My Husband
The Part 20

That afternoon I went home with Ika, after lunch Mas Jaya had to go to the police station to testify.

" Lu had been quiet, Buk, What else?" Ask me who's driving the bike.

" It's okay, I just thought, I ride a turtle what riding a motorcycle anyway, a really old feeling." Answer me.

"Damn you, if you don't think bring bumil mah I've speeded times."

Sorry Ka, not everything in my life I have to tell you, because there is indeed a privacy space that I can not spread to anyone. But that doesn't mean I don't appreciate your concern ma me.

After dropping me off in front of the house Ika straight home, I went straight into the house and headed to the room to clean myself. Shower and dress me down to prepare dinner.

" Mom since pregnancy is even more beautiful ma'am." Say Bi Ijah with a smile.

" Don't tell Auntie to get a raise." Reply with a laugh.

" From the same time my mother can see the smile of the Father, or hear the Father laugh, I did not dare to Buk."

" Well, my aunt is getting ugly with my husband."

Suddenly the look on Aunt's face changed somewhat.

" Not to think about it, I'm kidding, sorry Bi." I rubbed his arm slowly.

Finished cooking and Praying Magrib I asked Bi Ijah to accompany me to watch TV.

"Bi, where can Bibi work with you? Through Foundation?" Ask me to open the conversation.

I saw Bi Ijah as if he was reluctant to talk.

" Yes if you don't want to tell a story." I said with a smile.

" I'm sorry Mom, I didn't want to tell you a story, later I misspoke Mom said I'm ugly Dad." Then he lowered his head.

"My mouth was not taken, I'm sorry."

" I used to go with Non Ratna and Mr. because Mr. I moved my house invited to come to the house Mr."

"The same father Ms Ratna used to live in?" I asked by scratching my forehead.

" Didn't you know that you're a distant relative of Ms. Non Ratna's side?" Said Bi Ijah innocently.

I who get such a question instantly keep quiet.

"Bi, where's Bu Ratna's son? if Ms Ratna had been pregnant before, then her child would have been rejuvenated by now?"

" I know that Non was pregnant."

" You never told me."

" Non miscarriage." Reply Bi Ijah briefly.

I heard the sound of a car entering the yard. My conversation with Bi Ijahpun I stopped.

" Don't tell the same father what we're talking about. I beg you." My love is with Bi Ijah, and she replies with a nod.

I heard Mas Jaya say hello, and opened the front door.

" You ate, baby?" Mas Jaya asked as soon as she saw me in the middle room, then pecked at the top of my head.

" No, wait for you. Do you want to take a shower or eat first? I cooked that." Opening the tie he wears.

" Eat, if you're cooking, then you change clothes, I want to take you for a walk, let's just say we want a date, I say never dating." He said while rinsing my nose.

" You're very odd, you're old, you're not dating."

He only replied to me with his charming smile.

"Mass, we don't go anywhere, we're at home. It's late at night, not good for pregnant women." I said after I finished eating.

" Okay. I take a shower first. But don't sleep, we're sitting on the balcony.

After asking Bi Ijah to lock the doors and windows, Mas Jaya and I went straight up to the room.

"Where were you going to take me?" I asked after I saw her coming out of the bathroom.

"I wanted to take you to Ancol, sit on the beach, listen to the singing of nature, listen to the collaboration between the waves and the gusts of wind, especially now the full moon, must be beautiful especially affection while hugging you." He said, then hugged me from behind, and kissed me on the cheek.

He directed his footsteps to the balcony, with my body still in his arms.

" You why the hell, suddenly so like this, you got a tonjok your brain so mgeblank ya."

" Not pa-pa ngeblank if you still remember you and love you more and more." He said while kissing my cheek.

I took a deep breath and threw it away slowly.

" Why are you? asphyxiate? you don't have asthma, do you?" Ask Mas Jaya.

" Of your three questions, the answer is only one, no. " I turned my body to face him

"The name of the pregnant man Mas, feels a little heavy just breathing." My brain is still thinking about what Bi Ijah said.

Why are you keeping yourself secret with me Mas, my inner speech.

I looked at Mas Jaya's face.

" Why do you see me so much? What do you think?" Both of my cheeks.

" It was treated by Ratna earlier."

" Mr. Dawn is not jealous, you guys are just friends, college friends and business partners, especially you used to want to marry him. Surely Mr Fajar already knows this?" I said a little upset.

" Dear, what are you talking about, you're so jealous of Ratna?" Mas Jaya asked me again.

