My Husband
The Part 28

Without feeling a month I have lived in my in-laws' house. Even though Mama wanted to talk to Mas Jaya, there was still a distance between the Mother and the Child.

I woke up from my sleep, because I heard a noise like the sound of someone arguing.

" Thank God you're awake, we're home now." Say Mas Jaya with a face like a person holding back anger.

" Why are you?" I asked with a sense of wonder.

" Don't ask too many questions, let's go home now! You wear that negligee, put on your hijab!"

"Bag.."

"You listen to me Zahra, we go home now and don't make me repeat the conversation!!!"

Follow Mas Jaya's footsteps.

" Heru same Zahra Ma's home."

Mama sitting in the kitchen just nodded her head, not far from Mama sitting I saw Kak Ayu, Kakakakya Mas Jaya. When I got married, she came too.

Kuusul Mas Jaya who had first entered the car, many times he tried to start the engine of his car, but did not want to turn on as well.

" You want to take me home in this emotional state! What with you going in an emotional state all your problems are done!" My words to Mas Jaya from earlier I heard only peeling and berating someone.

" You solve your problems well, Mom, I can't come with you home if you're angry."

When I opened the car door to get out, Mas Jaya pulled my arm.

"I'm overheating here, I could be deprived of oxygen in this car!! You are ridiculous! Get out, I want to talk to you! That's if you really feel like you're a man!!" I got out of the car and slammed the door.

As soon as he got out of the car, I took him to sit on a bench under a large tree in the yard.

" What's your problem, man?" I looked at Mas Jaya with a slight narrowing of my eyes

" Don't interfere with my business."

" Okay, starting today I'm not interfering with your family business. Let's just say I'm your mistress who can't know anything. Our relationship from today is not husband and wife.

Thank God for a little less burden on my life."

Then I stood up and moved away from him. I wanted to get her hair out at that moment.

" What the hell are you Zahra."

" I just thank God, I don't have a relationship with you!" 

" Sit down, don't be angry, since you're pregnant, you keep getting angry. Not tired of anything, I'm tired of you getting angry. If now you're put in the cage of a hungry lion, the dead one you made." He said by lowering his head.

I almost laughed when I heard her words. But I was quite proud to do that, the time ran out angry I immediately laughed, it was not funny.

I approached him, and sat next to him. I take a deep breath.

" I can't tell Zahra, I don't know where to start, I'm not a woman who easily tells me what happened in her life. Understand."

Grasped both my hands. "All I know is, I love you, I don't want to lose you. Don't talk about the past, I want to be with you in the future not in the past."

What he said has a point.

" I'm sorry, Mas. I just want us to solve the problem, I'm afraid of losing you."

"I don't want to lose you. If I'm asked, I'm glad we live here, I'm happy to be able to gather again with Mama, seeing her love you so much I'm so happy" said Mas Jaya.

" I also want us to stay here, butiii.." I deliberately hung my words.

" But why?"

" I'm ashamed of Mama, because she once reprimanded me."

I put my head in his arms.

" What did Mama say?"

"Mama told me to tell you, if it's late at night don't like to make a scene."

Hearing my words, he laughed.

"Why are you laughing? I asked Mas Jaya.

" Zahra's good, so I've been released a lot."

" You don't know how to be ashamed of me." Then I took her hand and I invited her to come into the house.

When I got home, I saw Mama doing the dishes. At the dining table in the kitchen there was also a Wulan who was eating fruit.

" Is anyone staying, son?" Mom asked as soon as I saw her back.

" Ma, Zahra's hungry, before she goes home she wants a bribe."

He invited me in.

" You eat no fruit, you are afraid to be asked."

Wulan who heard my words just laughed. I sat between Wulan and Mama.

"Wulan asked for a bribe brother also." In the sodorkan dishes that contain fruit in front of Mas Jaya.

I immediately laughed "He won't bribe you, just look at him eating alone."

Because I saw Mas Jaya put fruit in her mouth many times, rather than her sister.

I watched Ayu Kak who had just been silent, with a look of displeased face.

"Mama's spoiling them too much, and you're Zahra too, you're just a daughter-in-law so don't get spoiled." Said Ayu Brother cynically.

All eyes immediately turned to my Brother-in-law.

"Sister can not talk like that Brother, from the first Brother always made Brother not feel at home to live here."

I'm wiping Wulan's back."Don't fight" I whispered to Wulan.

"I know, if you don't go to prison, Ria won't be killed, Papa won't kill himself because he can't bear the shame, but I'll tell you that you're not wrong, this is all our way of life, after all it is an ex-husband who does not know what is lucky, when we have a disaster he divorced Brother, but so now we are like this, but so now we are like this, begging to come back with Brother. If you want to go back with him, you stupid brother! Your husband who is now a good person, is responsible, he does not want to live financed Brother. That's a man. I'm a small one here, but I also have the right to express my opinion." After venting his emotions, Wulan went inside.

Let me look at my mother-in-law. He just kept quiet and lowered his face. It seemed like the burden of life he was experiencing was quite heavy. Sometimes something that we see outside is very beautiful it turns out a lot also save the pain.

" Mama take it easy." Saying with him.

I held onto Mas Jaya's arm, and took her to the room.

"What are you feeling now, Mas?"

" I'm sorry for my brother Zahra's behavior."

" I know you're a good man, Mas, it's all a test of life. True said Wulan, this is the way of life of our family. I understand now why Mama is silent with you."

" Mommy shut up with me because she's so disappointed in me."

I sat on the dresser, put my hands on her shoulders. Holding her cheek, slowly let her softly suck my lips. His face with my face.

"Look at my eyes this close, see if I'm lying, if you know who I am, you won't leave Zahraaa." Mas Jaya said in a very slow voice.

"No." Answer's short.

"Give me the strength to convince myself for a minute to tell you." Again he kissed my lips.

"You want to know why Mama's keeping me quiet?"

I just nodded my head a little, because my face was still very close to his.

"Because Mama saw with her own eyes, I killed the man who raped my sister."

My heart almost escaped hearing his claimant.

"Look into Zahra's eyes, knowing what you're going to do?"

I pushed her body away from me. " Oh, I don't want to hear anymore. You're right, I better not know anything."

With the slowness of his body dropped to the floor. I immediately got off the table I sat on, I touched my knee with his knee. Kukecup.

" Don't cry Mas, we're both dealing with everything, I won't leave you in any circumstances."

I'll hug him soon. " I'm sorry, please forgive me."

"I'm sorry Zahra, I'm so sorry to do all that." Say it with a soft.

I put him in my arms. I'm sorry, I don't know your past like this. I know you're a good man, circumstances that make you this way....

" She's taking a shower in the afternoon." He put his hand on my stomach. " Shame on him, when we want to cry on."

" You are indeed Zahra's good wife, I will never find a woman like you again."

" So don't yell at me again. It's crying." I wake up and go to the bathroom.

"You don't want to shower with me? Don't let me close the door."

"You're just teasing me." His feet entered the bathroom.

" When did you start liking me?"

" Since you were in school."

" Hahahaa, you're a pedophile, too."

" You too."

" I've never loved a child."

"You forgot that you always teased Heru Sanjaya junior, until you were rebuked by Mamakan."

"Haha.. Honey, it's a different story."

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(Is this named after rain no rainbow)😂😂