My Husband
Part 43's

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My last class was filled by Mr. Roni's clock, several times, I noticed a different way of looking at him. As soon as the clock ends he calls me to his room.

I asked him if he called me. As soon as I got to her room, she told me to come in.

At the beginning of the conversation he did discuss about the courses he taught, but it was not long, until he discussed about the chocolate that I refused.

"Sir, I hope you can understand, I'm a married woman, so please throw away the taste you have"

I'm still trying to talk to Roni as best I can.

"Zahra, are you happy with such a person, I know your husband is just a porters in the Market, I've seen him a few times."

"My husband is a hip-hopper, but he is still very appreciative of the profession of others, and I am very happy to be his wife"

I immediately stood up to leave the room, when I wanted to open the door, Mr. Roni pulled my arm, and tried to hold me, as I could push him down until he fell, and I hurried out of the room.

I still tremble a little with the treatment that Mr. Roni did.  I went straight to the highway to find ojeg, usually in front of my campus there are still many ojeg bases.

Arriving at home, I did not find Mas Jaya and the children, I saw the clock has shown at 17. 20 minutes, soon Magrib. I cleaned up before they came home.

I finished my bath, and until I heard Azan Magrib Mas Jaya and the children had not yet returned home. I asked Bi Ijah where they were, Bi Ijah told the vegetable garden.

Until there was the sound of Iqomah in the mosque they also did not go home. I started to get nervous, wanted to call Mas Jaya, but at this hour or again with the kids he would definitely not pick up my phone.

I decided to go to Mama's house, just to the door, I saw my children had run to the house, followed by wulan, and Doni.

After hugging my two daughters, I asked Wulan where Mas Jaya was.

"Sister, Mama's coming here, they're on the road"

I invited everyone to enter the living room. Longing to start sleepy, I asked Ulan to help keep Queen, because I will clean up Miss first.

When I replaced Miss clothes with her nightgown, miss the story with me that Mas Jaya had fallen.

"Papa is sick Ma, it fell, Papa's hand hurts" said Miss

"Where's honey?" I lay him down and hugged him.

"In the garden" he answered.

"Today's Queen nakalin Ma'am not?" I asked again while rubbing Miss's head, and kissing her.

He just laughed at my question, then hugged me tightly. For a moment I heard the sound of his breathing becoming regular. Before I left the room, I covered my little daughter's body with a blanket, I read some short suras, then kissed her forehead.

Queen is still playing the puzzle with Doni.

" Where did you fall Lan?" I tried to ask Wulan, who was busy watching TV while eating snacks.

"In my garden" answered Wulan briefly, then he went to the kitchen.

Wulan tried to avoid my question. The only way I'm trying to ask Queen is, at times like this, my little dwarf is more honest than anyone.

"Honey, Queensha, hug Mama, miss Mama with this beautiful Mama's son" While stretching out my hands.

The Queen immediately hugged me, kissed my face, and I also did not want to lose kissing her either.

"Where's my dear?" I asked while kissing my little daughter.

"Papa sick Ma, fell earlier" he replied with raised eyes, he also told me that Mas Jaya's hand was bandaged.

His name is a storyteller of course to the extent that he is able, but I am quite satisfied with the answer. With Queen saying her hand was wrapped around a cloth It had made me draw the conclusion she must have been bandaged, and it was definitely not a light wound.

Until I got Queen to brush her teeth, and change her clothes to sleep, Mas Jaya hasn't come back yet. While Doni and Wulan are ready to go home.

When I came out of the children's room, I saw Mas Jaya sitting at the dinner table. I saw his hand wrapped in bandages.

" Why are you, baby?" I asked after peeling his forehead.

"I'm okay with just sprains, during a pain like this, I'm sorry I can't get between you" I just nodded in response.

"I'm hungry, Mom. Have you eaten?"

"I haven't eaten either"

I took the food and brought it to the table. While I was eating Mama came with some food and some cookies, for her grandchildren.

Before he came home, behind my head and Mas Jaya, and then the forehead of Mas Jaya and I alternately.

"Stay like this you guys, Mama is very grateful you've taken good care of Mama's son Zahra"

I nodded my head, and he came home.

"I used to see Mama and the late Papa eat together like this. I'm afraid Mama remembers Papa"

" Here we eat, yes, Mama has her own memories" Then I continue to eat.

After I finished eating, I talked briefly with Mas Jaya, questioning about my children's activities.

"Today I raised the Queen's hand, there was no fear that the child, the chicken Mang Jajang in the cage was released, the chicks were pressed to death, he was sure to growl" Mas Jaya told me what her daughter did.

