Regret Room

Regret Room
Pregnant Atikah?


In the morning at about eight when the sun had started to rise and make around the field brightly lit, Seruni found it. Bima was standing there, not far from the saung where farmers used to rest for lunch. Slowly, Seruni approached.


"Bima," call Seruni slowly.


Bima turned his head, he saw Seruni in a light brown canal dress that contrasted with her white skin was waiting for him at the back. Bima gave her smile even though it was not as wide as yesterday, as well as Seruni. He looked at the man warmly as well as the little smile he gave.


"You've been waiting a long time?" tanya Seruni then side by side stood beside the man, feeling the wind caressing their hair child gently.


"Maybe ten minutes faster than you, Run," said Bima.


Seruni seemed to nod, then silence began to ambush. It seems like the two were confused to start a conversation, the situation also suddenly became awkward, whereas yesterday Seruni remembered, he and Bima still had time to make out and be compassionate.


"What else do you want to talk about, Bim?" asked Seruni and Bima looked over. Though Bima sure very well, the woman knows what Bima wants to ask or what they have to talk about at this time. But Bima was quite surprised and quite surprised to see the calm displayed by Seruni, when yesterday he had just been cursed by his mother and sister but at this time, Seruni was holding back his own bitterness, as if he was holding back his own, replacing it with an ordinary smile, trying not to show his sadness to Bima even though Bima could feel it.


Seruni's attitude is so calm, the eyes are so firm and seem to accept whatever is going on in his life, it makes Bima more want to hold it tightly and do not want to leave the woman, even though the blessing still seems very far they get.


"Seruni, I don't know what you're responding to what my mother said yesterday, but I can assure you, Seruni, my heart is still there for you. Even my feelings are getting stronger for you, I don't want us to part ways just because we can't get the blessing of both parents. Seruni, I'll do everything I can just to be with you."


Seruni laughed a little while shaking his head and then he looked at Bima seriously. "We are not too far away, Bima. Marriage is also limited to discourse and chat. If you want to step back, you have to step back, I do not want to drown you in my life which is in stark contrast to your life. I'm self-aware, I'll never be able to get into your family. You are rich people and I am just a commoner who has nothing, only a body that is carried everywhere. There is nothing to be proud of a Seruni and to be honest I do not want to get you and your family divorced. So it's better to forget all our plans yesterday, I've forgiven you anyway, because I saw the earnestness in your eyes in making up for all those mistakes."


Bima shook his head, he did not agree with what was said by Seruni, even until this moment he still wanted to fight for their love, even though the transverse road was so strong it hit like a crashing storm. Bima wants to stay and he also wants Seruni as well.


"Germany, my work has nothing to do with any of this. The only obstacle was the blessing of both my parents. But I have told you that I am willing to lose everything, I want to be with you, Seruni. I have savings, although I might risk my job and my job, I can still support you, we can open a business together."


"Everything you offer me is a very sweet thing, Bima. Really, if I don't think about my ego, I will gladly accept you. But it doesn't feel right that if I were the cause of your distance from your family, it would be a burden for a lifetime for me. I will always be overwhelmed with guilt and I don't want to feel it all."


"But I love you, Seruni, you already know I will fight for you no matter the risk!"


Then the two are silent, because in fact, Seruni himself is confused and does not know where to take his relationship with Bima. It is not as easy as he said, that his heart was completely unwilling if he had to separate from Bima. Honestly, love now takes on so many roles in his heart. He did not want to lose, but also his conscience held back so as not to make Bima a child who was disobedient to his parents.


So that morning, Seruni ended their meeting with something uncertain. Their relationship is still gray, it is not clear where to take it, but Bima has said that he will continue to fight for the woman.


Unfortunately, during the day when Seruni was cooking with the mak Ute workers, a girl shouted in front of there. Seruni flinched when she saw Laras coming in with a PNS uniform, meeting her.


"This is a dimly lit stall, Laras, but that doesn't mean you can scream that well. You disturb the peace of the people, the residents who are here," Seruni told Laras who is currently sitting in front of his chest, he looked at Seruni fiercely, his gaze was filled with the scent of hatred as well as hostility.


"I tell you one more time, Seruni, stop chasing my brother! You don't deserve her, to this day my mother is still traumatized to see you, she's like she's seeing a ghost! You know my mom is sick right now because of you and you should also know that you will never be able to unite with my brother, because Tika is currently pregnant with her child. So understand and get away!"


Seruni who had been jolted was trying to stay calm even though his heart was shaken at this time hearing one news that Atikah was pregnant with Bima's child. Did ya? I don't know, only Bima and Atika know. Seruni was silent, letting Laras go with his car after being satisfied with cursing, while he was still busy thinking whether it was true that Atikah was pregnant at this time? Pregnant child Bima?