Mine ?

Mine ?
86: (POV NEVAN) Logic and taste


(Flashback mode)


After that day I began to rarely meet with Shasyania, not out of boredom, but because of my obligations as a young generation in the Eldione family.


Yes, my family started to involve me in important business meetings, although not in the same room, but I was able to witness and of course learn, about how to overcome internal and external problems that occur in the company, to be able to provide the best solutions and decisions, as often done by Grandpa and Daddy.


And now my two eyeballs are still focused on the projector screen, which shows the expression of tension from the faces of participants meeting, then along with that I also started to record important points, he said, to make a solution that I will convey later when Grandpa and Daddy enter this room.


"How's Nevan? are you ready for a lesson this time? you heard yourself that there are some problems in each branch. Well, now Grandpa wants to hear your solutions and how you work!"


It's not like solving math problems, it's not like historical theory, I still have to learn to be a decent leader later, to deserve the highest throne in Dione Crop, and I'm lucky, because Daddy always gives me orders.


And just like me, Daddy also keeps strengthening himself, always working hard with real results, I'm amazed by his figure. Besides Grandpa, Daddy is also a role model that I always example.


As I grew older, my involvement in meetings began to be calculated, sometimes I was in the same room, and sometimes asked to issue arguments. Grandpa said it was a good thing, to convince the relationship to keep believing in the ability of Dione Crop in the future.


Even as now, when the new time shows at three in the morning, I have been asked to immediately go to the office to follow the zoom meeting with business relations who are abroad, it was done to discuss the new branch that would soon be built there.


Because the difference between day and night clearly makes us have to adjust the time, let alone this profitable business, therefore I am always required to be ready, and continue to hone knowledge in the business world. (this activity is also in eps 65, Nevan wakes up early to attend a meeting)


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Semester holidays have ended, and now I officially hold as a student of XI class IPA 1, and now not only schoolwork, even corporate duties also make my brain move, he said, especially now Dione Crop is increasingly expanding its wings in various business sectors.


It also makes it harder for me to meet Shasyania, I want to see her? sure did! even very. But as much as I can bear, until the miss is more piled up and painful.


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"Hey..honey, tomorrow Mommy and Daddy are leaving for London, and yes Nevan, you've prepared a gift for your dear Daddy?"


"Yes Mom, sure! Daddy worked so hard Mom, she got the position of Director!"


"Well, Mommy is so proud of Daddy! and you also have to start preparing yourself, because later when your Daddy rises to the position of CEO again, then you will be the President Director! you must immediately get the position, then never disappoint the trust of your Grandpa and Daddy! You have great potential, and we have to strengthen each other, baby. Mommy sure Grandpa would be proud of you two!"


As the saying goes, effort will never betray results, that's how Daddy struggles, he is willing to go home for business, and establish himself as an authoritative leader who will continue to bring Dione Crop to the top position.


And for Mommy, he also always faithfully accompanied Daddy, even though Mommy has its own business in the fashion world, but he always held firm if a wife should always be next to the husband, but he always held firm, so do not hesitate to join a business trip.


Seeing the compactness of my parents, to make me fantasize if someday me and Shasyania are like that too. Support each other, strengthen each other, become a loving happy family, and of course I will take her on vacation more often, spend time together on the sidelines of business trips.


"When he doesn't know me yet but I've been thinking about the future with him...."


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Being born rich is a gift, and maintaining it is also a difficult struggle, I do not want the effort built by Grandpa and Daddy to be in vain, therefore, I always learn to be more vigilant with human character, especially when I was a child, some have been used.


And after the busyness that was so dense finally began to stretch, I could breathe a sigh of relief, the trust of the relations we had gained, and now just need to run and continue to the top chain.


"This semester break, how about we go to Paris?"


"The paris? how about going to Thailand? I want to try their food, really good he said, where the girls there clear again!"


"Think of the clear, fitting home even the trunk that you bring.waahaha.haha!"


"Fuck you Ron!"


"Gue's going to Paris!"


"Well..What's up? it looks like Nevan's babang really wants to go there...."


"I'm going to Paris!"


"Ehh wait...not that the legendary band also want to play there huh? Ohhh... You want to watch that Van? if yes. Okay, I'm coming to Paris!"


"Mmmhhh.., I don't think Nevan's goal is Ron! look at her expression!"


"Bacot lo! I paid you guys while there!"


"Woowww.camejing! then no more rejection! I also iluuuutt!!!"


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And after the reception of the first semester rapids I immediately headed to the parking lot, so longed to see Shasyania, until I drove the car to MERPATI High School.


I saw it but could not get close, other than because Shasyania did not know my appearance like this, the people beside her also narrowed her space, even just to say hello.


Shasyania was like a magnet in an iron vortex, so strong in appeal that people willingly bent their knees.


And when dusk filled the sky, I got the chance, now that he was alone on the beach, my efforts to follow him so far have been fruitful, now the time has come for me to be with him.


Complete with costumes and masks I swung my legs closer, but the more distance between us eroded I saw him cry.


"Hmmm..."


He looked at her with his eyebrows, and then a moment later his mouth opened, "Ehhh....are you Aa right?"


I nodded my head, and I saw him move to wipe away the tears that had soaked his face area.


"I didn't know I could meet you here...."


I wrote a sentence asking him why he was crying, but he answered in short words.


"It's okay...."


Shasyania doesn't talk much and I don't write much, we sit with our hands together and move to form a pattern on the beach sand. I lyrically he drew a house, and yet I had time to praise him, he moved faster to remove it. I'm sure something's been troubling her mind.


