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85: (NEVAN POV) Shasyanian Dinesclara

(Flashback mode)

"Van, seriously? we're wasting our time, you know! my vacation is in vain if you continue to bring here mulu! This is the third time Nevan, three times! and every time you go home, your mood is immediately shattered and the impact we are not going anywhere anymore!"

The rant from Guilio's mouth made me more sultry, if Mommy hadn't asked me to take her for a walk, then I wouldn't have taken her out either.

"Can it be?"

"From yesterday ituuu... mulu you said! now gini aja, mending lo story to me, you actually nyari what here? it can't be just a fad. Diem spent hours and then came home upset! Don't make me afraid of Van!"

"We're going home now!"

"No, you have to tell me first!"

"Gue's just getting some fresh air!"

"Ck! you think I'm a kid? you can lie easily! get some fresh air on the side of the road, where in the car again! Mending if we're here on weekends, at least there are a lot of girls I can meet!"

"True too.the weekend!"

"Here..nih no longer connect people!"

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"Good day, Young Master."

"Jiang, hey Uncle..."

"Uncle? are you calling me Sir?"

"Yes, since from now on I decided to call you Uncle!"

"All right, Master, and what did Young Master say?

"Later in the evening we'll have another meal outside! and I want Uncle to think about the place, the important thing is that the menu should be good!"

"Every Young Master...."

Both my parents and Grandpa were always busy, commuting with business was common, but even so their attention to me never subsided, for all of them it was number one, but because I was used to it myself, so I never asked for their time, unless it was really needed.

And now meeting someone like Uncle Danes makes me a little different, that person seems to understand my emotions, I like to talk to him and I'm also very comfortable when he gives me advice.

There was no distance and misgivings would be taken advantage of, fully I believed him, it was because I was always confident in what I was thinking.

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And now comes the moments I wait for, which are the weekends.

"Guilio?"

"Yaaa.yaaa, I again am my brother!"

"****!"

"Nevan.., you're off together, baby...."

"But Mom, it's not like the banquet's still a few hours away, and I'm leaving for a little while!"

"Yes you're right, baby, but Guilio's going to the boutique for a minute, take him back, baby...."

"No Mom! I'm not a driver, and he's also grown up driving a vehicle! so leave him alone or get a real driver!"

"What kind of word is Nevan? he's your cousin! what's wrong if you drop her off, anyways in a few days she'll be back! You should drive him!"

"Lo sucks!" my murmur to the man with his bow put on an innocent face.

"Whatever you say Geonevan.., the important thing is that I can attract a beautiful girl with you beside me!"

The misadventure grew as the rain began to wet the ground, but the idea in my brain also began to appear to cause a meaningful smile that now adorns my lips.

"Gue wants to ride a bike!"

"Gee! rain like this Van, how's the carita?"

Without answering I immediately ordered a servant to take one of my motor collections, then hurriedly put on a raincoat.

I hope Guilio gives up, but in fact, "Gue's coming!" he immediately climbed up the back seat, without even wearing a rain shield.

I pulled the lever of motor gas to go at full speed, until finally the scenery on the side of the road made me let down my iron horse.

I saw some little children playing cheerfully on the sidewalk, enjoying every drop of rain that hit their bodies more wet, and it managed to awaken my memories with Zia.

"Ziaa, here!"

"Don't pull me Vanvan! in there I could drown!"

"You are.he likes to pinch, sick tofu Zia!"

"Vanvan is naughty!"

"Ayoo dancing Zia, this rain is exciting!"

"Zia, where are you hiding? don't go far Zia!"

"I'm in front of you Vanvan!"

"Where?"

"Before you...."

"NEVAN STOPIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!"

I was shocked to hear Guilio's scream, and what shocked me even more was the event in front of me, when two sedans and several other vehicles stopped in the middle of the road, and along with that people started crowding around, it seemed like there had been an accident.

"Turn the Van!"

Instantly my heart was shrouded in curiosity, and with full awareness I descended and stepped closer to the crowd.

The deg!

I was shocked to see the situation of the girl who had been grabbing my attention for a few days, the reason I was silent in the car, and now the girl was sitting on the side of the road holding her bloody knee.

Without a sound I crouched down to check the condition of the wound, until I decided to carry it and take it away, but...

"Hey.heii, where is he going! these two girls must account for their mistakes! My car got to this scuff! don't you dare take them away, I can report this to the authorities!"

"Sir please...Sir forgive us sir, this is purely an accident, because we are also being robbed, our staging money was seized by motorcyclists, we intend to chase until accidentally hit the car Mr, so sorry sir.this is pure disaster."

