
I keep feeling a strange thing inside me. It was as if something had disappeared. But when I tried to remember it, there was nothing I could find.
Whereabouts? I've arrived.
I was supposed to meet Aria, but it's been an hour and she's nowhere. Many times I tried to contact him, and ended up with no reply.
Mall that previously still looks lonely, is now crowded with people passing by. I kept imagining how he forced me to meet here. But he finally disappeared without any news.
Sorry Zea, I forgot to make an appointment with Brian.
A voice sounded from my phone. A message from Aria that broke her promise. I've been sure if he disappears without news, or comes too long when will meet will definitely end like this. But I myself also do not know, have often been disappointed but I still can not refuse it and continue to believe.
Yasudah. Its alright.
You certain? You've already got there, haven't you?
Hmm. I'm angry for free. Have fun.
You are the best.
I saw the reply without a care. The feeling of disappointment had spread throughout my body. My mood is no good and I don't want to talk to him too far.
A promise to Brian? How's my. The promise he forced me to keep, it was precisely he himself who canceled it unilaterally. I'm already here. It's free then I come today. I better take a nap at home.
The people who passed by in front of me were also increasing in number. A scene where many families gather and shop together. A weekend that will only happen once in seven days.
"I'll just go see it myself."
The entire floor in the Mall building is crowded and crowded. There is no place that is not full.
Cafes, Restaurants, Clothing Stores, Shoe Shops, even Children's Playgrounds do not escape the crowded people who gather.
"Bright..."
A breath I let out. Looking at an irregular long line in the cinema hall.
There is no premiere film. There are no meet and greet events. But the number of people gathered was very large.
Between those long lines, I saw a familiar figure. The faces of people I know very well.
"May and... Luke?"
My eyes really did not believe the view that was in front of me. May and Luke meet behind me.
"What are they doing?" My eyes were fixed on the two people I knew so well.
The faces of the two looked very happy, and enjoyed their conversation. Sometimes I see May laughing, followed by Luke laughing.
Suspicions swirled in my mind. Did he tell Luke about my whereabouts back then? Emotions and frustration suddenly approached me.
My eyes kept staring at them both. A flash of my quarrel with Luke came in turn.
The wounds Nathan had to receive for defending me back then. My mind kept on contradicting. Between having to trust May, or believing the view that was in front of me at that time.
"But why.."
I have repeatedly convinced my heart. But the curiosity about May and Luke's relationship keeps coming to me.
"How could May have done that to me. Especially Luke..."
"really. I have to ask May directly."
The long queue did not prevent me from continuing to walk forward. May and Luke are done buying tickets.
"May..!!" Shouts tight.
The eyes of the people who were waiting in line, immediately turned towards me.
"Stupid time." My voice vibrates. I re-raised my head. Challenging their views.
May and Luke are not there. They both disappeared. I kept casting my eyes trying to find them.
When I saw him, their figures had already walked away from the queue. Stepping away left a crowd of people still lined up.
I followed the direction they were going. Chasing them among these people. Tracing the crowded crowd, my body occasionally hit the people who were waiting in line. Touching each other and slowing down my movements.
"Nothing." My voice is soft. Tired has started to creep on my body.
Until the end I couldn't find them. The people who were waiting in line just looked at me and whispered occasionally about me.
"Where are you?" My voice's up.
I don't care about the people who talked about me at the time. My curiosity about May and Luke's relationship was more curious.
*****
What was?
Aria called. I know, he must want to apologize for breaking our promise today.
My mood's really not good right now.
[Sorry. I forgot that we both had an appointment before.]
Its alright. I'm not fighting it now.
[You sure Zea?]
Hmm. Never mind. Forgetit. Such events have happened often.
I'm certain. Aria who heard my words would feel guilty.
The Aria I know always felt guilty if I had started to quip about her attitude.
[Red. Bener. You're angry with me now, aren't you Zea?]
No. gabe. I just had too much thought and less rest.
I want to tell you what I saw this afternoon, between May and Luke. But my heart refused to say it. I'm afraid our friendship could be damaged, because of my misunderstanding about May.
Haven't you? I want to rue now.
My eyes glanced at the clock on the wall of my room. It's Eleven o'clock at night.
[Emmm. Zea..? I want to ask you something.]
Aria's voice rang out at the end of the phone. As if in doubt or fear of something.
What was? Can't if it goes on tomorrow?. I'm so sleepy now.
I've yawned many times. My eyes don't want to open. The bed I slept in seemed to pull my body to fall asleep immediately.
[No.] Aria's voice sounded stronger and stern. A little surprise to my eardrum.
Yasudah. What was?
[I was... ] Aria's voice suddenly disappeared. The phone connection between me and him suddenly broke.
Should I call again? But I'm sleepy?
Aria feels a little strange today. I tried to call her back, but she didn't answer my call. Once again, and my call has switched voice messages.
I tried again and still didn't connect. Not long after, a message came to my phone. Message from Aria.
Tomorrow. We need to talk. Important!!