My Husband

My Husband
The Part 39


"Tomorrow you can go home, baby" said Mas Jaya, as I breastfed Queen.


" Yes" I answered quietly and smiled at him.


" I'm afraid I have another son, Zahra, I don't want to get sick like yesterday." While breathing out violently.


" I guess you'd say, I don't want to make Zahra's child again, afraid of getting you pregnant." I smiled at him.


" If it's still okay, baby." He whispered a little, and blinked his eyes.


"Mas, it's been two days since I gave birth but why didn't my family come." Gently rubbing my son's head.


"This afternoon after work, you'll be here. Tomorrow's weekend"


"When you look around, who does he look like?" Mas Jaya asked jokingly.


"Like our next door neighbor in Jakarta" I replied.


She laughed right away, because she knew next door to my house was a single woman.


"This is what it's like to be a parent, so happy" pecked my cheeks and lips.


"You're a good child, Queen, don't ever fight Papa, want to escape the pain of Papa's heart." The nose of his daughter.


At the time I was joking with Mas Jaya Mama and Wulan came in. Wulan had finished talking to her brother. The commotion the two brothers made shocked my son, so he cried.


"You are old, you are still like children" Mama said as she pinched her two children, and took Queen in my arms, to silence her.


"You see, baby, just for his grandson so cry I've been pinched with Mama. Remember what I said when Mom told us to eat." Mas Jaya said like a whisper, but still heard by Mama.


I just smiled, because Mama raised her eyes on Mas Jaya.


Mas Jaya sat beside me, grabbing my head into her chest.


"What do you feel now?" He asked in a soft voice.


"I'm hungry." Reply slowly.


"Diddeliver! You, it's as romantic as my treatment, the answer is just hunger." Pinched it slowly on my cheek.


Wulan who heard my answer immediately laughed.


Released embrace. He got off the bed, looked at my face with such a close distance. I followed her eyes looking at my face.


"You're more beautiful, baby" she said with an expanding smile.


"If that seduction can make me full, I keep seducing."


I wiped my hair, took the food that Mama brought. In my room there was still Mama and Wulan, there was shame in me, when Mas Jaya seduced me in front of them.


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During the day after checking my condition, the doctor allowed me to go home. Not Forgotten Mas Jaya thanked the doctor Desi. As soon as he arrived at the door, Dr. Desi called Mas Jaya.


"Sir, take good care of his wife yes, I am happy to see you are very good to treat the Wife. I'm giving you a bonus for my dad."


"What bonus Doc?" Ask Mas Jaya with curiosity.


Directed his hand to Mas Jaya, as if whispering but his words can be heard "I have left a little for the Father."


Mas Jaya who heard it immediately smiled.


The only ones who picked me up were Bi Ijah and Doni. Mas Jaya said, Mama and Wulan are busy at home.


There was actually a sense of disappointment, because during my time at the Hospital none of my family came.  Don't come call me just don't.


On the way home, I made no sound at all. I stared at my baby's face.


"You and Papa are the most precious treasures in your life, Mama will always give the best for you and your future. Mama's gonna give you love, just like Grandma gave her kids." My inner speech.


As soon as the car entered the yard, I saw several cars parked there.


" Go in, don't ask too many questions." Say it with a flat face.


One by one the stairs kunaiki slowly, because Mas Jaya invited me in through the front door. Actually I was the laziest to go through the front door, because considering this house is in the form of a house stage. I prefer to go through the kitchen because the position is lower, the stairs there are only three, it also connects the kitchen and the main room.


As soon as I got to the door, I was greeted by many people, all my family was there, even Om Danu and his wife were there, Ika was there too.


Aunt Maya took Queensha from my arms, Sister Ratna, Ika, My sister-in-law, Aunt Winda all hugged me. Mom again sat with Mama, just looking from afar.


"You're so mean, Mom, don't tell me." I said to Mas Jaya with a sullen face.


"Start out the pot." Celtuk Aunt Maya.


"Part of us who want Zahra, because if at the Hospital can not all enter at once gini." Mrs Ratna.


For four days they were at my place, the house really became very crowded, Kiara my niece slept in my room every night, because she wanted to sleep with Dedek Queen. I just know the pleasure of being a mother, when the night sleep hours so reduced because disturbed by the cry of the baby. At least it was an Alarm for Mas Jaya to be able to increase her night worship.


It doesn't feel like three months already, once every two weeks on the weekend, it's a special schedule for my family to gather here.


The presence of my daughter in the midst of this family can strengthen the talisilaturahmi.


Which makes me proud of Mas jaya, every afternoon before Magrib, he began to salute near his daughter, when he woke up in the middle of the night he would chant the Holy Verses of the Qur'an. Fajr and after Zuhurpun he did not forget to get used to doing it.


For three months, I don't know how many times he's betrayed his salary. Even I feel like he's starting to memorize some of Juzz.


"Honey, I'm so jealous of Queen, you seem to love her more now than I do." I said to Mas Jaya, when she was done with her salary, this morning blind.


" Why do you say that, I love you too." While laying down his body next to his son, and kissing his daughter's forehead.


"I never sleep in your arms again. You kiss her more than me."


She moved, and hugged me from behind. "You're the same kid you used to be jealous of everything." Pinched cheek.


" I'm fat now, eat a lot every day, it's natural not to be considered." Saying slowly.


He hugged me tightly. "Tonight I borrowed Papa, baby, you slept well." I gently rubbed the cheek of my little rival.


After the dawn prayer, Mas Jaya will do his usual activities with his son. While I who was already feeling hungry immediately made breakfast for myself.


"you've eaten at this time already dear" said Mas Jaya who was in the kitchen and held Queen.


"I'm hungry Mas, I'll breastfeed again."


After eating, I asked Queen for me to carry, but Mas Jaya refused.


I became emotional with her treatment.


"You take care of him! I won't hold him anymore!" I left him feeling annoyed.


Not until I entered the room did he pull my arm.


"You're with your own child like that, from last night you're weird to know."


"I was born to her, I'm her mother, I suckled her, but you monopolized her!" He did not speak yet, I pulled his arm, and I bit him down strongly, as a release of my frustration.


I don't think he's the one whimpering in pain.


I went straight to the back to pick up the Queen that Mama was carrying.


" dear.... " Call Mas Jaya in a slow voice.


"Since I was born in Queen I don't love you anymore, and stop calling me that!"


I went straight into the room and locked the door. I don't care if he knocks on the door many times.


I'm playing with Queen, I'm talking to her.


When I finished bathing and nursing Queen, I took her out of the room.


Mama, and Mas Jaya are sitting in the TV room. When I saw her, she asked me to sit next to her. A lot of advice that Mama gave, I finally apologized first for my mistake that had bitten him.