Regret Room
I Just Want You to Go!

"Take me off, Bajing*an!" Seruni was still struggling, hitting Bima's sturdy back. Bima dropped Seruni right on the sofa. Dropped Seruni on it, then moved as soon as possible to leave but Bima had locked the room.

"Stop that yelling, Seruni. I've asked your boss for the keys to this room. There's nothing you can do but obey."

Seruni stopped his action of banging on the door and shouting then turned his head and unexpectedly he took off his high shoes, intending to throw them towards Bima but Bima of course was trained to avoid the surprise attack.

Like a fidelity, Seruni grabbed whatever was on the table and threw it again and again. Tissue box, microphone, and lastly remote tivi to play songs. Seruni ran out of things to throw while Bima was getting closer. Opposed, unable to move, Seruni again began the action of resistance by hitting hard Bima's chest.

"Do it, Seruni. I know that just this blow will not make me able to make up for all my mistakes to you ten years ago," Bima said softly but in a calm tone.

Shaking Seruni heard it, shaking Seruni's hand then weakened abruptly. Seruni regulated her tight breathing. He won't cry! He would not show his weakness in front of the man.

"Go, Bima. I really don't want to see you." Seruni forced her lips to remain firm despite her trembling tone.

"I'm not leaving until we talk, Seruni."

"Stop calls me that! I'm disgusted to hear you say my name!" reply Seruni fiercely while staring at Bima sharply.

"Germ, whatever you say. I know I've made you like this. Now, tell me what I have to do so you can forgive me."

Seruni turned her head, she was silent at first, but then her laughter sounded so heartbreaking.

"I'm sorry you said? What's for?"

"For the night, Seruni."

"Forward, Seruni. Spill everything." Bima approached Seruni until Seruni was forced to shift his sitting position again.

"Then your sister! Your perfect sister! He told everyone how ugly I was! How sloppy I am who was forced to work in the dimly lit stalls of the opposite village! How confident I was that I liked you back then. He said I don't deserve to be with you! Her shout loudly called me a poor and dirty woman! Bima, if only he knew who had made me even worse than a prostitute*r! If only he had known who had taken away my chastity that night! Suppose he knew it was all done by his own brother! Does he still dare to say all those insults to me?! But free, Bima! It's free to say that as a defense. No one will believe because you are a perfect man, dignified, polite and polite to anyone! No one will believe me! I choose silence! Letting everything get carried away in the wind with one wish, I will never see you again in my entire life! However, now look, you appeared again in front of me! View ... Look at Bima who is so dashing, still adored by all women! Now this dashing Bima, apologized to me after ten years had passed and ...."

Bima could no longer hear all the curse that came out of the lips of the Seruni ranum that had been a opium for him. The man pulled Seruni into his arms. Seruni he did not react but after that Seruni's body shook violently. All the mass shadows that always destroyed it flashed.

"Germany, I'm sorry. You're suffering because of me."

Seruni did not reply, his body was still shaken with tears spreading more and more. Seruni could not speak anymore. Hoarse voice until slicing the heart of Bima itself. Seruni tried to let go of the man's embrace, but Bima kept holding him back.

"Please, Bima, go. I don't want my intention to kill you to come to the surface."

"Germ, is there no more forgiveness for me than you?"

"I don't want to see you again, that's all!"

"Germany, let go of this job huh. I will give you life assurance. You can start a business in our village. You won't be in pain anymore."

"All rich people are just like you, Bima, measuring everything with money."

Seruni pushed Bima until the man almost fell, as fast as lightning Seruni snatched the key on the table, but Bima was no less fast, no less, grabbed by the waist of the woman and Bima again began their memories by locking the lips of Seruni with her own lips.