
If only my husband hadn't taught me to be a dignified woman I might have long since squeezed her lips.
The advice that is often given Mas Jaya is still strong to stop.
Especially when I start my first day of work.
"Tomorrow you have started working, your position is a position that many people want, without ever applying for a job, you are asked directly by the company leader. Don't disappoint him.
Not everything good is good, sometimes pretending to be good, stabbing us. Be careful when choosing friends.
But there is no need to also think about the bad, because those who are bad are the little gravel that blocks our steps, to success.
Ignore the unimportant."
Those were Mas Jaya's words that night when we wanted to sleep.
I admit it's hard to take that advice, but I have to keep fighting to stay strong and not falter, Mas Jaya always cheers me on.
Thankfully I never complained to her about anything that happened at my workplace, as she herself never complained about anything she did.
Every time he comes home the thing he always does is tease me, touch me, after he's satisfied he goes to sleep. That's what she was before she took the most precious thing for a woman.
Because he's the one I don't really care about what people say about me. I know more about my life, not anyone else.
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The report that Siska gave me checked back, before it reached the table, Ms. Ratna.
I see there's something wrong with that report.
I immediately returned the report he gave, and I went from my room to Siska's room.
"Fix your report, there's some mistakes."
I hand over the Map that was given to me.
"This is right Zahra, I fixed this." Sneaky.
I, who was at the door, wanted to leave the room, stop my steps, and turn to him.
"Check your eyes, not your mouth. Therefore, if you have a brain that should not be used to ngerecokin live people, so the work is not focused. Oh yeah, one more thing, you get paid to do what your boss tells you, not to find out about my happy life." I said with a smile signifies satisfaction.
My emotions have been really hard for me to control lately. Usually if I return Siska's report of a mistake, I never say anything to her, other than "Please fix it again." But today, I was too impudent to talk.
My eyes glanced at the open door, I saw Mrs Ratna come in and immediately sit on the sofa available there.
"You why Zahra? I just met Heru below, he said he would come here later in the day. If you have a problem, solve it well." Ma'am Ratna asked me a little bit.
" Yes, but we don't have a problem. Lately she is often sensitive, like a woman coming on the moon. Wrong word little, emotion." I tried to give an explanation to Ms. Ratna.
" That afternoon I didn't see you coming out of his room, I didn't know you were his wife. Worth the time I want to hire you on the phone he had asked, You want to hire a child who has just graduated from SMK to be your secretary? if so, teach him things he does not know. Don't get mad at him, don't make him down."
Then he moved from his chair to his approach, and then grabbed my hand.
" Love him Zahra, there are too many wounds in his life. I believe you can make her happy." Gently rubbed the back of my hand.
"And you owe me an explanation, what science you used to melt the iceberg"
He came back and smiled at me.
After that he left me.
I was really suspicious of Mbak Ratna, he was the same Mas Jaya from their attitude I know they are very familiar, but sometimes cold in front of me.
What their relationship is really like.
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It's only 11pm, but the stomach is really hungry, I intend to go out to find food.
I set foot in Ratna's room just asking permission to find food.
Arriving at the lobby I saw Ika smiling with excitement.
He was the only friend I thought was the most sincere of his friendships, when people looked at me cynically, he looked at me from a different point of view.
He used to be an OB, I also don't know what reason the office finally raised him to be a Receptionist in this office. It's been Rezeky's life time.
"Hayo!! I intentionally surprised him. "Have you got your lottery?" I asked while propping up my chin with one hand.
"Damn you make the heart of the cave dislodged." He said while stroking his chest.
I saw her laughing a little.
"What the hell is it?" ask me a little wonder.
" Za, just now there was a handsome guy Zaaaaa, really not bored looking at him.
The firm jaw, the thick eyebrows, the pointed nose, the split chin and the stare are deadly." Ika said while expressing was imagining that a new handsome prince passed from before her.
"Cambet the child. I've been ah males serving you." I want to leave him. But Ika hurriedly stopped my steps.
"Wait a while, horrified to confide my cake this time, I'm happy nich." Gerrymandering me.
"Where's the guy you praised? From earlier also the cave did not see anything, other than you hysterical is not clear." I said while sneering at him.
