The Former
IMBALANCES

"Bu Iyem's. What are you cooking for breakfast this morning?" ask me while folding the mukena I just wore for the morning prayers in congregation with Bu Iyem and Maya.

"What kind of breakfast do you want? I will be masakin. Neng Maya too, what does she want? Let Bu Iyem masakin," said Bu Iyem who was also folding his face.

"Cake is still there, Miss Iyem? I want some cake" said Maya, who was standing.

"Still Neng. Semalem only Mother neng eat. As Neng Maya did not want to, keep telling Bu Iyem to eat, Ms. Iyem immediately stored in the refrigerator. Not to be confused with rich pastries that Neng. Later Bu Iyem prepare yes Neng," said Bu Iyem who also stood up.

"I'm omelette, Mom. Males ate rice early in the morning," I said as I passed.

Maya and I went back into their rooms. Change Clothes and prepare for our needs. This morning I was determined to donate blood for Rey. Not because I still wish for her love, but all for Vino. Rey has to recover. So that the case of Vino is not getting more protracted. I looked at the watch I had just put on my hand. It's been 6 hours over 10 minutes.

"May ... Haven't you? Yuk, breakfast. You'll be late for school" I said a little screamed at Maya's closed door.

I've just finished talking. The door opens with Maya ready for her school uniform. We went to the dining table immediately. There is already a menu that We ordered to Bu Iyem.

"Bu Iyem's. How big are the cake pieces? This is mah I will not be cut in two more, this is mostly," said Maya with eyes continue to look at the plate containing cake in front of her.

"Abisin Neng's. Let's satiate. Let me not be at school later. Rice same cake is different, if the rice let a little make full for a long time. But if the cake, cepet make laper again," said Bu Iyem explained.

Finally Maya mingles with Bu Iyem, an old mother who has been considered like her own Grandmother. I smiled to see Maya eating her favorite cake with a pouting face. I pretended I didn't hear Maya's complaint just now. If only I chimed in, it would have been a weapon for Maya to still not spend the cake that I now see only one third more.

"Drrttt ... Drrrttt ..." the phone's voice rang.

Whatsapp messages from Dimas coming in. As soon as I open, I read the message.

['Sya. To the hospital now. I wait for 8 o'clock. We met in the front lobby of the hospital.'] Dimas said through a message he sent.

'To the hospital? now it? why would Dimas ask to meet at the hospital? Does He know I'm going to the hospital to donate blood to Rey?' inner wondering.

I was enjoying my morning breakfast suddenly so no appetite. I put the fork in my hand on the plate. My focus now shifts to my phone. Busy replying to messages from Dimas.

['What's important about Dim? Why go to the hospital? Why should I be in the hospital? Does it have anything to do with Rey?'] I said through the message I replied.

Few minutes. Check two in the message I sent hasn't turned blue. I'm getting curious. The sooner I want to know why Dimas told me to go to the hospital to see him. I can't wait for my message not to be read, I'll call Dimas.

"Juuuuttt ... Tuuuttt ..." The voice of the call connected to Dimas's phone was not picked up.

I see Maya has finished her cake and milk. I spent half a glass of warm sweet tea in front of me. I hurried. I told Maya to follow me to the car.

"Mother has the same promise Om Dimas. Cepetan May," I said, standing up.

I was in the car. The car is on and ready to go. But the Maya I was waiting for didn't come. Just wanting to get off to catch up with Maya inside and tell her to get to the car, Maya is already seen at the door.

Maya just nodded. Running after me into the car. I saw her face turn wry with her tiny lips that went forward a few inches.

"You why? Face in the bend so," I said holding back a laugh.

"Mother doesn't know what. I was full, even told to spit," said Maya still with a bent face.

I just laughed to see it. I drove the car while laughing. Maya also laughed when she heard my laughter tickling her stomach.

*****

Arriving at the hospital lobby. My eyes were staring in all directions. There are enough people I see. But I didn't find the figure I was looking for.

'Where's Dimas? Said he met you here. Why is it He who has not come?' mummy's upset.

"Oiyy! Why stand here? Sit then. Come on," said Dimas who suddenly appeared behind me.

"Yeeee ... I'm nyariin Lo," I said slapping Dimas's shoulder.

We also sat. Talks. Talk about the quickest solution for Vino immediately free. Dimas was so sure of what he told me. I didn't think and I didn't have the mind to do that. My intention was to donate my blood to Rey immediately, without any coercion. Without pressuring anyone.

"But Dim, isn't that so evil? Rey could die if I'm late to donating blood. So now there is a donor who is suitable for Rey. Rey was able to survive due to the help of medical devices attached to her body. I'm afraid it won't last much longer. The affair with Vino could also be more risky if Rey does not survive," I said trying to refute Dimas.

"Trust me Shay. My plan will definitely work. Not about evil or evil. This is just a trick. Okay?" said Dimas, who was accompanied by asking me to follow him.

Send us to a cafe not far from the front lobby. The cafe is still in the hospital area. I saw Dimas waving his hand towards a woman. Yes, Indri. Dimas asked me to meet Indri.

"Hi Dim, Yes. Here sit. Patient, what do you want to drink? or want to eat?" he said very friendly.

"No. No need for In. Have a drink, have breakfast at home," I said, ordering a drink.

"Okeh. To the point yes. Indri previously I have explained, and Tasya also just now I love understanding. This I prepared the letters that you must sign for the continuity of action in the future. Please, if you want to read the contents first," said Dimas explained while thrusting some sheets of paper that has been stamped.

"Dim ... It's delay! Life is not for playfulness" I said, dismissing the paper Dimas thrust at me.

"Tasiah. No papa Sya. I'll tell you what Rey's origin can be done. Actually without this stamped agreement, I would have dropped my demands to Vino if Lu would have donated blood to Rey. But Dimas admitted this, just in case, afraid that I will change my mind," said Indri while signing some sheets of paper stamped.

Indri clasped my fingers tightly. His gaze was hopeful. There is sincerity implied in the eyes of Indri. Such a great love for Rey. If only I hadn't come to the show. Maybe now Indri has become Rey's wife. Behind my regret, there was a jealousy that suddenly came. Jealous of seeing Indri love Rey so much, a man who does not easily disappear from my heart. Although resentment sometimes appears, slowly go away squeezed by itself.

'What the hell am I. I still think about Rey. Vino's my priority right now. Not another, my mind is convincing.

I also signed a paper with a battery that had several sheets in front of me. Indri smiled to see me. Her smile is so sweet. Like there was a glimmer of hope I saw in her slightly dewy eyes.