"Reason! Anyway you guys stay here don't go anywhere!"

"Sir is my ID card, my name is Anggi, you can confiscate this, but let my friend be treated first...."

"Tid__,"

I couldn't bear to hear the debate and with a loud shout I called my cousin's name, "Guilio pay for everything! if you need to buy that blind car!"

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I carried the girl from the front, even in a state that was still wearing a full face helmet that only exposed her glass, and did not forget also with a raincoat that was still attached to my body.

I find a shade and lower it slowly.

"Wait a minute, I'll buy you some medicine first...."

"Here I've bought." I've taken red medicine and some tissue from the girl who looks just as panicked as I am.

"Religion...."

"Yeah Sha...."

"Ngi's Money...."

"How much money have you lost?" sambar me, but they both kept quiet as if embarrassed to say.

"Let's just relax, I'm a member of a group that often donates, so you don't have to hesitate, you just write the name and account number. If you refuse, is there another way out? didn't you? so don't miss this opportunity! record the account number and then the problem is over!" persuade me, and after a long discussion they finally agreed.

"Keep the car's compensation?"

"That also includes the donor" I saw Guilio approaching, and immediately I gestured for him to shut up, then I slowly returned to the wound of the girl wearing the name tag hanger, Dinesclara Shasyania.

"Please ya.." he said softly.

If only my face was not covered with a helmet, then it was made sure he would see my smile that never escaped him.

"Auntie, call me!" guilio's voice obliterated my cheer, and I recalled the banquet we had to attend soon.

But before his farewells first hold me back, "This is our event brochure, in a few days we will hold an art performance, and from tomorrow we will always be here to prepare it. It would be an honor if you could attend, thanks again...."

"Yes, you're welcome."

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It's a lucky rain, I'm glad I'm not a bitch, but tomorrow I'll see her often, now I know her name, too, clinging to it and making me mumble, "Dinesclara Shasyania...."

"Van, you spend that kind of money only for two people you don't know yet? even for free? Yes I know you are rich, but not gini-gini as well, he said you do not like to be utilized, but this includes loh!"

"Woiii...Nevan woiii! I'm talking Van again, at least napa's response! eetssss wait-wait, what's this mode? wahaha, if that means anything? this is very reasonable! dapetin girls really have to get out of money first Van! let him bend his knees! Great too, yes! and.., ohhhh no-no! what do I think is true too? kala__,"

"Whisper!"

"Well, your reaction makes me even more certain that my guess is correct! Shit, I could have mistaken people.... I guess the taste of lo Zia, know-tau people who look like him huh! Again you're great Van!"

"Zia-like? who's? that girl? why am I not aware! It's not that it's definitely not because of that!" my mind, while continuing to divide the road that is still wet by puddles of rain.

"Ohh..., and I know why you often wait on the side of the road there, you expect to see him right? Ck! but I admit you are smart, waiting for the moment so your new superhero comes out, a good impression, very good! especially with the help of money, wahh he must belong to Lo Van! I should've known him before you, crazy.he's really classy! duplicate my angel and my queen Ziaa..."

"So what you say!"

"Yes.yes sorry, I won't glance at him, he belongs entirely to Lo Van! money is witness!"

"Once again you say money-money-money-money, I got you down on the road!"

"Well what's wrong?"

"Gue can get him by heart!"

"Eeettssss..Lo's appearance does guarantee Van, but you also have to be aware of who you are targeting! he sparkles Van! so I'm sure besides you there are also many who digantri. If you only move visual capital, you will lose the start! Trust me the same!"

"Here the smarter is me! don't bacot you! I am smarter at analyzing people! I guarantee he's not the type you think he is!"

"If it's wrong, you dare to bet what?"

"What do you want?"

"Lo's antique car!"

"okay!"

"Don't you lick Nevan's own spit! lo smart yes I admit, but in the affairs of love and character I know more, my experience more, remember not to be fooled by the mind that you always think is right! But yes.., tomorrow if you come, and when he realizes that you are the same person who has easily given money, the girl will also immediately tack like a parasite!"

"My instincts are more accurate! lo see. I'll prove it tomorrow!"

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In the morning I was so excited, and was very ready to go on a mission approach.

"Good morning Young Master...."

"For Uncle, and yes get me a car!"

"Ready Mr."

"Uncle, this is a thrilling day for me, so pray for me...."

"Of course Sir, whatever you do may go well, Uncle's blessing with Young Master...."

