painting!"

"Bring out!"

"I take ya?"

"Please, but you're out and you're closing the door too!"

I was reluctant to look, and more interested in pulling the blanket, trying to sleep and hoping when I woke up this pain would disappear.