Mine ?
94: Still keep it

Remembering the blue contact Gemmi gave Shasyania immediately took her bag, then opened the object, "My cell phone!" he exclaimed, to make the man in front there who was talking on the phone look curious.

Smiling, he looked at Nevan, with a gesture of Shasyania's hand saying that she had unintentionally made a loud noise.

"So why?"

"It... Oma Raimar found my lost phone yesterday! aahh good to see!! I'm so grateful Geonevan, so many important things here!!!"

"important?"

"Yeah.like my phone number or my personal documents!"

Nevan nodded in understanding then, "Oh, so that's the box!"

"Yes, take it from Oma."

"I guess that guy was chocolate or something.." Nevan said with a triumphant smile, "we're walking now?"

"Yeahaps!"

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"Fifth hour?"

"Yes, five o'clock!"

"Ready!" sahut Nevan while showing the thumb of his hand, "my..."

Shasyania knew what Geonevan meant, until she kissed the man's cheek.

And after the death of Nevan's car now Shasyania began to step foot into a large building with a logo attached firmly. NJL, those are the three silver gold letters in the building.

Yes, because according to the schedule that has been determined, if Shasyania had to participate in the meeting that was delayed, and now, this is where Shasyania is, sitting among several staff including Dofa, Marline, Mirna, and Naura.

"Gue hope you can understand Shasyania's situation!" firmly Dofa, with active fingers twirling a ballpoint pen.

"But Brother, in the contract it is not clear, if I do not accept such a job!"

"Gue knows Shasyania! I know.. I know black on white!! But, until when do you want to be like that? your career can be sped up if you accept this offer! Think again, this is for your own future! we made a new contract, which is definitely more promising!!!"

"No brother, my decision remains the same!" press Shasyania, he was so sure of his words, that Dofa immediately threw away his face of disbelief.

"Marlin! take care of this!!! I'm going out for a minute!! And I hope that once I get back here again, then I'll hear a good thing! Canaaa?"

"Mh!" sahut kemayu man while gulping his own saliva.

"Shaaai.. horrifying me, think again, this is good for your career in the future! when are you going to show your face? Alemooong, gini yes, you asked the same Emeli and Naura they even dreamed this from a long time ago, but the opportunity to become the main model was never present to them, but the opportunity to become the main model was never present to them, it's you kayak ketiban sustenance tomplok tahuuu!"

Shasyania's silence made Mirna also shake her head, "What are the strong reasons that make you do not want Sha? I am still confused, because from the beginning I was also surprised, I think you do not want because of fear, or stiff in front of the camera, but fitting seen... of all the models, the best! even Dofa himself wants lo, he hopes big Shaaa! And you know.. why did the meeting back down? that's all because Dofa met Mrs Zivana, discussed launching the latest product, and she recommended you as the main model!"

"Iyaa Shaii, especially yes.. now our biggest rival has returned with a hit model! We must continue to dominate fashion style in this country, can not slide! Nooo!! we must retain the award for the past few years!"

"You guys want to use my face to compete with Zia right?" concluded Shasyania, he went straight to the core of the discussion.

"Iy.. ahh it's not like that!! more precisely because you deserve Shaiiiii! you deserve to be known to the public!!!"

"But didn't that seem plagiarized Kak?"

"What is Shasyania plagiarizing? the results of the design we put out are different from them, the material is not the same! we only take advantage of the boisterous people who are starting to get uproar about the emergence of the idol, if we get attention too, then they will make this as a byword, they will make this a byword, then compare the type of products that we spend! and that's an advantage!!!" Mirna.

Marline looks close and says, "In the business world all is natural Shaiii! although at first we will definitely get scorn... but it also has a positive impact, why? because we are getting more and more familiar! and more proud again. our design results are the best, I am sure the loyal customers who used to survive only because of Zia, slowly they will move to use our design, I am sure, especially after they know the design of NJL better! we need a trigger, and that's lo Shasyania! We have to be number one in this country!"

"I still don't want you!"

"Jeez Shasyania!!!"

"Why Shasya? cobak now obviously why don't you want to?"

"Because I don't want to be compared to Zia! I don't want people to think I exist because they're interested in Zia!"

For a moment the two fell silent, and looked at each other, until one of them said, "It's not like that Shasya! actually gini.. if more careful again, you guys are very different loh! Zia with her style is severe swag! while lo with a stunning girly lo style, so the impression that we want to highlight! not to confuse you!"

"No Brother! I'm sure without such a sensation NJL products will still be a best-selling product! whoever the model is, the most important thing is quality!"

"Really! but on the other hand, we also have a mission to hook people who still buy their products just because of Zia! plus he said the idol will return to career, so we need to prepare Shasyania! we need something electrifying as well, lest people get too excited just because of his presence! then turn away from us!"

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The meeting was over with Shasyania who was still firm on her decision.

He walked down the block by building block, his mind began to wander, discussing the figure of Zia successfully evoke the voices in the past that are now spinning in his brain.

"Dad don't want you to continue to be a shadow like this Shasya! who works for the family is Dad! not Dad's son!!"

"Dad didn't want this beautiful daughter of Dad hiding behind someone else's figure! so never repeat again! you don't deserve that!!! once enough good that you have is used for the benefit of others, because if done many times then it will not be good Shasyania! Dad may be lacking in treasures, but that doesn't mean Dad's daughter is willing to be a shadow for someone else!"

The more he dissolves with memories of the past, until the lever of memory again rotates in the day he was kidnapped, he is smothered just because the guards felt he was Zia.

The terrible night that always took away his calm, plus the time he felt guilty for the death of someone he considered as a savior.

