
It looks like Mas Jaya really wants to match Wulan with Doni.
Almost every day he invited Doni to dinner at home, on the grounds of talking about work.
Mas Jaya has not come to the plantation since she had an accident at that time, because until now her legs still hurt when taken to walk.
Seeing my pregnancy is already quite large she also sometimes feels worried.
Mama who knows what a pregnant woman feels like, often comforts me, sometimes often rubs my waist slowly.
The morning after all breakfast, not long they will go to do their respective activities, stay me and Mas Jaya.
After closing the door, I sat in the TV room. Mas Jaya is still busy with her work paper, which is not far from the TV room, because in this house there is no work space.
Seeing me who was briefly standing, walking, sitting, apparently disrupted the concentration of Mas Jaya in work.
By the time I started to sit back in the chair, Mas Jaya approached me.
" What's sick?" Mas Jaya asked with a worried face.
I just shook my head. Throwing my head off after it snaps the top of my head.
"I can't bear to see you like this, long time ago you were born." His words with eyes showed sadness.
"It's okay, you don't have to worry about it, later it's also time to be born." I said with a smile.
"If you can, let the pain move to me."
"You won't do it, let me do it. Besides you just got sick anyway, take a shower until now I'm still bathing, let alone you do not enjoy Mother's pregnancy."
"What does it feel like?" Then he moved to sit on the floor, holding my knee.
"You really want to know?" My toot.
"Hu'um" answered.
"Starting from the first three months, the body aches all, the pain is like flesh coming off the bone" I added a little to see the reaction.
"Eat him want to eat only it feels can not, because the body in pain all, trus also stomach it feels nauseous aja."
"It hurts?" He asked a little fear.
"Huumm.. Moreover, later fitting lahiran, it feels like these bones hurt like bones broken as much as 20 times." I said a little grimacing.
"Don't nakutin Zahra."
"If you don't believe ask Mamalah, so don't be a child of disobedience, say Mama follow me, look at me like this you just don't stand up. That's also when your mom was pregnant." Hair kubelai.
" Is my way of life like this because I was disobeying Mama huh.. Mama used to keep me from leaving, but I insisted on leaving, maybe her heart was hurt because of my departure." His face, as if regretting his actions.
I asked Mas Jaya to sit next to me.
" If you don't go you don't make it like this, and the one you need to know, you're not going to be naughty, and you're definitely not going to see me" I peeked her cheek.
" You can cheer me up. Where am I looking for a wife like you again."
" If there's anything better than me, I'll let you marry again, but it has to be more than me. If it's below me, don't, give me a headache."
Hearing my words, he laughed.
"You're so good at stirring my heart and feelings Zahra, you've catapulted me to the highest, and then you threw me all your might."
I answered her with a thin smile. Seeing Mas Jaya laugh, it was happy that my heart was.
"Mas, instead of you having no job, take ablution gih, trus njai, let him get used to hearing the sound of his papa's salary."
He went to take ablution, then sat back next to me and began chanting the Holy Verses of the Qur'an.
I closed my eyes to hear the words he was reading.
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After the dawn prayer, Mas Jaya invited me to the morning walk, Wulanpun asked to come along.
Although he was a few years older than me but his powerful nature also exceeded mine.
But I like his pampering. I really became a big brother.
" You deserve to marry Wulan, you're 25, change your potency." Mas Jaya warned his sister.
" Bang, if you hadn't turned down Boy, I might have gotten married." He said while shrugging both his shoulders.
" You still expect men like that. If I find a man for you, what do you want?"
" No, I want one that loves each other. Married for love."
I who heard Wulan's words could only smile.
"Like the same Brother You marry because you love each other, so you're always romantic."
"Tell me where are you acquaintances?" Ask Wulan.
" Do you really want to know?" Ask enthusiastically.
He nodded his head steadily.
" Brother acquaintance with your brother in the way ijab kabul." I said with a smile.
"And we dated after we got married." Mas Jaya chimed in on my words.
Wulan who always walked in front of us stopped her steps.
"If so, marry me Bang, I believe in your choice."
"You really want to?, don't refuse my choice? Even if he's old and ugly?"
"I believe you're not going to plunge me into a man like Datuk Maringgih Bang."
It felt like we were walking too far, and I started to feel tired. I asked them to come home.
Along the way back home, I just kept watching Brother and Sister joking around with each other.
Actually I want to give birth in Jakarta, live in my mother's house, but that desire must be quenched.
When they joke like that, I miss Mas Vishnu. Ever since she got married, I've lost her.
Only the Father and Aunt Mayalah are there for me, Mother herself is more dominant in giving her affection to my brother.
I chose to get married, because I was tired of hearing you always scolded Mom. Mother who always has a strong ego, the most sick when there are neighbors who live more than him.
Once at home, I found Mama who was again embroidering from knitted threads.
" What did Mama do?" I asked the In-laws.
"Mom want to make a sweater for the granddaughter of Mama, later we buy baby equipment, today Mama does not go to the garden."
"According to ajalah, rather than being spelled out as an ungodly son-in-law. Yes Mas?" I said while looking at Mas Jaya.
Mas Jaya who was standing next to me immediately rubbed my head.
Excuse me for leaving Mama and Mas Jaya, going into the room, to take a shower because I'm getting hot.
In the bathroom I shed all my tears. A mother's love I really get in this family. A family that was a mess, but a lot of love.
"You're crying why Zahra?" Mas Jaya's voice surprised me.
"I'm just happy to see you can get better with Mama Mas." Kupeluk Mas Jaya who stood in front of me, I opened my tears in her chest.
"Until I give birth don't make me sad anymore huh. I love you, Mas. Thank you for everything you have given me. I promise I'll try to be the wife you obey. I'm sorry that I've been wrong with you so much"
" You're so slovenly, wiping your snot on my back."
Kupuk. And he laughed at my treatment. Many times he kissed my head.
" Don't cry anymore, I can't see you cry, it hurts too much."
"I'm just overwhelmed and happy to see you're better than Mom. You're out, I'm gonna take a shower."
"Bring us up."
I pushed her body to let her out of the bathroom.
"I can take a long shower with you."
" I promise not to macem-macem, just take a shower." His body was not allowed to leave the bathroom.
" No believe. That little creature is unbelievable. He cannot condition the situation. Just get out."
"Said was going to massage with husband, uh turn to ask for a bath both nolak."
" Yes, but if he's the fuck I hit him with a dipper."
"No, you shower yourself, you're horror." Then he came out of the bathroom.
I just smiled at her behavior. I'm happy to have a husband like you.
After the shower I sat in the TV room. I felt like my feet were running out of road.
Mama who saw me sitting while slightly kneeling my calf, chose to come sit next to me.
"You're a ketchup, son?"
My mother's question was answered with a nod. She told him to take coconut oil in her room.
At the time when Mama wanted to massage my feet, I repeatedly refused.
Mas Jaya came near me. "Please tell me to tell me to stop." My love is the same Mas Jaya. But still he didn't want to stop it.
With the reason I was sleepy, Mama finally stopped what she was doing to me. The longer I feel the less comfortable living in this house.
Mama's treatment of me, it's too much in my opinion. I'm afraid I've forgotten to be treated like that.