Instantly his face changed.
"Sadly he's looking for Miss Ratna Za."
Hearing her words, I laughed too.
"But the smell is still" said Ika, sniffing.
I also follow Ika trying to smell the perfume Ika meant.
"Like the scent of my man's perfume" I said softly.
Ika laughed when she heard me say that.
"Ngarep you! Your guy who thugs the market will not be able to buy expensive perfume gini oneng! Your men's pants are torn knees here and there. Buy nice pants only he can't, ampe torn pants worn." Ledek Ika
"Damn you, anyways you know where my man thugs the market from?" I asked ika.
"Kids already know kelles, because someone sees you again kiss the parking lot hand in the market. In the group also his photo had circulated, if seen from his body you dashing, but his face does not look because of wearing a hat."
"My man is cool." I commend my husband.
" Eh Za, but I'm curious ama lu, this cave want nanya, but don't be angry huh, really not the mistress Om-Om tajir?"
I am not surprised by the words of Ika. And I just returned with a smile.
"If yes, why, if not why, no one has lost right?" Kunaik raised my eyebrows to answer his question.
"So the rumors are actually Za?" Ask ika to confirm the truth.
"Because my man who is a parking attendant can not fulfill the material, of course I need a man who can fulfill my material. If I am not so simple Om-Om tajir from where the cave can buy bags, have a car, a luxury house, eat well. " I put my eyebrows down again to tease Ika.
"I don't think I'm Za, you diem-diem. But your play is beautiful too, teach me donk" Developed her smile.
" Elah buset's. Ah, that's nonsense." I was a little surprised by her request.
"Lu believe, am I Om-Om's mistress?"
"It wasn't but because you said gini, my heart hesitated."
I finally laughed the same.
"I was going to find food, but out of play ama loe, my stomach so full, I went back to the room."Pamitku to Ika.
Just two steps I walked Ika shouted call again and told me to go back to his place.
"This time I challenge you, during this time you are always funny this same guys who approach you, this time with your charm, can not approach the guest Bu Ratna earlier, but the, the cave wants to silence Miss Siska's mouth."
Then Ika showed status in the group. A status from Siska, which displays a photo of Mas Jaya with an emoji love that says "I was hit by an ampe benjol I was willing to come from a macho man like this."
The heat is actually the heart to see the photo of the husband in the hands of people, but it is not the fault Mas Jaya.
"See me a month ama loe." Say it with confidence.
Listen to Ika's confession, I laugh, obviously he'll be poor for a month. My inner whisper.
" No need, I don't need your money, just I ask you to buy me pickled, his mangoes are a lot. Okay beautiful, muach" I left her.
"I'm disgusted to see you." His shouting.
And we split up because I was back in my room.
As soon as I got to my room, I took HP, then I opened the WA app to chat Ika.
[i want the salty this afternoon already on my desk.]
Then some pictures of me with Mas Jaya I sent with Ika.
Not how long Chat kupun reply.
[It's seriously you Za same him.]
[Yes, I let you upload it in your WA, actually I don't want my pretty photos anywhere, but because I'm a celebrity here, this time I'm allowed. Don't forget the salty, this afternoon.]
I saw Mrs Ratna, open the door to my room and just stand on the doorstep.
"Za, I'll have lunch first. Please accompany my guest. " Smiling, he left me.
As soon as I entered Ratna's room, I saw Mas Jaya standing in front of me. Directly he embraced and kissed my forehead, brought him I sat on the sofa and sat me on his lap.
"You're here, Mom? " I asked just a small talk and kissed his forehead.
"Kangen I love." Said slowly.
" I don't know what it's like for me to kiss her on the cheek." I kissed her.
In instead of my hijab, then removed my bun, finally my long hair was broken.
Her eyes were closed enjoying the fragrance of my hair.
"That's scented. You look so charming like this, baby."
His head on the back of the sofa pulled and my nape approached his face and drowned the handsome face on my neck.
I was a little amused, by his treatment. I tried to pull my body away, but he pressed my back.
"Let me enjoy this kind of atmosphere for a moment." Then put one hand on her shoulder.
And one more hand, carried in the second, I felt the pounding of his heart that was quite tight.
