Regret Room
Appreciate the Process

Appreciate Every Process

The calm lake was actually not as calm as Seruni's heart at this time. He was actually disappointed in the fate and circumstances. For years succumbed to fate and fate, lived poor, humiliated, reviled, as has become daily food.

A bad place in a romantic relationship because it was left alone after releasing virginity. However, someone who had done that had now returned and promised to fix everything.

After he succeeded in forgiving Bima after going through various inner conflicts and selfishness to stay with the wound, the storm again struck him mercilessly. Seno Ari Bimantara's extended family did not approve of their relationship.

"Darling ..."

Seruni turned his head, looking at Bima with two pieces of ice cream complete with a small spoon. He gave it to Seruni. It was not the ice cream that made Seruni smile this time, but the 'Honey' call from Bima that so tickled her conscience. His heart was touched, the countryman who had let him down and thrown him away, seemed so sincere to start everything with such good intentions, married him.

"Thank you, Bim." Seruni accepted it then let Bima sit beside her.

They enjoy the ice cream, sometimes the lyrics to each other.

"I've been tickled every time I hear you call me darling."

Bima looked over, she laughed a little.

"Can't I call that to the woman I love?" tanya Bima cools.

Seruni reviewed a wider smile. Of course, he also liked to hear it. However, whether it will forever the word darling is sliding from Bima while blessing has not yet they cantongi. Not impossible, one day Bima will choose her family and Seruni does not want to hold the man to stay by her side. Bina a man of rank, he respected everyone. The man in the country does not feel worthy to be hated just for choosing him.

"Bim, you'll come back tomorrow. I'll be in a few days."

"Why don't you just go home together?" ask Bima not willingly. Not even a day of seeing Seruni seemed to be unable, unable.

"I still miss mak Ute and friends in the dimly lit stalls. Besides, in a few days I'd like to shimmy in my mom and dad's grave, too."

Although he seemed unwilling, Bima finally nodded as well. He should be back in the office soon. There are a lot of files and cases he has to deal with.

"Alright," said Bima briefly.

Seruni smiled looking at the man. Where is that hatred? Seruni no longer found him. He even really fell in love with Bima. Love is already linked, unfortunately the road is still winding and long.

While enjoying the breeze, Bima's phone rang. The man appears to have taken it out of his pants pocket. At first glance, Seruni saw it.

"Just say, Bim."

"This is a call from Atikah. Let it go, Seruni. I have no business with him anymore."

"You have nothing to do with him anymore, but he's not done with his past."

Seruni's words stopped Bima's movement to store the object back into her pants pocket. He looked at Seruni confused, he did not want Seruni to misunderstand.

"What's wrong. Just pick it up."

"I'm pregnant, Bim!"

"I've heard the fake news, Tika."

"Lied you say?"

"Yes, because I never fucked you."

Atikah was silent for a moment.

"But I'm pregnant! If not you, who else? You don't remember, we fell asleep at your friend's show that night?"

Bima's memory is back. Yes, he had indeed fallen asleep in one bed with Atikah a few months ago because he had also drunk drinks abroad containing alcohol. But Bima remembered very well, she did not fuck Atikah, although the next morning, the woman did sleep next to him.

Bima glanced at Seruni, who still looked calm as if he was not disturbed by the sensitive talk made by Atikah.

"I've never done anything, Tika. If it's your attempt to arrest me, it looks like you're wrong."

"Everyone knew you were my lover back then. Some of your friends saw us coming out of that hotel room! You could lose your job if I take this matter into the realm of law!"

"You could've threatened me, but an accusation without evidence could have ensnared you to prison, Tika. Especially if the child is born and DNA tests are done. I never did it."

Momentary silence. A few seconds later, the phone disconnected.

"Why could he be so sure I had impregnated him?" bima asked annoyed.

"But you didn't do it?" ask Seruni later.

Bima held Seruni's shoulder, facing the woman's face to her own.

"I've never fucked another woman other than a seventeen-year-old girl ten years ago. It was your shadow that held me back every time I would do that to another woman, Seruni."

Seruni took a long breath. He can't say anything anymore either. Also do not want to accuse Bima of all sorts. He wanted to believe that Bima would never have the heart to lie to him again.

"Trust me." Bima squeezed softly on Seruni's shoulder.

Seruni finally nodded .

After that, the two moved on, leisurely walking around the lake and the surrounding park. Some people who happened to pass by greeted them. After this, surely the gossip will spread again and return to the ears of Bima's mother and her family, about them today.

"Germany, if in one month there is no blessing from me, then I will marry you, whatever the risk," said Bima just when the wind was strong and cold.

"Yes, Bima ... We appreciate every process first."

Bima nodded. His intention was so unanimous to want to confuse his soulmate.