I just smiled at her words. I kissed her cheeks many times, then I closed my eyes on purpose, so Mas Jaya felt I was asleep.

After feeling sure that Mas Jaya was asleep, I then came down from the top of my bed. I went to the kitchen to make herbal tea, then went back into the room, and sat on the porch.

Many times I took a deep breath and slowly threw it away.

I leaned my body against the wooden chair I was sitting on.

I was thinking about today's incident that happened to me and Mas Jaya. Mas Jaya, a lot of happiness has been his life that he has sacrificed, for what he achieved at this time.

If he has sacrificed much, I must do the same, all for the sake of my little family, and for the sake of my love for them.

'Sorry that my decision should disappoint you later Mas' Whisper my heart.

After deciding what was best for me, I went into the room, laying down next to Mas Jaya.

I stared at the face of the man who had swallowed a lot of the bitter sweet life of this world.

'You are the best soul mate God has given, and I must take care of that' I put my face next to his face, I peeked his cheek.

"Thank you for everything dear, may Allah always take care of you, prolong your life, may every drop of your sweat be returned by Allah with blessing" I said slowly inking.

I put my hand over his chest, feeling his regular heartbeat. Until I finally fell asleep.

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This morning I woke up early, before Mas Jaya woke up, I was already up first.

I have to prepare in advance for breakfast everything before Queen wakes up, if Miss wakes up the angel's pure white soul is still lodged in my body, but when Queen is awake, my soul has become gray made.

After everything was done and putting food on the table, I went to my children's room, to wake them up, as early as possible I used my children to wake up at dawn.

It might have been a bit cruel, but I had to instill discipline in them from the age they were still this innocent. And that was often the subject of my debates with Mas Jaya.

"Let them sleep, pity that their sleep is built up, not satisfied with their sleep"That's the usual sentence I heard from Mas Jaya when I woke up the children.

'Sorry Mas, I don't want to fight you, but I don't know when I'm old, I just want God to see my efforts in educating His care'

It was the only sentence I had secured in my heart, when Mas Jaya scolded me.

From as early as possible I introduced Miss and Queen what kind of way to worship from the beliefs I profess.

Even though Queen had to run around, climb my body, while performing the Worship, I still had to be patient.

When Miss had to repeatedly pull her sister when Queen started climbing my body, even though her position at that time she was praying with me (if I pray again) I should not scold them. My job right now is just to introduce how, to set an example, there are times when they will understand and understand.

All I know is, I need to have some accountability on my work sheet as long as I'm still breathing.

Finished bathing Miss, and combing her hair, I took her for breakfast, I let Queen who was playing in the TV room with Bi Ijah, Mas Jaya finished Praying Subuh, I forbid to leave the room.

I'm not finished feeding Miss I've heard Mas Jaya yelling in the room.

I left Miss and ran towards the room, Queen was already on top of Mas Jaya's stomach and pulled her sick Papa's hand.

Bi Ijah, who had taken care of Queen's toy, felt guilty about letting the little boy into the room.

I immediately lifted the Queen from the belly of Mas Jaya. Take him out of the room and sit him down at the dinner table. I took a deep breath and threw it away violently.

I looked at her innocent face and sweet smile. 'You really are a test of patience for Mama Queen' Whisper my heart, then hug that little body.

The water came out as I hugged the Queen. Missing who saw me crying, also joined in crying and then went up to the chair and hugged me.

"Mama don't cry" as I wipe my tears.

"The same mother is a whiny mother" said Queen innocently, who finally made me smile and laugh on the sidelines of my tears that were still dripping.

Mas Jaya who came out of the room saw me and Missed out crying, immediately pinched the cheek of the Queensha cabi.

"Who did you not torture in this Queen's house, today is a child who is obedient Queen" said Mas Jaya who was still a little upset with her child.

Mas Jaya asked Bi Ijah to bathe Queen, Rindunpuna went with Bi Ijah, Mas Jaya pulled me into the room and sat on the side of the bed.

"I'm sorry for my son Zahra's mistake, be patient with him" Mas Jaya said, hugging and kissing my head.

"I'm also as his mother apologizing for neglecting to look after him, letting him into the room and bothering you" while drowning my face in Mas Jaya's arms.

I stood in front of Mas Jaya who was still sitting by the bed, I grabbed her and I hugged her head.

"Stay strengthening each other like this Mas, your embrace to me, it's my soul-boosting, to face the attitude of our son" I kissed the top of his head.