I used to joke with him so much that this kind of conversation was common between the two of us.

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Not many vehicles passed, but my car was parked on the side of the road, until slowly began to come to fill the park.

And now within a distance of about ten meters I had seen it, so striking among others, I was fixated until someone broke my daydream.

"Hey's handsome, can you ask for his number?" I stared cynically at some group of teenagers who looked coquettish, and without pity I immediately left them.

"I bought a costume for the mask!"

"Can't kid! this is my livelihood, if you want.then rent my services to entertain people!"

"I paid a million! still less? yasudah two million! Quick deal, if I'm not looking for anything else!"

"I agree well!"

"Now you are coming with me!"

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This costume makes me hot, but it's for the sake of struggle, so I have to stick around.

"Well, there's clowns.., but sorry, we didn't hire you, so please don't enter this area.please find another stall."

"Damn why I feel so demeaned!" my mind's upset.

"Let's Win, it looks like we need his services to draw people closer!"

"All right, but what's Nan's pay? Oh yeah..you want to pay how many clowns?"

"Should I make a sound? Ohh no--no!" without excuse I immediately picked up the book and pen that was in the middle of the girl in front of me.

"AAHHH TEN THOUSAND?" his jolt was shocked, to the point of making me think it was too expensive? even I can give him a free service, provided I stay here.

"Ten thousand a day? meaning, if we use your services a full week that means seventy thousand dong? Very cheap!"

"Yaaa, we'll take it! and take it easy.we will increase your pay to one hundred thousand in a week! We don't have to share our sustenance!"

"Let's say lo? even in a minute I can make millions!" the limits of my patience were tested, but I remembered the mission again, until the fresh breeze that was the reason I started to look.

"We hired a clown?"

"Iyaa Sha..., anyways cheap and profitable lohh! One hundred thousand a week, spell it out?"

I saw him knit his eyebrows and walk closer, and unfortunately my heart became unfazed by him.

"Is it not cheap?" instead of answering, I was busy looking for oxygen intake, hoping that this body is still strong when the onslaught is constantly attacking the heart.

"He can't talk about Sha.., if you ask him to wait for him to write first!"

I lifted my thumb up, and at the same time he smiled kindly.

I wanted to move closer and hold her hand.

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Now it's been a few hours that I've been separated from him, and I've been really working, moving around his feet to attract the attention of people who are looking at me.

But whenever there is an opportunity I will use it to circulate the view to all sides, I look for it, really want to see it.

"Hey..., drink first!"

And unexpectedly Shasyania was already beside me with a bottle of cold drink. Her charming look amazes me, her hair draped with little ties on it, so beautiful.

"Sit there first huh? do not force yourself anyways the weather this time is very hot. Don't pass out hehe...."

His smile was so sweet let alone his laughter which also sounded loud. I want to pull and hold her tight.

"Damn why I'm such a pervert!" I saturate, until he inhabited his hand that had just stretched out water.

"Here's a drink first...."

"I.." I almost made a sound, not wanting to be suspicious until I pretended to be gagu, "i.iii...aaa.aaaa," I held back the cough as the tickle reached the throat, this could not happen I was afraid of looking amateurish.

"Yeah.yes I understand...."

New also thought will spend time together but in fact will soon be undermined, by the movement of his friends who are getting closer.

"Hey, if you want to drink off the mask Clown first! oh yes Shasya, we shove there yuk while eating."

Invite a man named Nanda, not too handsome when compared to me who was too perfect.

"Just Nan first, and yes..," Shasyania looked back at me, "you haven't eaten either, have you?"

I nodded my head.

"You've gone with Nanda, let me take care of you here...."

No! it's not like I want it to be, I want to be with you it doesn't even matter if I have to endure hunger.

"Take him Nan! ohh yeah, what's your name?"

Actually I was confused, but the movement of my hand made him guess.

"A? your name is A, ohh your name is Aa?"

I nodded, and along with that I also gave a hand gesture, if I wanted to eat only if I was with him. And so good was Shasyania to agree to my request.

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"Heh, open the mask, dong! if you need the costume too! not too bad what?"

"Bentul tuh! though from earlier I've asked but he was still tight and did not want to escape, somehow how to eat, do not understand!"

"Here and let me help!"

Someone tried to take off my mask, and with a quick movement I parried the hand, and made it hurt.

"Ohhhhh!"

"Why aren't you okay?"

"You're nothing at all? help me out even that!"