"His eyes can't lie, but what? wasn't! more precisely who? who is he thinking about? why are her eyes so sad?" I sat down with all the questions that started to fill my head.


Although there was a big question mark in me, but that doesn't mean that I give up, I will still fight for Shasyania, as I planned, if I will express my feelings in Paris, the romantic impression is already thought of, although rejection may happen and always freaks me out, but my determination has been round, I will resolve my anxiety.


The intention of wanting to leave early is a little delayed, due to the weather in the city of Paris that is less friendly, until finally the semester holiday stay another week and I have to leave quickly, because it is not just pursued time, because it is not only pursued, I was also in pursuit of the desire to immediately make it mine.


I lay out a plan thoroughly and even practiced all night in front of the mirror with a picture of Shasyania in my hand, all I did according to plan, I intend to make a vidio call with the background of the Eiffel Tower, I want to make, and not to forget also with hundreds of flowers and of course the most important is the white horse, I want to express love as Shasyania dreamed, then I send a ticket for her.


But the plan was still a plan, just set foot in Charles De Gaulle airport, a call from Atom upset me.


"You said Grandpa's okay, so why do I have to go home? I can't!"


Tut!


I turned off the connection, and hurried to ask Mommy for an explanation, I looked for the contact until the call was connected.


I was again made not to believe what I just heard, Mommy told me to go home even the decision was made firmly by Grandpa, until Daddy could not persuade him.


I pissed? obviously upset, even very! This holiday I have planned, if it fails then it will be very difficult for me to return to find time, not only that, this is the thing that Shasyania dreams of. My romantic impression cracked into pieces of hope.


"How's this? if I go back to delay, will everything be okay? I want everything to be perfect! but..aaaahh sucks!!! Shasyania can you wait? nope-no! so many want it! Shit, why is it like this! It's really unfair!" I was lost in thought, until someone stumbled at my feet and made me realize.


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In a state of physical fatigue and also the mind I finally reached the residence Eldione, jet lag clearly I feel let alone the flight back and forth that I just experienced.


But not yet let go of fatigue, I sneered I heard some servants gossiping, and I accidentally heard their words.


"Well, the proof is that they're rich, right?"


"But he's dead, so what's in it?"


"You know, it looks like this is the scenario they've been planning! you remember the first time the driver came, even those of us who have worked here for decades have never been trusted by the great sir, but he was also only a few years already a darling, he was a great friend, and now, after death, even we have to welcome his family who will soon be at the dinner herbalist. OKB them, especially he said yes.., the driver's wife asked for half the family's property Eldione, and because the big master felt guilty so accept it so, just like that, and worst of all, Mr. Deron arrived at the scrawl of the inheritance, because his right had changed into the property of the driver's wife! Really, this trick!"


"Yesaaa..iyaaaa.. from the beginning of the driver's arrival I was also suspicious tuh, he was good at tongue-licking, taking the heart of the Great Lord and also the Young Master! really dangerous!"


My body stiffened, still not understanding what they were talking about.


"WHO'S SOUP ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? WHO AHH? UNCLE DANES?" I appeared, and told them to tell me in detail.


My heart was stung, and in the room I wept bitterly at the passing of Uncle Danes, but I was also disappointed to see the evidence that confirmed that Grandfather would soon give the family a treasure, too, even Daddy's assets will change hands.


I used to be taught to defend my rights, but now I see my parents' rights being deprived like this, by taking advantage of the calamity they suffered.


It's not fair, it's even very unfair to my Daddy, he's been working hard and now all his rights are forcibly taken away.


I was disappointed, again I felt used, too easy to believe when he was considered a family, even though I was sad because he was gone, but his wife and child actually took advantage of this situation, he said, and ignited the fire of hatred within me.


Daddy's hard work and Mommy's loyalty will soon vanish, their struggle seemingly meaningless in Grandpa's eyes. I was angry, and did not accept the situation.


"YAAAAAAAAHHH!!! BA.GSAAAAAT! WHY SHOULD ALL? IS THIS REALLY YOUR PLAN? YOLIMU! YOU RUINED MY FAMILY! I CAN'T TAKE IT!!! IF THIS CAUSES A RIFT IN THE RELATIONSHIP OF BOTH MY PARENTS AND GRANDFATHER, THEN I WILL MAKE YOU MISERABLE!!!" I was angry at the injustice to my Daddy, and I was also sad that all my plans had to be canceled because of this shitty event.


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Geck!


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Geck!


Chequek!


"Good night, Young Master, the Great Lord told you to come down immediately, since both guests are already at the dinner table."


"I don't want to!"


"Sorry Young Master, I was ordered to pick you up, and if you fight then I will take you by force!"


"What else do they want, huh? are my Daddy's possessions and rights not enough? BRE.GSEK! And you know they also ruined my plan!!! if my girls don't belong to me then I'll destroy them!!!"


"I beg you to calm down Young Master, you better prepare, I will wait here!"


BRAAAKK!


I kicked the door quite hard, it felt like there was an emotion I wanted to overflow, but when I got to the mirror Shasyania's photo made me calm.


"I miss you.I miss you Shasyania.... Lord, I beg you to make him mine, do not let others seize him, do not destroy my race.I am serious, even very, very serious about him...please take care of him. With him I am calm, so comfortable.my eyes constantly want him..let him be with me. I must be looking for him, so do not let him out of my reach.... I wanna see it... I really love him very much...."


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After the upheaval within, I now walked down the stairs with a plan to give the men a rude welcome, but as my eyes stared at the dining table, it was a shock to see that figure.


"No. This is impossible!"