My Husband
The Part 25

Perverted he realized from his daydreams because he saw his wife change her sleeping position. Redirected his vision to the Wife, fixed a blanket covering his wife's body.

" I'd rather lose my treasure than lose you Zahra, I've lost everything, and I don't want to lose you." Fucked his wife's old forehead.

Released his body in front of his wife, his mind glared back to the events of his past.

Had he not brought his best friend to Aunt Rosa's house, Andi would have never met Ratna, there would have been no love between Friend and his Tantric son.

And there was no fateful day. The day that led him to live behind bars, for a murder he never committed.

" If I hadn't pulled out the knife in Andi's body at the time, I would never have been a suspect, maybe I could still see the hue of your happiness, Ma, maybe Papa and Ria still have us, and also Ayu will never divorce her husband. Until when Mama can forgive me, until when Mama stays quiet with me, Mama does not know not only Me, help also miss you very much, soon Mama will have grandchildren." Her inner speech.

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When I woke up, I saw Mas Jaya sleeping behind me in a curled up position.

I got down and headed for the bathroom. After the morning prayers I went downstairs to make breakfast in the kitchen.

It was almost eight o'clock but Mas Jaya had not yet come down from the room. I finally decided to wake her up and take her for breakfast.

Before I touched her to wake her up, I slowly sat down on the bed and looked at her face.

" When you sleep gini, it looks soft side of you. " When I wanted to kiss her cheek, I felt the heat of her breath.

As soon as I touched her forehead, I also felt her hot body temperature.

" Dad, you got a fever?" I tried to wake him up by gently hitting him on the cheek.

" No, it's just that I'm a little bit of a headache." The answer is still with closed eyes.

" No way, it's your body hot gini. We're doctors, yeah.."

" I'm not pa-pa Zahra, but I'm glad you're worried about me." Then he got up from his sleep, and sat down while leaning against the pillow he had arranged. "you're not angry anymore with me?" Ask Mas Jaya.

" I'm not angry with you, you're angry with me." Kuraih and I held her hand.

" But I'm disappointed in you, and I don't know if I'm disappointed forever or temporarily, but I'm certainly very disappointed and that's enough for me to be very sick." I lowered my face, and for a moment I and Mas Jayapun were silent.

" I make ginger water and porridge for you first, and I'll rest."

I got up from my seat, I slowly came down the stairs. I feel like I need to move rooms again, every day up and down these stairs has drained half of my energy, my inner voice said.

" What do you want to cook? Let me do it, ma'am." Bi Ijah.

" I just want to cook some porridge. Aunty please peel ginger, boiled trus yes."

After all is done, I call Mas Jaya to come down.

" Massss you heard me? If you're still strong you're down yeah.." Call me with a little scream from under the stairs.

" Why don't you go up! My head is still dizzy." I saw him coming down with a face that showed irritation.

As soon as he confronted me, I tried to stop his steps.

" You're upset with me?" I asked while smiling.

" Zahra, please don't smile as sweet as before, because your smile is like that, the most cunning smile I've ever met."

Hahaha you understand, but unfortunately you are sick again. Thank God for giving you the pleasure of the day, because I have a plan to punish you. My inner speech.

" Let's eat, hunt down the cold porridge, have a husband one sick aja still bawel, healthy pantes jago so much slander." I pulled his hand towards the dining table.

" I slandered you what?"

" Eat not brisik." Then I said he ate.

When I finished, I invited him to sit in the living room.

" Zahra, I'm once again sorry for you."

" I'm so sorry. Mas, thank you so much you want to park me to Om Danu's wedding party yesterday. Thank you for giving me the color of my life. Whenever you have the decision to leave me, I'm ready." Saying slowly.

" You're happy we split up?! You want us to split up?! don't be right you have an affair out there!"

Suddenly Mas Jaya, rebuking me. Immediately, my blood mumbled to hear him rebuke me.

" Eh, you're suddenly angry at Mas, who deserves to be angry at me. You guys don't know it's lucky!" I held him with a chair cushion.

" You can be angry too, can be hard on a husband too. I'd rather you're fierce." Mas Jaya said with a sweet smile.

" You think your smile is funny! Sometimes you're so lazy."

" I'm joking Zahra, I miss you, two weeks I left home, which is in this house a sad nuance. We're better off."

" You think that's all you're asking for better than me! you think your dress is funny! You're the most disgusting man I've ever met!."

I left Mas Jaya still sitting in front of the TV.

" I'm sorry Zahra, I just don't know where to start, after I misunderstood yesterday. Honestly, I'm jealous of the same.." He kept silent and did not continue his words.

" Who's the same? You just accused me of something I never did. You wait for me to be born, what you accuse me of, I will do. You accused me of cheating on you, Mr. Dawn, I kept quiet, yesterday you said that the child I bear is not your child, it's the same you accuse me of cheating?!, I will do." 

I drew my hand, apologizing many times.

Seeing her behavior made me instantly I slapped her face.

" Why did you slap me?"

" I slap you on behalf of your son, have Papa***' really! If you want to be angry, just be angry with him not be with me."

I pulled my hand from the handle, then I chose to sit on the swing to catch my breath. Bi Ijah who was cleaning the fish pond saw smiles.

" Aunty why smile?"

"Sorry Buk, Bibik was surprised that Mother could be that angry as Father. I always try to be the same father."

" My overall Bi, since I was pregnant there were only her behavior."

" Build baby may be Mom, since you know pregnant mother Father is a bit different than more childish." After saying that Bi Ijah immediately pamit.

Come to think of it indeed, since I was pregnant I admit that Mas Jaya's appetite is bigger than usual, there are some things that she does not like to be liked, and even worse, he had a fickle emotion.