Regret Room
What If We Married Running?

"What do you mean, Bim, we can get married even without the consent of your parents?" tanya Seruni still looked at Bima with no understanding.

"I'm a man, I don't need a marriage guardian. So even without my parents' consent, I can still marry you, right?" Bima asked back.

Seruni finally understood the direction of the man's conversation, but she could not at all justify Bima's actions, even though she also wanted to marry the man. If only he did not think about his ego, already Seruni said he would be happy to receive a proposal that was indirectly expressed by Bima just now. However, Seruni still put forward his conscience. He does not want to be selfish. After all, Seruni did not want to forever be the hatred of the Bima family. Especially his parents.

If only Laras hated him desperately, he was not so why, but if it had matters with his own parents, it seemed he could not allow it all. To be honest, Seruni was also confused by his current state, he wanted to sincerely escape from Bima, but it felt unwilling as well. However, Bima has tried to touch his heart in the deepest recesses so to get away from the man's life is also not an easy thing.

"I don't want to be selfish, Bim, although I honestly tell you, I'm very flattered. You really want to ask me, but if I elope, I don't think I can."

"Then you want to, Seruni, I really can't let you go or just let you go. I really love you, I want to marry you, not just because of my mistake ten years ago. I really love you. I want to be a priest for you."

Seruni was silent for a moment, feeling the cold wind caressing her cheeks. His heart was no longer cold for Bima, his heart was already opened so warm after being touched so seriously by the man.

"You know, Bim, after you left me in that bamboo booth, I swore I would never see you again. I hate you so much, even if later we will be met, what I have in mind is to destroy you without rest. But in fact, after we meet like now, I admit that the feelings that used to exist have begun to be explored again even though I have buried it so deep. Moreover, I want to see your earnestness. However, once again I tell you, we can't fight both parents. I don't want to make you hated by your family Bim."

"I'm ready for all the risks, Seruni. I really want to be your husband . I want to touch you halal. I don't want to be a loser anymore."

Seruni turned his head, then Bima faced herself in front of Seruni. He could not help but caress the girl's lips, so he carefully rubbed the soft lips of Seruni with his thumb and saw Seruni so firmly.

"The first time I looked you in the eye, Seruni, when you were seventeen at the time, I actually saw the lake of love from there. Sorry, I left you because my return to our village was only a short time, because tomorrow I have to immediately carry out education. I'm sorry, huh? In the past, I thought you would only be a one-night love for me, but our meeting for the second time when you were a file yesterday, opened my eyes and my heart even wider. My heart is as if you're refilling, Seruni. Now, I never hesitate to make you my wife."

"No, Seruni, I believe you are my soul mate. Besides I'm sure you'll never be willing to give up your honor to another man, will you?"

Seruni fell silent again, what Bima said was true. Really, all this time he had never thought of handing his body over to any man after Bima took his crown of chastity. Without realizing it, in fact only Bim is the owner of his honor.

"So I beg you, Seruni, never give up. I still want to fight for you. I know my extended family has gone so far. They call you mean and dirty. But I never cared about it, Seruni. Even if this side of the world would hate me because I love you, I would never care about it."

Serunu looked at Bima right into the depths of his eyes, there was no doubt in the eyes of the man, nor was there a lie. Is this what we call a dilemma? On the one hand he wanted to reach Bima with his selfishness, but on the other, his conscience always said the opposite.

"Bima, getting married because of getting the parents' approval was a very pleasant thing. Would it be so much fun not if we lived a household life without having the burden behind it? I just don't want to be a barrier between you and your family. However, if you're sure you want to marry me, I have one option that we can probably both do."

"What is it, Seruni?" ask Bima wonder.

"I'm not going to stay away from you. I want us to try to keep fighting for our relationship. I will not stay away from you, I just hope that our efforts to melt the hearts of your parents can be realized soon. However, if we have waited for time and there is no clarity, and they are still against it, then I accept everything that is your decision, Bima. If you want to leave me and choose your family, then I'll never hold it back, but if you've been firm with your desire to keep me in check then I'll never reject it again."

"so you mean..."

"Yes, we go through everything first. We'll wait until some time. If it's like I said, then do what you think you deserve, what matters is that we've tried, because I don't want Bim, your image as a member of the police force that has been so neat you keep all this time, will be smeared just because of me. If later if you're really mature enough to make a choice between me or your family then I'll leave it to you."

Bima understood, slowly Bima smiled. She was grateful that Seruni had not ignored her feelings. So what is meant now is that they continue to live the relationship as usual but together face all the transverse events that become the gap, until it comes in time, he said, later when no longer able to fight for one of them, then Bima prepared to release one of them. Let go of her family or choose Seruni. Seruni was prepared for it, abandoned or Bima who persisted with the decision.