
At three in the morning, Mas Jaya woke me up.
" why baby?" I asked with eyes that were still sleepy.
" I'm hungry, baby."
I opened my eyes wide, to confirm what he said.
"What dear? You hungry?" I asked to convince myself.
" Yes, baby, I'm hungry."
I immediately got out of bed to the kitchen.
What to eat at this hour, said my heart.When I went to the kitchen, I heard the sound of people crying.
Who was crying this blind morning, hesitated a little I approached the kitchen, but my curiosity grew stronger.
My memory goes back to the horror stories I read that pregnant people are often followed by astral beings.
The closer I got to the kitchen, the clearer the sound became. This is Zahra Man, don't parno himself. I'm having a dialogue with myself.
Duuhhh how is this, if I go back to the room, he is hungry, I want to step into the kitchen. Ahh. bodo ah, had passed out this, most also fainted again.
As I approached the kitchen, in front of the kitchen door I peeked a little to see who was there.
Hhuuufffttt relieved, I rubbed my chest because I saw Ayu Kak who was crying.
I deliberately went back a few steps, and cleared my throat before approaching the kitchen door. At the time of entering the kitchen I deliberately did not reprimand and greet him.
" What do you want Zahra?" Ask me.
" Want to find food." Opening the refrigerator. I took a food box containing fruits that were ready to eat.
"Zahra, will you forgive me?" He asked again and held back my steps.
" Live well Brother, God willing I will forgive you sincerely, but if now, I can forgive but my disappointment is still there."
I softened the back of his arm. I left him standing in front of me. Just a few steps I turned my gaze again towards Kak Ayu.
He still stood there, bowing his face. I went back to the kitchen past him to get the water in the fridge.
When I passed by again in front of him, I stopped my step, I hugged him, who was still staring.
" I'm happy to know your family. You are a family that loves each other very much."
After taking off my arms, I left her without seeing her again.
"For a long time, I was waiting for you" whined Mas Jaya.
" Cup cup cuupp.. Big baby Mama is hungry baby, sorry yaaaa.... " I pulled the two cheeks of Mas Jaya with anxiety.
" Had Zahra, don't talk so amusedly I heard it." Say Mas Jaya while looking amused.
Kupandangi Mas Jaya who was eating.
" What are you thinking about Zahra?" While inserting pieces of fruit.
" I thought that my son's father was a stingy man."
"You mean?" Ask her by putting her eyebrows together.
I leaned my body against the chair I was sitting in.
slowly I rubbed my stomach.
" Daughter, you know Mama was built this morning blind because your father was hungry, when mama came out earlier mama had almost fainted in fear, now offers for us even not. How wonderful is your Mama's fate"
Hearing my words he laughed. His body approached me.
"I'll give it to him if you want to take it out of my mouth. Cause it's gonna be so sweet, but if I feed you, it's better not."
"If I take from your lips, you'll ask for more than this at dawn. Better not, eat it." I refused him to stay away from me.
"Now eat it." He directed the fruit that had been pierced by my mouth fork. I bit him right away and let him out again.
Seeing my reaction spewing out what I was eating he laughed at me.
"Still want?" He asked by playing both his eyebrows.
"No!" I answered a little sulked and went up to the bed, and turned my back.
"You sulking with me?"
" Sleep, I'm still sleepy."
I heard he just took a breath and threw it away violently.
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I finished my Fajr prayer straight to the kitchen. Mama is done cooking.
"Your husband woke up, son?" Ask Mama who is preparing food in a bowl.
"Udah."
Mama then told Kak Ayu to deliver food to Mas Jaya.
"Let them talk, your brother really regrets what he did."
" May there be good, Ma." I hugged him and kissed him on the cheek.
Mama took me in a chair, long as she looked at me.
"Zahra, can Mama ask for one request?"
" What did Mama ask for?"
" Can Mama ask Mama's Son to live with Mama again?"
I was silent at his request. I stared at the woman in front of me. Seeing me not answering Mama immediately smiled bitterly.
" Can Zahra and Mama's grandchildren not live with you?"
Mom pinched my cheek. " Bad brat.
" Zahra will return Mama's child without being asked. Zahra also wants to feel Mama's affection." Hugged me tightly.
Wulan came over, I extended one hand to her, then hugged her, alternately I rubbed her cheeks.
" If Wulan gets married, titip Mama and brother yes. It's time for Wulan to find happiness in Ulan's life."
That morning I had breakfast with Mama and Wulan. I've long been used to eating. After eating Wulan went to the garden, he worked in Mas Jaya plantation as a field supervisor.
Mama as usual, will go with Bi Yanti cooking for the workers. At the break he just came home.
After speaking with four eyes with Mas Jaya, Kak Ayu pamit returned home.
Now I am alone with my beloved husband. The superhuman who always pisses me off and hates me. Hehehe really is love. 😊😊
By the time I entered the room, I saw Mas Jaya was already asleep. Probably the effect of the drugs he took.
Because I do not know what to do, I plan to play games in HP Mas Jaya. He never gets angry, or hell if I hold his HP.
I don't know why my heart is tingled to open its HP gallery. One by one the photos I saw, including one of his family photos while still complete.
It turns out that my late Father-in-law is very handsome, like the descendants of Middle Eastern people, Mama is also very beautiful, they deserve to have beautiful and handsome offspring, he said, Between Wulan and Kak Ayu there was a woman who was much more beautiful than the two of them, her large round eyes were the same as her Papa, her sharp nose, her beauty was absolutely perfect. He must be Ria, whispered my heart.
I moved my image from them, I shifted to some other photos, I saw a photo of me with Mas Jaya. I smiled when I remembered the moment the photo was taken.
When I wanted to stop, my finger accidentally opened the photo sent from the WA application. My heart almost stopped beating looking at the photo, a photo of Mas Jaya with a woman who was in the blanket.
I opened the WA Application to find out the description of the photo. I saw the contact of the sender of the photo 'TIA'
So far as you do with him, my heart says.
I put the HP back on the nightstand. Kupandangi Mas Jaya is sleeping. I remember what Wulan said to her brother.