The Former
DIVORCE SUIT

I still cry about the situation. Lock yourself in the room. Maya called me to lunch.

"Tok tok tok"

"Bune ... Why else? Why not get out? It's lunch hour. All have been gathered."p

'Gosh. Mayanist. He can't see me crying."

I wipe my tears. Breathe in so as not to hiccup when talking.

"Yes ... You first. Mommy retreated again followed dear." I said out loud.

"Yes, Bun. Don't dawdle. Granny's a pussy."

I heard Maya's steps getting further away from my bedroom door. I'll wash my face immediately. Glazed. My eyes are still slammed. I hesitated to get out of the room. Especially gathering at the dining table with my face like this. Maya will be very worried about me.

'But if I don't go out to eat, Maya will be more worried, ' my mind is anxious.

I'm out too. Go to the kitchen to have lunch together.

"Mother. Cepet, I'm a laper." Maya said.

I sit on the right side of Vino and the left side of Maya. Mama Renata was right in front of me. But there's less, Miss Iyem isn't at the dinner table.

'Where is Miss Iyem?' muttered.

My eyes go through all corners of this space.

"Where is Iyem going, May?"

"No idea. There was." said Maya, who was scooping rice on her plate.

After Maya. It's my turn to spoon the rice into Vino's plate. I took the plate in front of him. But rebuffed.

"No, let me." said Vino who immediately took the plate in my hand.

Maya and Mama Renata glanced at Us. I feel awkward.

"Tasiah. Look, your eyes are swollen. Crying abis?"

I'm getting anxious. Mama Renata's words made Maya look at me. I immediately sat her words with a lie.

"Ah. Mom, pay close attention to me. I tried soflen. I haven't used it for a long time. But the fitting has been to the tide, sore. The tears came out. I'm coming off again. Nih, so it's swollen red like this."

I glanced at Vino. He just kept quiet. Continuing to feed into his mouth.

"That could hurt your eyes later. Buruan in obati. Later it will even be nular if it really hurts the eyes" said Mama Renata.

'Sore eyes! the sick are the heart, not the eyes!' said batin.

"Eat, Bun. Don't use that cake anymore. Practical glasses" Maya said, making me relieved to believe my words.

The atmosphere of the dining table, this afternoon feels so bland. No chatter, not even a joke afterwards.

In room.

"Tuh, read. You want to know why I told Indri to report me?"

Vino suddenly handed me a paper. Copy'an paper stamped. I narrowed my eyes, curious. I read it according to Vino's orders.

"Deggs"

My heart feels like it's gonna fall out. Vino could do this to me. Some of the papers I signed during the agreement with Indri, one of them is this. Unlike the contents of the agreement on the first sheet I signed.

I reread it again.

'I'm the one signed below. In the name of Tasya Dira Agustina. Stating that I'm guilty of having betrayed a marriage with a protracted affair. Then with this, I am willing to divorce my Husband, whom I have betrayed, Vino Respati Manggala. From All, I am willing to relinquish responsibility towards My daughter, Maya Putri Manggala, by giving up full custody to her biological father, Vino Respati Manggala. And if after this there is something that makes this letter I do not obey. So, I am willing to be prosecuted criminal or civil. Thus this Agreement Letter I made and I signed with no coercion from any party. Yours Sincerely. Signed, Tasya Dira Agustina."

I came back crying. Reading the Letter of Agreement that I did not expect. My body is boneless. Lunglai sat on the floor. Vino, who was never strong enough to see me cry, now it makes me scream in tears.

I quickly wiped my tears. I strengthened this body to stand closer to Vino.

"Republica"

Vino glared with his hand holding his red cheek which was probably hot as a result of I slapped hard.

"Slic You! I have chosen this household. Go back to you and try to escape Rey. But you deceive Me with your password that exceeds ********. Falsifying a covenant to separate a Mother from her Son! Did you not see my sincerity? Tega You Vin. It's tega!"

My lips quivered as I spoke loudly and loudly in front of Vino's face. My breath was stifled because of the crying that was so deeply painful.

"Covering a woman like you should indeed be this way. You don't deserve Maya's custody."

"Who were you poisoned by? This is not Vino! Not the Vino I know. We can talk about this again. Don't make decisions too quickly. I beg. Think of Maya's heart and feelings."

I saw Vino's eyes begin to dew. His face looks sad. But Vino immediately threw his face away from me.

"My decision is round. It can't be changed. Don't want to, you have to take it."

Even though Vino hasn't run me over directly. I feel so beaten. He who loves me so much, can be this sweet and subtle trap me. Which makes me even worse. Dimas, buddy. He also conspired with Indri and Vino.

'Why would you do this, Dim? Why?' my inner.

My crying is getting out of control. I'm out of control. Run out, and get straight into the car parked in the garage in front of the house. I continued my crying in the car. Don't waste time, I'll drive the car. I drive at high speed. Dimas's face flashed, angering me. I hate Them. I hate myself being stupid. Too stupid, believe the charade they make.

Satan has entered my mind. If only Dimas was in front of me. I've killed him. I shake my head to control my emotions. Can't be rash. Suddenly Maya's smiling face was clearly visible in my baby.

'May ... Maafin Mommy Darling ... Mommy can't defend all this for Maya. Maafin Mommy ...!'

I came back crying. Imagine the disappointed face of Maya if later He knew Father and Mother would divorce. I can't afford it. My crying is breaking. I was driving in very worrying conditions.

"Tiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnn" the sound of a truck horn that sent me into danger.

Just a few more inches. So close. I threw away the steering wheel.

"BRAAAKKKK"