"Don't be forced! if he doesn't want to then don't force it!" Shasyania spoke again, she stood up for me, "you want to eat there, Aa?"

"Shaa, why are you ladeni anyway? he's tau mode! I've always observed your ingintilin! Just open the mask! not the bad guys!"

"Don't!"

"Why Sha?"

"Never force it if one does not want to, all things have a reason! then appreciate it! and I'm sure he's a good man! Ayooo Aa here...."

I was filled to hear Shasyania say, my instincts would not be wrong about it.

"Eat here, huh? quiet really. You've faced that and I've faced that, we're eating now huh?"

My feelings really warmed up when she was next to me, it was like finding my way home, a sense of comfort that made me so happy that I wanted to stop time.

But again I had to fight to get it, because so many flies approached it, some even blatantly said love and gave gifts.

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And now it's been three days I've been stuck in a clown costume, but it's okay because my fatigue paid off when I saw it, and it's been a few days that Guilio has been my loyal listener.

Sometimes he put on a bored face when I was constantly telling stories, he said I turned into a different person when I was so enthusiastic about telling the figure of Shasyania.

"Lo continued the story on the phone, I want to go home! The heat of the ears! But remember Van, I'm sure he will nerima lo, but that does not mean full love yaaaa.., but because of the interference of property.hahaha!"

"Damn it! you don't know him, I know him better!"

"Yes.yes.si bucin NEVAN!

"Bucin yes! but it's proof of love!"

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And as always, my spirit always overflows when I think of Shasyania, it will be a beautiful day again.

I found her, and now she's giving directions to the other members, so assertive and authoritative, beautiful and elegant, and of course to me she's really miss independent.

"Wiwin, this is your job every day watching people thenaaaaaan...mulu!"

"Diem you Ga, besides don't ask for hotspots either!"

"Yes, because I won't love you either!"

"Diem-diem, don't bother!"

"Where to eat Win?"

"It's Sha, at the famous Eldione family restaurant, wah really good to drool!"

"Danger if you watch muluin..hahaha!" shasyania's words made me think that she might want to try the food.

"So the rich are so good, you can eat good!"

"True Ngi, let alone tajir like the Eldione family!"

"Ehh--eehh what if we find a food donation there?"

"Don't!"

"Why sha?"

"We'll get kicked out to know! where the play comes all over again!"

"Yes too! but try it, anyways this area is no! Let's try!"

After hearing the crazy idea, until it ended as it is now, I stood on the side of the road with the inscription asking for food donations.

I want to laugh when I see my actions now, I stand like a beggar in front of a building that clearly belongs to my family.

It's not gonna work, but it's very likely that we're gonna get kicked out, until I start writing the phrase want to go to the bathroom, and then hurrying to sneak through the parking lot, until someone caught me and took me into the room for questioning.

"Open your mask!"

I opened it, and to his surprise he realized who I was.

"Maa___,"

"It doesn't work! you see that teenage boy on that side of the road, right? tell them if this restaurant will give you free food, send it to the City square! and I'm gonna pay right here!"

Yes, even though this belongs to my family but that does not mean all is free, I still pay, because after all the bookkeeping at the end of the month must remain stable right.

And after the business was done I approached them again, and how pleased I was to see Shasyania approaching us.

"Hey...You really are! come back to the square, the other members are overwhelmed to know!"

"Wait a minute, Sha! if no one comes, we'll go right back!"

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"We really succeeded, see the delicious food we can enjoy for free! The Eldione family is absolutely TOP BGT! so the condo!"

"They eat good every day like this is not bosen what? maybe you want to do jengkol.hahaha!"

"Different taste, breakfast the same night can be different countries times.hahaha!"

"Well about this country, if you love a vacation out of the country where do you want to go?"

"If I want to go to Korea Nan!"

"If I go to Switzerland!"

"Where are you going, Sha?"

"Me, Paris...."

Shasyania's answer was always swirling around in my brain, until when we both started writing something, and then pointing at it.

"You ask me why I want to go to Paris? because Paris is such a romantic city, a lot of love grows there. And I used to think it would be nice if someone suddenly expressed his love for me there, carrying hundreds of roses, even more ridiculous while riding a white horse, it was just a childhood delusion, but now, enough to make the city as a place that I want to go to is enough, and hopefully granted hehe so, the spirit of saving!!!"

I kept watching him, I wanted to get closer, and then hold his hand tightly, I wanted him to lean on my shoulder, I wanted him to feel comfortable, I wanted him to feel protected, I want to be someone who means something in life. Yeah, I want all of that to happen.