"VANZ...!!!"

"Run Zia! LARIIIIIII!"

"NO!"

"FROMIII! I'll hold them, we'll survive! run down, follow this stream of water!"

The door!

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The door!

"Please promise me you'll survive Vanvan!"

"Run Zia larii!!!"

"You go after the girl! This kid is my business!"

Plaque!

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Plaque!

"KILL THAT FUCKING KID!"

DOOOORR!!!

"YYYYYYYAAAAAA....NOOOOOOOOO!!!"

The instant Shasyania's body fell, slumped down with tears that had drenched her cheeks, the sound of gunfire and shouting made her choked so violently, "Van.van.

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Back again when after his body fell to the bottom of the ravine, until he was found by a grandfather-grandfather who happened to be looking for firewood on the side of the river. Shasyania spent many days in her little hut with her wife, until in the first week Daneshav managed to find her daughter, after a never-ending search.

Even in a state of shock overwhelmed with endless trauma, Shasyania still had time to ask the condition of her best friend, she did not want to believe what she had heard before, as Vanvan's screams continued to cling to her memory.

"Dad, Vanvan? is he safe like me? He helped me Dad, he's with me! he saved me too!"

Daneshav did not answer immediately, until the moment they returned to the residence where Zia's house was located, he still remained silent, and seemed to shift the subject, and was impressed, even now he and his family are put in the back pavilion,

It was done because Zia's family did not want people to be suspicious, when the entire community was the victim Zia, until the alternation of important figures at home and abroad visited gave him spirit.

But who would have thought if the real victim was confined in a cage, not allowed to see the outside world, but in such circumstances Shasyania still kept asking Vanvan news.

"Dad, where's Vanvan? did you save him, too?"

"There's no Vanvan! there's no other child besides you there Shasyania, Vanvan is just your hallucination...."

"No Dad! nay! Vanvan is there, he saved me!"

Shasyania kept on chortling with his words, he told a long story, even repeated but no one believed it, because the evidence and the facts do state if there is no boy like he told me.

Not because Daneshav or other search teams are less thorough, but all happened because the news of Nevan's disappearance was not exposed to the media, the trail has been removed, according to Zivana's orders at Hugo at that time.

But on the other hand it actually makes Shasyania think, and start to justify what he heard, if it is true that Vanvan has been killed, then he has been killed, until the body and all the evidence are taken away by the conspirators of vile criminals.

Slowly Shasyania became increasingly hysterical to blame herself, some doctors who were brought in specifically for her even to the point of being overwhelmed, all the treatment seemed futile, plus again when she could only be in the room, but she was still there, which obviously made him even more depressed.

The trauma of the breakup that almost took away her chastity, and the guilt of the death of someone who once she considered to be a terrible whip to Shasyania, her sleep was always awake, her sanity even to the point of question.

Repeatedly Daneshav looked for a gap to make his daughter like before, but it was difficult, until the pressure made him even more afraid, like being trapped in a magnificent building but not the least to make it comfortable, he said, he said to run away to leave the city.

He wants to break the chains that have been curbing the freedom of his family, no longer under the shadow. Full of struggles he did with his wife, and one of them by changing the name of Shasyania.

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"SHAAA... LU WHY?" Marline was shocked to see Shasyania sitting under the floor, with her legs bent and her face down.

He quickly shook Shasyania's body, "Shaaii... Lu why? dizzy from that problem? don't think about it. We're not mad at you, pleaseeee don't be Shai's burden!"

Marline was so panicked that she hinted at other staff to buy drinks, and her efforts were successful when Shasyania calmed down.

"Don't be Shai's burden!"

"Not my sister, not because of that!"

"Isssssss.. lu that's yeah, make me hang to know no!" admonish Marline, "what's the matter? here's story!"

Shasyania's silence made Marline understand, "Mhhh. okay!" the answer that does not want to force, until a meaningful smile began to adorn the corner of his lips, "nah.. because it is not a problem that, so. can you rethink your decision was fitting tight, eeessstt... don't answer now! Think on mature! I'm waiting!"

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Parking area.....

"Hhh wait for Line! it... Why is a car like a stranger in my eyes?" mirna said, remembering.

"Godaaaaaa! that was Prince Eldione's car!!! his son Mrs Zivana! kazan-gawaaaat.... Back inside now, surely Mrs Zivana and her son are visiting again! baliiikk huruuaaan, do not let our careers be at the end of the horn!" exclaimed Marline, until both were flushed into the magnificent building.

And in the car Nevan was seen thrusting a bread box at Shasyania, "Nih, this is a new variant of bread made by Mother, I tried it earlier in the store, now it's your turn!"

When Shasyania wanted to take the item, Nevan stopped Shasyania's hand and grabbed it.

With her body leaning closer, Nevan looked into Shasyania's eyes, "You're crying?" suddenly his breath was hunting with a widened gaze, "who? tell who?"

Realizing Nevan's change in expression made Shasyania rush to hug Nevan's body, "Honey is calm, this is not what you think, I cry not because there is evil, you know? this happened because I heard the curses of Sister Mirna, the story was so touching that I got carried away...."

"really? can it be like that?"

"Could definitely Geonevan sayaaang! there are also various kinds of crying, there are happy, moved, and others!"

"Ck! your tears are precious!" said Nevan, while cupping Shasyania's face, then alternately peeling the eyelids.

"Can you try the bread yet?" he said, which immediately made Nevan keep his face away.

"Surely dear!"

Shasyania did not deliberately want to pry her old wound in front of Nevan, she was not brave enough to tell a story, besides the matter had been closed tightly by the Zia family, she said, he also has his own reasons for keeping it.