
I lived with my parents for two weeks. During that time even though Mas Jaya never contacted me. Every time I call his HP is also not active, several times I try to find him in the market but the results are still nil.
This morning, I deliberately left early, after the Fajr prayer, I straightened myself.
I got the clock lyrics on the wall, still showing at 05:00. I immediately panned the car and fifteen minutes later I drove my vehicle.
Time and time again, my mom has me for going to work too soon. But I didn't listen to Mom's call.
I parked my car across the street, who knows I can meet Mas Jaya.
At least I can see the person I love even though it's from a distance.
I saw the tall, brown-skinned man tidying up some motors. He looks thinner. A man approached her, handed her a cup of coffee.
I know he can't drink coffee. I'll take HP to call her.
"Assalamu'alaikum what's going on, Za?" he said when he picked up the phone from me.
"Wa'alaikum hail, don't drink his coffee." I tried to remind him.
" Yes, you're near here huh, you're his work spirit. Don't eat late." The call closed after he said hello.
It seems my existence is known to him. I saw him walking towards the car where I stopped.
After he got closer I lowered the windshield, he asked me to move to the back, then he sat behind the wheel.
" You want to go to work?" He asked, looking at me from the rearview mirror.
" Zahra's mother, want to be escorted to the office directly or there is another purpose?" he asked again with a big smile.
I just kept quiet without answering him at all. I kept staring at him. He can still be relaxed like this my inner word.
"It's hard if there's no answer." He raises both shoulders, then starts the car, and drives it.
I didn't know where he was going to take me, all the way there wasn't a word coming out of each other's lips.
Not knowing the direction of the destination, and too early for me to go to the office, he pulled over the car and stopped near a park where many merchants were selling food, and he went down to the rice merchant.
" I'm hungry Za, I'm having breakfast first. " It was flat, carrying a pack of rice and a bottle of mineral water.
I who was sitting in the back seat still remained silent, and watched him eat. After two spoons he put the rice into his mouth, he immediately tried to feed the next spoon my mouth.
" Eat" he said.
" I have breakfast at home." I answered, refusing a bribe from him.
" You look fat without me. "Take after finishing the meal.
" Fat dong, am I given good food, eat heart!!. "
" Hahhaaa you can be funny too. "
" Not funny." My legs pinched his stomach. She grimaced with pain.
" Why should I sit in the back? " Look after the car is running.
" If you're sitting in the back, at least it seems that I'm just a driver, and you're a Young Miss, then this car's gasoline is your responsibility, but if you're sitting in the front, it's your responsibility, and being next to me is your status my wife, and this car's oil is my responsibility "he answered casually.
" Then, as long as I sit behind me I'm free to command my driver where to go, right?"
" Of course dong."
I took out my HP in my bag, and then I called Ms. Ratna, asking her permission not to go to work today.
Thank goodness Ms Ratna gave me permission and my time off plus one day. While my Saturdays and Sundays are off, I have four days off.
" Okay, according to the agreement, because I'm in control I'm asking us to go to the top.
" Do you not have to work?"
" As a driver you have to step down and don't protest too much! "
I saw him breathing.
I smiled with a satisfied sign, and I closed my eyes, and I wanted to use my time during the journey to rest.
" The sleep is right, didn't you sleep last night ?" Ask Mas Jaya after I wake up.
" Not just last night, but the nights before I couldn't sleep either. " I answered while pushing a little bit of my lips.
" we've arrived?" While looking around.
" Where are you going? "
" Yes at least I need a lot of oxygen to refresh my brain again"
I got out of the car, took a deep breath, trying to enjoy the fresh air. After that I approached Mas Jaya who was still sitting in the car.
" Now we find the villa, I want to talk a lot. "
And I moved to sit in front.
" why in front? "
" now that I'm your wife, I want to talk as a wife. "
" When this is the case, it's hard to resist. Okay then. "
After arriving at the villa, I removed my hijab, at least my scalp and hair should also feel the pleasure of this fresh air. I open the window, enjoy the wind makes my brain a little more relaxed.
" What do you want to talk about? " tanya Mas Jaya, while sitting on a wooden chair in the room.
" Two days after my husband left without news, after he returned, he drove me to my parents' house. I was confused, two days he disappeared it, whether his brain was loaned to Petrik (a cartoon character friend of Spongsbob) so he did not remember at all with his wife. " Say me while folding my chest hand, and leaning against the side of the window.
He's smiling." Let Petrik not be blo-on. " She said and approached me.
" But you're the blo-on. I know the wrong parents are still in it."
" What kind of marriage, if you can't stand the test, why should you marry?!" say again.
Suddenly she pulled me in her arms, narrowed her eyes slightly, she stared at me sharply, without blinking.
" Hemmm. Let my mother-in-law and her spoiled child know that the person who is always patient also has a sense of anger. " So he kissed my lips. Suck and softly rub it.
This is not the first time my lips have come into contact with hers. But all this time, not separated from just a kiss.
There's a feeling that makes me a little weird. My heart is beating so hard.
I let go of the kiss and moved away from her embrace. " I used to say, don't stay with me Zahra, now I'm getting sent home, what kind of man is that. The name of a housewife must be a lot of trials. Just tried a little, it's like this. " My words were a little insinuating, and mocking him.
My heart is still beating so hard.
Hearing me say that, she laughed.
" You're more beautiful then Zahra. "
" You're not sure I'm beautiful. And my purpose in bringing you here is not to discuss that. "
" Zahra, so you know yes, my time is expensive, if you kidnap me like this, how many hours of my time are wasted, and the hour I can make five hundreds of thousands, millions, millions, even more than that" said while walking and sitting on the side of the bed, with a style made as loud as possible.
