
"Are you sure you're okay now? If you're still unwell, you better just go home."
Aria is still worried about my situation. I'm tired of being home. Two days I've been cleared and not in class. So today I forced to come.
"It's okay. I also spent two days at home and resting. We have a job?"
I looked at Aria who was sitting next to me. Classes are still quiet, the other students still have not arrived and filled the class.
"Tasks don't exist..." Aria stopped her sentence. He looked at me fixedly, then turned towards the door that someone had entered.
"What's wrong? Why did you stop your words."
Aria was silent. He didn't answer my question at all. His eyes did not turn from the door of the room.
"Male!!" My atonement.
I raised my voice. Solving the silence in the classroom. After that, then Aria woke up and looked back at me.
"What's wrong? Why are you being so weird like this?" I'm upset.
"Sorry Zea, I thought May and Elisha had come."
"What's wrong with those two? It's not good if they come."
Aria looked agitated. Confusion was evident from his face. I know something must be happening to her.
"What's wrong? Just say it."
"You sure?"
"Hmm." I nodded in response to a question from Aria.
Aria who was still worried, once again looked towards the door and the entire contents of the classroom. After repeatedly convincing her, she tried to talk back to me.
"Looks.., May knows Nathan's secret. I heard her talk with Elisha yesterday. When you don't come."
"Confidential?"
What secrets May knows about Nathan. Ouch, sick!! Where is this light from? Why so blind. Wh who? Who's diasana?. Yoy!! Wait Me!!
"Yes..!"
"Gee !!"
"Heah.. Haaaah.. Oh, hahh..!! Aria?"
Aria looked at me worriedly. His hand shook one of my shoulders.
"Zea wakeful! You're all right? What's wrong with you. Why are you suddenly yelling like that?."
I don't know what the hell is going on. However, all the students in the class had gathered and stood around me. The class that I felt was still quiet now feels very crowded.
"Ohhh..!" My voice sounded among the crowd.
I stared at Aria, and pulled her to follow me out of the classroom.
The newly arrived Brian stared at me and Aria who was walking past him.
"Zeez? Ria's? Where are you two going? Classes are about to start!!"
I didn't answer Brian's call, I chose to ignore it and kept going. Brian shouted again, but the suaru slowly disappeared, as Aria and I walked away from him.
"What's wrong?"
Aria looked at me seriously. He and I are sitting on the garden bench. Maybe now the class has begun, so the park looks more lonely.
"Okay, I don't know either. But I feel like, if I take you, everything will be fine."
"Zea, if you feel unwell, you better go home. Do I need to take you?" Aria said worriedly.
"No. Not necessary. You better continue your story about Nathan's secret that May knows. What secret ?"
I know that this was not an ordinary thing. There must be something behind it. But now I don't want to think about it. Nathan's secret that May knows is much more important
"On that?" Aria looked at me. A bitter smile seemed to be on his lips.
"You sure that's all? I've been wondering what May's hiding. Why does it have to be May, slowly she's getting changed from the May I know." I said to Aria.
Aria was silent and did not immediately comment on my words.
"Nr ..?" Aria spoke again.
"I feel, just in case.." Aria looked at me doubtfully.
"Why?"
"Maybe, I'm not sure either. Does May like Nathan? Or maybe the two of them are dating?...."
".... I was also still thinking about meeting the two of them at that time. If they don't have a relationship, can't Nathan go with May? Regardless of May knowing Nathan's secret."
This time Aria was very serious about saying that. He seemed confident in his conclusions, but was afraid that his words would hurt me.
"That's impossible." My words widened a smile towards Aria.
"Nathan told me himself that he and May had nothing to do."
Aria who heard my words fell silent for a moment. He looked at me in disbelief.
"When? If it was true that they had no relationship, why would they meet only the two? May will always be with Elisha. It's Zea's weird." Aria.
"I believe in Nathan. He wouldn't have lied to me."
"Zeez!! Why are you like this again?" Aria's voice was rising.
"On what basis can you trust him? You guys have nothing to do now. If Nathan wants to date May, it's not his fault. Because you are not who he is. It's his right to be close to anyone..."
Why would Aria talk like that about May and Nathan? I don't want Aria to misunderstand me like this with May. Aria may be wrong. May and Natahn? Not likely.
"...Zea, I don't want to hurt you. But I have to do this. You don't want, what happened between you and Luke, repeated with Nathan. We have to finish this."
"How?" I looked at Aria who was already starting to calm down.
"You only have two choices. Weigh on May, or ask Nathan directly."
"Nothing else?" I asked Aria.
Aria is back to being serious. Thinking about what I might do next.
"Nothing, and you should know every choice you make has a different risk. Depends what you want to end up like."
"What do you mean? I don't understand."
"If you ask May, and she doesn't accept it, our friendship is broken. Or, if May accepts and answers honestly, she likes Nathan, it's your decision whether you can accept it or not." Aria clear.
I just kept quiet and did not answer Aria's words. My head is still spinning how the results I will face later if I will ask May.
I wouldn't have ruined my friendship with May, just because she and I liked the same person.
But why would May choose Nathan? I thought if May and Steve broke up, everything would be fine for us. Everything's been a mess, ever since Nathan came to this campus.
"I can't possibly ruin my friendship. Maybe I'll budge if May likes Nathan." Said Aria staring at me who was still silent.
"Huhh?? How do you know my mind?"
Aria looked at me in annoyance. He already knows what I would do if it really happened.
"No!!" Aria looks at.
"We're not going to do that. There are no two ways. There was only one, and it asked Nathan directly. Ask her for clarity on your relationship." Aria.
"For what? If it turns out Nathan doesn't want to be in a relationship with me how?"
I know, I should have asked Nathan about this a long time ago. But I don't want to ruin the relationship we already have. I was afraid, if I asked and the results did not match my expectations. I can't take such a risk.
"That means it's time for you to surrender Zea. Don't do this again. You're gonna keep ending up hurt if you don't finish this whole thing right away..."
"...Trust me, and if you also believe in Nathan. You have to clarify everything. It's also for you."