"Slightly, when I want to treat your wounds, you don't love. But you don't mind Mrs Ratna being treated. If you ask me that, I say yes I'm a little jealous." I passed from before him and climbed on the bed, leaving him speechless to hear my words.

" Dear, if I'm wrong I'm sorry." He pecked my head, threw himself behind me.

" The more you apologize, the more you make mistakes. So don't apologize often. Try to be more open to understanding who the wife is and what her function is, not to apologize but to repeat new mistakes again."

"Whatever anger you may have as Zahra, don't back me when you sleep"

I turned my body to face him. I took a deep breath and threw it away violently.

" you want to sleep a lot. If I face you gini, continue if I hit you, my stomach tight, my breath more tight. Until here understand Mr. Heru Sanjaya, my most handsome husband in Southeast Asia." Then I pecked his forehead, both cheeks and last of his lips.

" Sleep and don't worry anymore." I put my head on him.

" You're wrong to be jealous of Ratna."

" I've told you never to mention anyone else's name, in bed. It's just you and me, not anyone else."

" At least you should listen to me talk to Zahra!"

Hearing him talk like that, I got out of bed, and sat down on the sofa.

" I was going to sleep, but if you want me to listen to you talk, here, sit here." I immediately got out of bed, and went to the sofa, and asked him to sit next to me.

" Why are you like this? I have what's wrong with you? I'm with Ratna there's nothing to do. You have to understand that, he just helped me nothing else and nothing more!"

" I am a wife, I am entitled to you, you are entitled to me. If I was as injured as you, then there was someone else treating the wound on my face, you know that his family once asked me to marry him, what do you feel? Jealous or not? Your wife touched someone else's face." I looked at him carefully.

"No answer?" I said while forcing myself to smile.

"Not that you want to talk, talk. Why are you silent now! If you really want to talk about something important I listen to, but I ask that what is being delivered is honest, and that nothing is covered up."

I saw Mas Jaya still silent and looked at me.

" A long time ago we married Mas, I am also now pregnant, but even though your mother never called me asking about my pregnancy, it feels like your family is lost in the earth. I got to thinking, maybe your family who came to propose to me at that time was your paid person. For this can you explain me?!"

Seeing her just remain silent, I approached her and stroked her hair. Slowly my hand rubbed his cheek gently.

" I'm not forcing you to tell me any stories, my instincts are telling me you're not betraying me with another woman. I believe I'm the only one in your heart, but I don't know why or why you're hiding yourself." Saying slowly.

"Zw.." When he wants to talk, I put my index finger on his lips.

" Don't talk any more, if it's just to apologize, and take the conversation away from what I want." I put my forehead to his approval.

"I love you, love you so much, don't disappoint me.

You ever say, whatever storm befalls our household tempest, you ask me to keep it together? I'll stay with you and still love you, but don't disappoint me."Then I kissed her and kissed her lips.

" Sleep yuk, I'm sleepy." I pulled his hand towards the bed. I put my head in his arms.

We may have different opinions, but as much as possible I will try not to fight hard. I do not want our home to be far from the Grace of God. Although I don't know whether I can or not, but as much as possible I will try to calm down.

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" Sad you don't work? it's 9 o'clock. "

I was still in my room drying my hair with a hair dryer.

" I asked for permission not to enter. I want to collect, which last night you wanted to take me for a walk."

" I took a shower first." He stepped into the bathroom, and I immediately tidied myself up.

"Where are we going, baby?"

" We go to the top of yuk, I really want to eat boiled noodles and pies there."

" It's a lot to eat noodles there."

" Not to be a prank." I helped her wear her clothes.

After everything is done. Mas Jaya and I share Bi Ijah. Along the way I was silent, trying to keep my eyes closed as if I were asleep.

When I did not want to know about who Mas Jaya was, at that time one by one the veil about him was also opened. I remember my mother-in-law saying, "Your husband is not a good person, but I as his mother know my son better." These words that made me doubt. Hopefully the sweet attitude is also not pretending.

I'm putting my mind to it. The man who loved me so much, when he let me go to another man to do his duty, I saw him trying not to cry, but finally the tears fell also when he kissed me.

"Be a good wife, son, try to yield and do not argue even if you are in the right position. Try to be water and earth, for these two elements can extinguish the fire." That was the advice he gave me at the time.

" Dear you cry?" Mas Jaya's words awakened me from my daydream.

" No, I just miss you." I put my head in Mas Jaya's arms.

" Mad.. Can't find me a snack, I'm hungry."

" If you find me I can't, but if you ask me to buy it I can love." He said and kissed my head.