" Hemmmm that's it... Okay, I pay you time." I walked up to her and sat on her lap, putting my hand on her neck.
Why can I be this determined. Later if he fucks up how Zahra is!! My mind started to rebel a little.
" I'm not going to pay her with money, but I'm going to pay her, with love." and then kiss her cheek.
I know she's shocked by what I'm doing, not just her, I'm shocked by my own treatment of her.
" Hmmm, I thought of something. You can buy me a house, a car, and all my life's needs are well met. While you only work in the market, as I saw earlier this morning for example, and just said, your hourly time can make money so and so. Don't-don't you.... " I stopped my speech and looked at Mas Jaya with a hint of suspicion, then stood up from her lap and moved away from her.
" Don't think of the weird Zahra." He looked at me suspiciously.
" Try you to stand here. "
He obeyed my orders.
I opened the jacket he used to wear. I watched him from top to bottom.
" High may be, face. hemm quite sweet, with a native Indonesian face, skin a little dark, but clean too, six pack stomach." I lifted the shirt he was wearing looking at his stomach. "The perfume is pretty classy. " I stayed away from her while still watching her, I folded my chest hand with one hand holding my chin while still watching her.
" Well, that's really suspicious. Don't-don't work in the market it's just a formality, to trick the real job."
I approached her back, I looked over from bottom to top carefully. His facial expression still showed a sense of wonder.
" Is something wrong ?!"
I hit my midwife. " Dead if that's true. O GOD, forgive my sins, especially the sins of my husband. " As I pray, give up my hand.
" What's wrong with you, Zahra? "
" I don't think you're like a young man who likes to go with aunts and. "
" Yahraaaaaa!!!!!" He tried to pull me, but I hurriedly avoided him, while making fun of him.
" just admit... " When running around the room and trying to avoid.
He just kept chasing me.
" Okay, okay.. " Soaring breath and sitting on the floor leaning against the side of the bed.
" Don't fuck you up! " Bashing my jaw slowly, and then sitting next to me.
I put my head on his shoulder.
"Why are you so good to me, giving so much attention that a day of no news from you I'm really so lost." Saying slowly.
why is this love you give me, you make me feel comfortable when I'm around you." I bite my lower lip, to hold the tightness of my chest, so that these tears do not fall.
There was no answer, and I kept quiet. Grasped my finger, let out my head that was still leaning on his shoulder. I could no longer hold back my tears from falling.
" Don't cry Zahra, for now this might be the best thing for us.. " Say him and lay his head on my head.
"Maybe for you yes, but not for me." Slowly my head moved on his lap. I told him to gently rub my hair.
Long enough for me and him to be quiet in this kind of atmosphere, until I fell asleep in his lap.
It didn't feel like time was passing, these four days I really felt comfort, felt his beautiful love.
During this time I did my duty for the first time as a wife.
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I got home at 1:00 in the morning. As soon as I got to Mom and Dad in the living room, I saw Aunt Maya there.
" Where are you from Zahra?!" ask them at the same time when they see me.
" Call for HP is not active." Aunt Maya's.
"We're all worried!" Connect Father.
I just remembered, after calling Ms. Ratna, I immediately deactivated my HP.
" Now I'm home, nothing less. Since it's night, and tomorrow we all have to work, let's take a break."
I said as I stepped my feet into the room, not forgetting I kissed the hands of Father, Mother and Aunt Maya.
" Za, where are you these four days?" Aunt Maya asked after I laid myself down.
Tonight Aunt sleeps in my room.
" Hmmmm.. ah Aunt, let's go to bed. " When I hugged the bolster and pulled the blanket did not forget to give my sweetest smile to Aunt Maya.
My thoughts drift to Mas Jaya, may you sleep well tonight Mas. May God take care of you for me. Then close my eyes.
At four in the morning, Ms. Ratna called and asked me to come to the office early, because there was something important to talk about.
At exactly 6:30 I arrived at the office, and headed straight for my room. Just putting down the bag, I saw Mrs Ratna coming out of her room.
" You've come, Za, come on in. "
I also entered his room.
After sitting in the chair in front of him, he began to speak.
" Zahra, it looks like I found a fraud in this company, I'm asking you for help, whatever files will get to my desk, please investigate first, without exception.
almost an hour I had a one-on-one discussion with him. There were some files during my stay that had not been checked.he asked me to check all the files.
And for about two hours I checked the files in his room I had seen him talking to someone on the phone, the conversation was about the company but I don't know who.
My job today is too much, so to eat even I forgot, if not for the sound of worm war in my stomach, maybe I am still cool in struggling with work.
I decided to get lunch in the office cafeteria. Ah... as long as I work in this office can be counted with the finger I eat in this canteen.
Not that I was arrogant, but it was an opportunity that did not exist, because Mas Jaya always told people to take lunch for me. Even though he didn't see me.
After ordering food I deliberately chose to sit in the corner, because there was only a small table and two chairs facing each other.
again cool to enjoy my meal, suddenly a man came up and chose to sit in an empty chair in front of me.
" Can I sit here, Zahra? " Task him kindly.
I haven't answered that he's sitting down. I looked around, almost all eyes looking at me.
I reply with a forced smile.
Being noticed by people makes me uncomfortable. Before my food runs out I'll end it immediately.
Just as I was standing, he suddenly held my hand to prevent it.
Don't go, Zahra, I want to talk. I've been waiting for this opportunity for a long time." she said instantly.
"Don't be rude!" I said sniffling while looking at her hand that was holding my hand.
After she let go of my hand, I immediately left her.
He followed me, right up to my room.
" Want what?" ketus.
" I'm sorry, Zahra, sorry that I've been out."
" I'm sorry, and go."
Then he stepped away.
Not finished my business with Mas Jaya, this already wants to come new problems again.