The Former
BEING A WIFE #2

'Basic Rey..!!' my murmurs held back emotions.

"I'm Vino, what's the need, Mr. Rey..?" vino's reply introduced himself.

"I'm sorry Mr. Tasya and Mr. Vino if my arrival made Mother surprised, and confused. I am his assistant Pak Hendra who got a message from him to meet and discuss the project with Bu Tasya. Coincidentally earlier I had a meeting with the others nearby. Pas Bu Tasya whatsapp I've arrived at the Airport, I'm straight here." the ramblings of Rey's explanation make Vino mangosteen, a sign He understands what Rey said.

'Serrrrrrrr'

It felt like my blood, which had been frozen, was flowing smoothly again. Breathing suddenly like stopping, like getting new oxygen intake. Rey just freaked me out, almost dead I made it.

"Ohhh.. Yes aampuunnn, kirain who? I'm surprised, Mr. Rey. Where's Hendra sir? Not coming?" I said to melt the mood by pretending to ask Mr. Hendra who I don't know who he is.

"Sir Hendra's already on standby ma'am's spot," Rey replied lying.

"Ohh, yes yes Well, Maya, Miss Iyem. Sorry, we're splitting up here. You guys take a break." I said goodbye before leaving.

"Yes Bun is okay, do not feel bad, we are still long time. You now focus only on the cooperation that you have to finish" said Vino smiling to understand him.

I really don't want to leave them on holidays like this. But it's special day Rey, the man I love too.

'Ahh, it's been, it's just been a while with Rey." My mind tries to shake off my doubts.

"Mother, do not get late then go to the Hotel, later Mother soy sauce can be sick, which is not seneng later We all become sad if you feel sick Mother." said Maya to shoot while hugging me.

My chest immediately back tight, not feeling and do not know why tears came out easily from my eyes. I don't know, this time it's so hard to take off Maya's hug, my daughter. I feel like I want to linger hugging her tiny body.

My little heart started to wobble. Eager to put an end to all this, to end this sinful relationship.

'I'll try to talk to Rey later, maybe she'll understand. If this relationship, it cannot continue. Before it's too late.' My mind is setting my good intentions.

Now, it's just the two of us in the car that Rey drove. I wanted to start talking to Rey, but I somehow got stuck and it felt really hard for me to express. My tongue felt muddy, cold sweat flooded my body, even though it was very cold in the car. I also breathed.

"Huuffhhhh"

'How can I start a conversation? Don't talk yet I'm dead flea! O God, help me to counter this feeling. Help me to finish this.' I pray in my heart with hope.

"You why? How's the shoot, honey? You sick?" ask Rey to worry.

"Drink first, let it be quieter" said Rey thrusting the mineral water that he had opened at me.

I drank it, almost half the size of a half-liter bottle. It just makes me a little quieter, and more relaxed.

"Why you?" ask Rey.

His eyes looked at me deeply. Holding my right-left shoulder with both hands. My body spontaneously rotated facing him. My face was still down at that moment. Until his right hand then raised my chin, making my face parallel to his face. From the look in his eyes, I know what He wants to do after this. Hurriedly I clapped his hands and twisted my body back towards the front.

"What the hell, just the soy sauce maybe. Emm. by the way happy birthday to Rey. My prayer, always the best for you. I also hope, you will soon get a mate." I said by looking my face at him.

"Stupid? Hey baby, my soul mate is you." Rey joked with a faint smile.

Rey starts the car engine, continuing the delayed journey. I have not dared to say my wish to end this relationship. My heart was too weak, to ask for a break up so that this relationship would end I could not afford.

I don't know how long I've been silent. Enjoy the journey without a sound. Never mind to talk, talk I feel reluctant. The shadows of my family present scattered my daydreams. They seem to be smiling in my view. Gave me the strength and determination to keep making this decision.

'Maav Rey. might be right now, our last time together. Hopefully you can understand my decision later.' I murmured while looking at Rey and smiled faintly.

The car is parked in front of the house that looks magnificent. I didn't expect Rey to have this luxurious house in Bali. It looks cool and cool, with many shady trees around the house. Makes the eyes and mind feel very pampered. All of a sudden, Rey pulled my hand making me run a little after her step. I was stunned, seeing one of the rooms inside Rey's beautifully decorated house. Like having a party.

"Where, baby, good? I'm the one who decorates myself." said Rey asked my opinion.

Belom answered, Rey left me. Before long, in just a few moments, Rey returned with a nice looking tart in her hand. Then put it on the table he had prepared in this room. I see there's writing on a pretty cake that's heart-shaped.

'Happy Birthday To Me, I Love You Tasya.' I said in my heart.

Without further ado Rey hugged me from behind. Smell at my red cheeks full of love. I'm a tall, slim, white woman, and a pretty face. My stature hasn't changed, it's still the same as I'm a girl. Maybe that's what makes Rey crazy about me, even though I already have a husband and children.

"Rey.." I refused.

Rey understood too. He immediately let go of his embrace and passed. Moments back with the match already in his hands.

"Temenin I blow the candles yuk," invited Rey who at that time had lit a candle in her cake.

After the end of the event that was only celebrated with Me and Rey, I had prepared word for word to ask her to end our relationship. My heart is so sure. I know, this must be a decision that could disappoint Rey. Because it was a very special day for him. But I don't want to lose to my complacency. This time I really have to make a decision. Yes, a decision that will make me feel most fortunate, because God has awakened me to my mistakes all along. Before my husband found out and left because he was disappointed.