The Former
FIND MY WIFE

"May ... Honey .." I said yell I called Maya who left crying.

Maya kept running. Didn't hear my call.

"Mamma see? Maya is Mah's victim. Why is Mom so bad?"

I chased. Passing through Mama Renata who was standing in front of me. I followed Maya who ran to her room.

"Maya .." I said again.

"Bruuuggggg" the sound of the door being shut tight.

I put my face close to the door. Trying to talk to Maya.

"Darling ... You don't be like this. Unopen. Mommy wants to talk!"

Wagging. The door was not opened. I can't wait.

"Tok tok tok" I knocked on Maya's bedroom door.

"May ... Mother please. Open it up, honey."

Again. I'll wait a moment. But still, not opened. Maya won't see me. I set foot to go back to my room.

"Czech" the sound of the door opening I heard.

Stopped step. I'm turning. Maya stands at the door.

"May?" I said walking towards him.

I hugged her tiny body. Pain ... once it feels. Seeing Maya cry like this. I led him to follow me into his room. I sat him in a bed with hellokitty sheets.

"Mother. Is that all that Grandma is talking about? Is Mommy really the same Daddy wants to split?" maya said with hopeful eyes on me.

I couldn't see his gaze. Maya was too small to understand. What every child wants is a full family. Just now, He was struck by a problem He should not have known.

"May ... You don't have to hear what Grandma said, yeah. Grandma is just angry with Mother. That's why Grandma said that." I said who warmly returned her gaze.

I held her cold but sweaty hand. I hold it tight. Maya is crying again.

"Mother don't lie. I know, Bun. Grandma wants to separate Daddy from Mother. Grandma also wants to separate me from Mother. Bad granny, Bun! huhuhuhuhu .." Maya said while crying.

I hugged Maya again. I don't want to say anything anymore. I don't want Maya getting dissolved in this. The more I keep talking, the more his mind gets dragged. I hugged Maya tighter.

Long Me and Maya fell silent. I think Maya fell asleep in my arms. But it turned out that he was just trying to calm his heart.

"I love you the same Mother. Mother do not stay with me, Bun." he said softly.

"Yes, Honey. Mother promises to continue with Maya. Mother will not let anyone separate us. Mother promise!"

"I promise too. Will not leave Mother. I want to keep the same Mother. I don't want to be away from you."

Kuciumi Maya's face was wet with tears.

'The mother will fight. For your sake, son.'

*****

In the chair of a park I go to every weekend with Vino and Maya, I'm downstairs playing my phone. Sometimes I look around. Haven't arrived.

I'm waiting for someone. Someone who used to always be my comfort and helper when I was down. But right now he's so vile in my eyes. Ill-favored. Very Bad. It feels like I'd really like to kick his face when he shows up in front of me. My disappointment and anger are no longer easy.

"Sory's late, Shay. There was some business. This is me speeding. For Lo nih Sya. Let's get here before Lo leaves" said Dimas who was still the same as before.

'What the fuck? Tired. Wolf in sheep's hair!' I swear in my heart.

"Damf. Diem. What's the matter anyway? Cynic really saw it I did."

"Enough, Dim! The bases! Don't be so nice and considerate of me! That's hypocritical!"

I'm really sick of him. Fed up with the fact that the person I trusted, my best friend, betrayed me. I see, Dimas just gaped at my words.

"What do you mean, Sya? Sok nice? A hypocrite? What does this mean? Seriously I don't understand!"

"Gue doesn't understand the same way of mind Lo, Dim. Don't buy Sok don't know anything!"

"Yes. Seriously I, Yes. I really don't know what you mean. I swear, I don't know!"

Dimas is making me sicker.

'Basic wolf!' it was me who had reached the peak of emotions.

I'll get you a folded piece of paper in the little bag I deliberately brought for her.

"Now!" I said to put the paper out.

Dimas unfolded the paper I gave him. Started reading.

"Say you tell me you don't understand?" i said again.

Dimas scratched his head. It's like he just found out about the paper I showed him. His face looks confused.

"God Shit. This what? Are you seriously the same as you signed? Why can you make a letter of rich agreement gini?"

"Kan Lo asked me to sign. Not wrong? It's even Gue!"

"Gue's? Tell Lo? this is what the hell. I don't know what it is."

Dimas is still giving. Still pretending, like he doesn't know this.

"Bad Lo yes, Dim. I'm rich and still pretend I don't know. Do I think I'm stupid? A foolish woman who willingly believes fully the same man who claims to be his best friend. Huh yeah?"

"Yes Allah Shaytah. I really don't know anything about this. I am also confused why there can be a letter of this agreement that Lo signed. I Don't know! Believe, Sya. You know me!"

"It's because I know Lo. I'm disappointed! You're my best friend, Dim. I totally believe. But what?"

"Yes. You have to trust me. There's no way I'm gonna admit to all this. Ngeliat Lo sad, I'm heartbroken. Let alone misahin Lo same child Lo."

"OKAY. Thanks for believing in Lo!"

I snapped Dimas' chest with my hand, as if pushing him. Suddenly Dimas held tightly to my hand, stopping my stomping. Her eyes are sad. Let anyone who looks like they are hypnotized go inside. I'll switch my face immediately.

"Gue love Lo, yes. I love you, Lo! There's no way I'm doing evil the same thing Lo."

'Blaammm' my heart is like being struck by lightning.

I was stunned for a moment. Dimas' words just ring in my ear. Repetitively.