Regret Room
Like Repeating the Amorous

In the morning at half-eight, Bima was already in front of Seruni's contract. Seruni was ready with a trouser suit as well as a slippery shirt. Bima took over the woman's medium-sized suitcase.

"Where are you going, Run?" ask one of the neighbors who was hanging clothes.

"Go back to the village again, Ma'am. It's a contract."

"Well, do you want to marry this cop?" tease her neighbor again who greeted Seruni with a smile only.

While Bima was the same, she just smiled a little. The rented environment of Seruni is full of small and fringe people but full of manners. They are friendly and do not hesitate to help their neighbors. Most of them are families with many children in them. Seruni was comfortable living in that neighborhood. Because the neighbors like to help and never nosy with his life so far.

"Let's go, honey, we've got to get to the airport." Bima made Seruni aware and immediately nodded then followed in his footsteps.

Together they walked to the front of the alley where the activities of the residents around the place began to bustle. Seruni walked calmly, although the worry will be rejected upon arrival in the hometown later even more shadowing his steps.

They got into the car and Bima drove the luxury vehicle to the airport, splitting the streets of Jakarta which happens to be not too jammed today.

"You're on leave again?" ask Seruni when they're halfway through. Bima nodded her head and gave a sweet smile to Seruni.

Then silence came. If Bima is currently focusing on driving, Seruni is instead struggling with his own thoughts and permanence. From yesterday, Seruni's heart was not at all calm. To this day, when Bima's car has entered the airport parking lot, he is getting worse. It makes him a lot more silent than talking.

While dragging the suitcase and carrying it to the examination section, Bima could see the doubts so real emanated from the eyes of her heart. Then when their plane had taken off with those sitting side by side in it, Seruni was still silent.

"Seruni, what are you thinking? Are you sick, honey?" ask Bima finally.

Seruni still did not reply, she was completely immersed in her own thoughts.

"Germany?"

The third time the call finally made Seruni succeed. He closed his eyes, breathed in air and turned and smiled.

"Yes, Bim, I'm sorry I've been daydreaming lately."

"Calm down, my dear, I don't want you to be burdened with our departure today while you know for yourself our intentions are good right?" ask Bima softly.

Seruni nodded slowly, she understood, actually, Bima was the same. However, the man was more able to control himself with composure.

"Do you feel what I'm feeling right now, Bim?" tanya Seruni lirih's.

Bima nodded. " Of course, Seruni. I feel it too. But, wouldn't it be more fun if we were able to deal with it together?" tanya Bima asked for approval from Seruni.

Then because of so strong a sense of fatigue in the mind, Seruni involuntarily lay his head on Bima's shoulder. Bima smiled then gently rubbed Seruni's white and delicate cheeks.

"Sleep, when you get there, I'll wake you up."

"Tanggung, Bim, the journey by plane from Jakarta to our village actually does not take long."

Bima chuckled at hearing it. "Then, be calm on my shoulder."

Seruni looked up, while Bima looked down, their views so met. Seruni smiled slightly, Bima replied to him. Although currently Seruni believes Bima will not retreat with his intentions and plans, but he can see that Bima is also like carrying a burden. The burden will be released if later when they have met the Bima family and they approve.

It's a blessing, if not?

Seruni looked at the clouds beside the plane window. He never thought that today he would be next to the man who would fight for him. The man who left her in the bamboo room with regret that Seruni had pinned there first.

Upon their arrival in the first city, Bima and Seruni were already awaited by the driver who had often invited Bima let alone the man back home.

"Germany?" asked the middle-aged man, looking at Bima with a question mark. Not how wide their village so certainly Seruni is also known by some residents.

"Yes, my future wife." Bima who replied made the man look surprised.

But the man was silent. He was only confused, because as far as possible, Bima will indeed marry but not with Seruni. However, with a metropolitan city girl who works at a private bank and is the son of a conglomerate there.

Once in the car, Seruni and Bima strengthen each other, although actually Seruni's heart even more pounding. The speed of the car that will take them to the village as if it is bringing Seruni back to memories ten years ago. He also impatiently wanted to get to the front of their village gate, where bitter memories would be seen and now he said he was under redevelopment. Thinking that, the sense of thumping as the Bima family faded slightly changed with another feeling. There was haru who stopped.

Until when they were three hours away, the eyes of Seruni glazed, when they almost arrived in front of the building that was being built so magnificent. Seruni looked at Bima full of question marks.

"The?"

"You like it, Run?"

"That's too big, Bim," said Seruni in a hoarse voice.

"Even the magnitude will not be able to make me go back to that time not to hurt you, Seruni."

Seruni was silent a thousand languages, without being prevented, Bima pulled the woman into her arms, then kissed Seruni's forehead so deeply and long.