My Husband
The Part 31

My head still hurts so much, I slowly try to open my eyes, I try to remember what happened.

I closed my eyes to gather the energy.  Last I remember Mas Jaya's leg was injured.

As soon as I opened my eyes, I felt like I was in my own room.

" Sister is conscious, Brother fainted." Wulan.

" What's your brother doing?" I asked Wulan.

" So good, I can go straight home. Just his legs have to be sewn."

Wulan explained how it happened. But he asked me to ask directly Mas Jaya what the real incident was like.

"So sorry, Zahra, I have no intention of making Heru like that." Said Ayu Brother who stood in front of my room door.

I glanced at him, then turned my gaze to Wulan.

" What do you want?" Seeing me get off the bed.

" Want to take HP to call Mama" answered me who was sitting on the bed.

Wulan pulled out her HP and made a call to her Mama.

" Thank God you're on the road." I answered by phone, and I immediately turned off the phone.

"Zahra can you come in?" Ayu's brother, who was still standing at the door, asked for permission to enter my room.

I just nodded, and asked Wulan to leave my second brother Ayu, keeping the door open.

" What do you want to talk about?" I asked him after he sat in Wulan's former seat.

"So, I'm not sorry, I didn't do that on purpose."

I see a sense of slurping in him.

" Why does Big Brother hate him so much, he loves you so much, he wants Big Brother and Wulan to live a happy life, in front of you he is tough, and always firm, hard-looking, but far behind it, she cries when she thinks of you." Saying slowly.

Ayu just kept quiet.

" If you feel my presence in this house to seize your affection, you are wrong. I'm spoiled like that because I want to return the Son to his mother. The first time I came to this house, I saw Mama not talking to her a word, when I asked her she said there was no problem. But I know he wants to cover up all his problems.

He tries to save and solve his own problems, trying to make us always smile, without us being able to know what pain he is going through.

I'm just a daughter-in-law, a Wife would even be a Mother. After I married my paradise over my husband's riddho, while my husband's paradise was with his parents' ridho. My job as a daughter-in-law always reminds my husband to be devoted to his mother, not to be a separation between Mother and child. It was not an easy thing to do, I had to think and figure out a way to make my husband and his mother happy, without offending them.

I love your sister because she loves me too. She didn't want me to cry, and now that I've been married for three years, a month in this house I just know how much she suffered, all this time she didn't want to share her suffering with me, because he once said he married me not to make me feel pain, but to make me smile always happy, because my smile is the cure of all his life's problems."

I can no longer hold back my tears. Ayu's sister who was in front of me also shed tears.

" You two don't have to cry for me, because I'm not dead yet" Mas Jaya's voice shocked me and her brother.

"Massa!" He stepped on crutches near me and Ayu, then sat down next to me.

" Sister is not wrong, I am wrong if I do not walk towards Brother, this will not happen. I'm sorry ya." Retracting Brother Ayu's hand to hug him.

"You are still my old brother, whom I love, I know your anger, after this don't be angry anymore. I miss us kidding like before, our family is not complete, if you love Papa, listen to me, I will fight for you.

I separated you from your son, my goal is to have his father in charge, until your son is a teenager now even your ex-husband has not changed. I prepared Nia to go to school here. Be patient." Kissed the top of his sister's head.

After sincere apologies, Ayupun left my room.

I stepped up to take a tissue on the dresser, but it was pulled by Mas Jaya, and put me in her lap.

" I'm gonna go get a tissue"

" We took a shower, I was so hot, it was late in the afternoon. From today you will bathe every day until I am healed." He said with a smile teasing me.

"You don't have to take a shower, I'll wash, I'm afraid you have a fever."

"I'm not a Zahra table that's just wiped. Let's take a shower"

I led him to the bathroom. Soon I helped clean her up. After helping to wrap the towel around her waist I asked her to come out.

"Wait for me outside, my clothes are wet. I'll catch a cold if you put your shirt on first." Say it with a smile.

"Zaha.." Call slowly..

"No need to use the drama again Mr. Heru Sanjaya, I'm wet, have a husband is not very sensitive anyway."

He was instantly silent, and slightly uploaded a smile, yet his face showed a sense of disappointment.

I saw him like that so I couldn't bear it.

" dear... " Call me when he's out of the bathroom.

"I'll take a shower for a second." Then I kissed her forehead, and kissed her lips. He nodded his head and smiled.

His father was like this, how will his son. Whisper my heart.

After praying Isya and feeding her and giving her medicine, I decided not to come out of the room again.

" How did it happen? what did the doctor say?" I asked while laying my head on his thighs.

" I didn't know it was happening, but I approached her, the moment she swung her scythe, I passed by. Yes my ankle is the victim." He said by stroking my hair.

"The doctor said I was okay, just needed a break. Thanks, baby, I'm worried about me."

" Zahra, thank you for accompanying my life, thank you for helping me to restore my family's integrity again. I'm glad your mom wants to talk to me again.

I know God loves me, after I lost HE gave me a change like you."

I wake up and kiss her cheek.

"You are the one who truly deserves to take the place of Father, Mas."Then I fixed his pillow, told him to lie down, and put my head on him.

I closed my eyes, let him sleep. I slowly heard the sound of his breathing starting to get regular.

You're right, Mas, no matter how far the stork flies home must be to the puddle as well. You were raised with compassion, that feeling is rooted and ingrained in you, when you are in revolt and want to run away from it, just keep that feeling guiding you back.

I saw my door open, Mama standing at the door. By the time he stepped into my room, I closed my eyes.

I felt Mama kiss my head, which made her son's chest my pillow.

"Mama's prayers are always with you, son." He said slowly, and kissed me again. Then go and close the door.

I thought to my mother, I still remember how embarrassed she was when I found out who her daughter-in-law was. Mother's treatment was always bad for him, but Mas Jaya never returned it.

"Father ashamed of your husband, say sorry you can not educate your mother, so good wife Zahra so you help reduce the sins of the Father." That was the last time I met my father.

I took off my arms from Mas Jaya, I looked at her face. I will love you more than my life Mas, I will try to be a good wife, because I love my Father very much.

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