BLUE MOON'S
MESSING UP MARRIAGE

The next morning, I just read a message from Brian that he sent the night before.

The grove? Why ask yourself? You can explain it to me too!

I still don't understand the meaning of the message. However, when I called Brian's number back. My messages and calls were not responded to by him at all.

Wh why? What exactly are Brian and Nathan keeping from me?

Why should I be in the forest?

There's no other choice. If I keep waiting for Brian and Nathan, they won't give me a definitive answer. I have to go and make sure everything is on my own now.

The path I walked into the forest was familiar. My feet seemed to have known, which path I should choose to get to the front of the forest entrance.

What familiar and familiar feeling is this?

I'm pretty sure, that this is the first time I've come to this forest. However, the cold and gripping atmosphere that covered this forest felt familiar to me at all.

What is that sound?

The deeper I entered the forest. My steps are being observed by someone. Leftist. Rightist. I looked around the forest. But no one at all.

This forest is also getting deeper, it looks darker and quieter. The occasional cold wind blows through my bones. The thin shirt I was wearing, could not block the cold air blowing.

Where is nathan you?

I've been yelling Nathan's name so many times. But my voice just disappeared. There's no answer. My voice had also started to hoarse and had almost disappeared.

Why am I not bringing any supplies at all?

Guilt filled my heart. There is no preparation at all. I didn't even bring any drinking water at all. My throat feels very dry.

There is no water in the forest. There's no one either. Only the chirping of birds I still hear occasionally. Accompanying my screams called out Nathan's name.

Is it possible that Brian is tricking me? There's no way Nathan really exists in this uninhabited forest. But why do my heart and my legs go in line, constantly riveting me to enter this forest even deeper?

There is no harm in trying. But if you have to try something that the result is certain, will trying it be even more important?

"Nathan...!!!"

This time I screamed louder. There's no answer. After that shout, my voice instantly disappeared carried away by the wind.

"Are you sure you heard something?"

Why did I suddenly hear someone's voice. I better go over there and make sure. Maybe it was Nathan.

"Shhhh..!"

Someone pulled me from behind. Flicking my steps, hiding my body behind an old tree. A large root, with moss that has started to coat it.

"Don't be noisy." Whisper that voice.

"You sure you're around here? there's no one here." A voice I heard was near me. As farang men.

"Related. I heard from here. But I'm not clear on what he said. Like yelling and saying someone's name." said the other man.

"Oh, maybe it's just your feelings. We'd better leave now, before anyone finds out about our presence in this forest." Connect the first man.

My eyes were staring at the sight before me. From behind the shoulders of the two men, a pair of wings appeared. Black wings like a bird.

It felt.. Aghhh!! What pain is this?

"Are you okay?" The man's voice echoed in my ears.

"Hey, what's wrong with you? What's up?" I heard the man screaming.

Time and time again, he shook my body. Asking my circumstances. I don't know what's going on. The pictures gathered in my head.

The feeling that I knew what was going on. But the figure of the two men before, as if sending its own horror in my heart.

My gaze began to fade, the voice of the man who previously called me also slowly disappeared.

Me where? Why do I always see these images, but then they disappear again? What have I forgotten? Whose shadow is this? What memory is this?

Stop, it hurts so much. Release him!!

"Zee!"

My body was lying on a bed. European-style beds, with tall poles and curtains that adorn every corner.

Where am I now?

"You're sober?"

A voice stopped me from finding out about the room. A man was sitting next to me. Looking at me with worry.

His white skin looked even paler than before. At the corner of his eyes were the remains of a pile of tears.

"Are you okay, Zea?" The voice returned.

I didn't answer him, just slightly nodded my head. The tears that I had been holding back felt flowing from both corners of my eyes.

"What's wrong? Why are you crying all of a sudden?"

I opened my mouth, trying to answer her questions. But no sound was heard there. Just the movement of my lips, which I did not know was understandable to him or not.

"Just so, rest first. You still need a lot of rest. I'll wait for you outside." Her speech.

I shook my head, refusing to hear his decision. Who dares to be alone in a foreign place. Not even I myself would know, what would happen to me if he left like that.

"It's okay Zea. I was right here. I'll take care of you. Now you just rest. No one would dare to hurt you here. Trust me."

He smiled, looking at me. Then he raised his hand and stroked my hair. Give me peace.

I was sure I was starting to calm down. Her body moved away from where I was lying, trying to leave me.

"She.than..." My voice is soft.

The corner of his shirt that was still left on the bed, was attracted by my hand. Make him stop his steps and look back at me.

"Zee?"

I shook my head. No longer able to speak.

Nathan just looked at me. She's speechless. But the worry on his face slowly began to disappear.

My grip on his shirt did not come off either. I'm sure I pulled it with all my strength.

"Zea," Nathan sat next to my lying body. His eyes returned to tears. Piles of tears seemed to pool in his eyes.

"I'm not going anywhere. So you can let go." Further.

Natahan clasped my hand, trying to let go of the tight pull of my hand on the shirt he was wearing at the time.

I shook my head, refusing to let go of my hand.

"It's okay Zea. I'll stay here. You don't have to worry."

I shook my head again, rejecting his words.

Nathan sighed. Thinking about what I want.

"Well, what if you let go and just take my hand instead?" Her speech.

I looked at Nathan, still unsure of what he said.

Slowly my grasp began to loosen. Nathan then pulled out my hand and placed it on his wrist.

"Look. Better isn't it? Just rest a little bit. I'll be here and take care of you."

After saying that, Nathan was lying next to me. Tilting her body, looking at me. One of his hands also occasionally stroked my hair.

My eyes, which had been opened, slowly closed. Realized that I was safe and didn't have to worry anymore.