"It's very vibrational." Saying slowly.
"Heemmm, you're the only one who makes my heart like this Zahra. You really make me fall in love, never leave me Zahra, always stay by my side." Then he gently slapped my neck.
I felt his embrace to me getting tighter.
His burly hands began to unbutton some of the shirt I was wearing, the small touch and kiss of his lips on my neck made me drown in the game he made.
The roar of his breath that was getting rough on my neck was like a wave running towards the beach and I was almost drifting to the rhythm of the sound.
If only I hadn't opened my eyes, I might still be complacent with the flow of the game he's making.
" Dear, this is the office that controls you." Uprighten my head.
I kept my body out of his arms. I slowly wiped her cheek, not to offend her for what I did. Because I saw a beam of disappointment from the look in his eyes.
" You're rejecting me?" Ask Mas Jaya with a still heavy voice.
" I'm not against you, I want it too, but look where we are now."
I put my face to his face the roar of his breath still I guess. Kukecup.
"In addition to wanting it, I'm hungry, too." I kissed her lips again, and I sucked her lower lip gently.
After taking off my kiss, I saw a smile rising from her lips.
"We ate it already." He said while kissing my lips.
I got off her lap. I'll get you some water to calm him down a little.
As I stood in front of the mirror to put on my hijab, I saw some marks made there.
"Thank God he's human, otherwise my blood would have been drained." Speak heart.
Immediately I put back my hijab. I leave him who is still in the room mbak Ratna.
I went back to my room to get my bag and turn off my laptop.
Mas Jaya caught up with me and just saw me hugging from behind.
Suddenly the door of the room opened, I saw Ika coming while carrying something. I saw someone coming, not letting go of his embrace, but holding my waist firmly.
" Familiar if you wanna come in knock on the door." Mas Jaya's voice sounded in an intimidating tone.
" Come in Ka, my pickle yeah. " Kutepis his hand, to release me but still he did not budge.
Ika who heard my words just nodded and lowered her head.
" A minute, baby." I turned my face to Mas Jaya and raised my eyes as a sign that she would let go of her embrace.
After he loosened his embrace, I immediately approached Ika who was still standing with her dumb face.
"If you bet your salary earlier, it's you" I whispered slowly to his ear. Smilingly. Then put the pickled that Ika brought on the table.
" Let's go, baby, I'm hungry." I pulled Mas Jaya's hand out of my room.
Hearing Mas Jaya's voice mendehem, Ika who was still still glued to a wave.
"Sorry sir" Then he lowered his face again.
I stopped my steps in front of Ika
"If your hands don't shake anymore, you can take a picture of me and upload it to your gruop that's beautiful gibah." I pinched his cheek, and passed away leaving him.
Since Ika was walking behind me, I deliberately waited for her to enter the elevator with me.
As soon as the three of us were in the elevator I accidentally got my body to Mas Jaya and held her hand tightly.
I looked at my friend's face with his clumsiness.
I almost laughed, but I didn't.
Then I took off my arms from Mas Jaya and grabbed my friend's shoulder.
" Not to be so tense."
When the elevator door opened I stepped out first with Mas Jaya.
In the car I finally let go of laughter. I was still laughing at the expression on Ika's face, not realizing that Mas Jaya was always watching me.
"Beautiful!" That's what I heard coming out of his lips. As soon as I turned my eyes to her, several times saw her shake her head while smiling to herself.
My lunch took almost two hours. Thank goodness today Ranta's schedule is empty. Otherwise I could be finished.
Mas Jaya just escorted me to the front of the loby, because she still had business.
As soon as I entered the loby a few pairs of eyes looked at me with a disgusting look. Once in front of Ika I stopped, do not forget I put the sweetest smile for him.
" Where? Is that my topic?" I asked in a relaxed manner.
"Udah donk's. Lu same Bu Ratna is the celebrity of this office, The charm is amazing." Answer Ika pleased.
"Because your work is good, here I bring you food. Thanks for the salty. "
I passed and headed straight to my room. When I got out of the elevator, I saw Siska walking over to me.
" Basic ******!" Designated my face.
I who heard him say that didn't care about his words, because I wasn't who he thought I was. And I just smiled hearing her words.