The Former
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Ms. Linda escorted Nindy and Rafael to the door, she was still trying to persuade Nindy to stay and stay longer at her house. But unfortunately Nindy insisted on going home to her apartment on the grounds that she did not have a change of clothes.

"Are you sure you want to go home tonight? Shouldn't you just stay here? Your room is still there and still neat because Rafael likes to sleep in that room" said Linda.

"Well!" Nindy was shocked to hear Linda's words.

"Ma!" Rafael lays out a protest.

"Why are you staring at your mom like that? All of that is true. You do spend a lot of time in your wife's room even mama often see you sleeping in that room".

Rafael turned his face away, embarrassed as his mother exposed her disgrace in front of Nindy.

Meanwhile, Nindy looked at Rafael as if she could not believe his mother-in-law's words.

"Don't say anything no-no to Nindy, ma. Later he can add ilfeel with me" Rafael protest.

"You don't have to listen to your mama's words, just think of it as just the wind" Rafael told Nindy.

Nindy smiled slightly, she was confused as to how to respond to this situation.

"Let's go home, before the night gets late" take Rafael as he passes away.

"You see that" Show Linda's mother to the son who passed away.

"That's how Rafael is now, he's not as warm as he used to be. Even Rafael very rarely say goodbye to mama if he wants to go".

Nindy sees Rafael who has passed away and gets into his car.

"Mama's right. He's changed a lot" Nindy murmured.

Nindy must admit that tonight she saw the figure of Rafael is different from since they met again a few weeks ago. Is it true that he has made the husband turn into a cooler man?.

"Nindy said goodbye, ma'am" Pamit Nindy politely.

Not in vain, Linda asked Rafael to bring Nindy home, because now their relationship is much better than before. Although Nindy has not been able to forget all the events in the past but at least she is trying to forget. After all, everything has happened and time cannot be repeated.

"Dear baby, heart. Remind Rafael not to drive recklessly. Mama doesn't want anything to happen to you two" Linda said.

"Yes, ma" Sahut Nindy.

"Oh yes. Please think about our conversation. I hope you can make the best decision for this matter".

Nindy nodded slowly, then immediately stepped away following Rafael who had been waiting for him since.

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Along the way, Nindy kept turning her face to the side, her mind glaring far as far as her eyes flashed through the streets. Nindy recalled Linda's words a moment ago, words that until now continue to make her feel uncomfortable. Ms. Linda told me a lot of things happened to Rafael since his departure seven years ago.

Your departure has left many changes in Rafael's life. You must still remember how the figure of Rafael used to be, he was quiet but never silenced the person who invited him to talk. Despite not liking someone but Rafael has never been indifferent to that person, as much as he can try to respect that person.

Mama's sorry, son. Forgive me for all the mistakes your mother has brought you and implicated you in our family matters. If only you knew that the LJ group did not belong to the Mahendra family anymore, you would never ask Rafael to marry you. Forgive my dear mother.

Sorry mama.

Nindy let out a long sigh, the burden of her mind was now getting heavier when she remembered Linda's request when she came home.

Nindy, regardless of how Rafael married you first, will you give him a chance to fix your marriage. Maybe the way Rafael married you was wrong, but now Rafael has regretted everything and he is also so hopeful that your marriage can be maintained.

The past cannot be repeated, it can only be remembered as a memory. But the future can be fixed if we try to give that person a chance.

Mama realizes that mama and Rafael have inflicted a lot of wounds on your heart, but can you be selfish expecting your forgiveness.

Know one thing dear, all the events that happened between us were the destiny of God. Maybe that's one of God's ways to show us that you are indeed a match first, now and until later.

Think carefully Nindy and Mama hope you can make a wise decision.

All the words of Linda's mother danced beautifully in her brain, like a spell that had been in the previous incantation to make her feel touched.

Nindy looked at Rafael who was focusing on the steering wheel of her car, she looked at the face of the man who was still her husband.

"You've changed a lot, but is it true that your change is because of me? Is it true that my departure not only scratched the wound in my heart but also left a wound in your heart?".

"Why are you so eager to keep our marriage. Is my name written in your heart now? May I feel a little kegeeran and assume if you start loving me?"

Nindy shook her head trying to dismiss the thought that had just popped into her brain. She wanted to deny all that and considered that what Rafael was doing now was merely an expression of remorse for all her husband's actions.

"I know that I'm handsome, but don't look at me like that" Rafael ripped off Nindy's daydream.

"God!" Nindy was misbehaved because Rafael caught her.

Rafael glanced at his wife at a glance then refocused on his path.

"Actually I don't mind if you look me in the face like that, instead I like it. But I feel a little worried that you will fall in love with me" Goda Rafael again.

Nindy pouted, she had just begun to admire the good looks of her husband but now immediately felt ilfeel with the style of the rancid.

Nindy turned her face back and looked out of the car to make Rafael look back at her.

"You don't think too much about your mother's words, not all of them are true" Rafael said.

"There are times when we don't need to listen too much to other people's words because it can affect our own thinking".

"Our lives, let us decide. Never think of the opinions of others because not always the opinions of people are in accordance with and in line with our hearts".

Nindy pervaded every word her husband said. Admittedly, he began to be touched by Rafael's words earlier.

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