Conditional Referral
Remaining Memory Scraps

Trying to remember where she is actually makes Raka hold her head. The little boy closed his eyes so tightly and grimaced in pain. Suddenly, Zaid became panicked because of it.

"Son, why son? Already, don't think about it. There's Papa here" said Zaid, who tried to calm Raka down.

"Mama, Pa. .. Mama."

Just saying that, Raka already felt so dizzy. Presumably the reaction of retrograde amnesia began to be felt because there are pieces of memory lost. When Raka tried to remember it, Raka felt her head tight.

Hurriedly Zaid embraced Raka there and calmed his son. Ask Raka not to think too hard because there is Zaid who will always accompany his son.

"Raka's head is sick, Pa."

It looks like Raka is still holding her head. Not wanting anything to happen to Raka, Zaid also chose to press the button directed directly to the nurse at the Hospital. Until it does not last long, there are nurses who come and check on Raka's condition.

"Yes, Mr. .. Can anyone help?" ask the nurse to Zaid.

"This is sister, please Raka. He complained his head hurt," Zaid replied.

Not long after Doctor Sonny arrived and began to check on Raka again. With softly spoken words, Doctor Sonny managed to calm Raka down.

"Raka, listen to me well .. don't be in a hurry to remember everything well. If Raka tries to remember a lot, the head will hurt. So, just slow down, son. If Raka is sick like this, Raka's father is also sick and sad. Yuk, listen to Doctor well .. if Raka has a headache just look Papa well. Raka's father is also sick if Raka is sick. What does Raka want?" ask Doctor Sonny later.

"Mrs ... Raka's looking for Mama," she replied.

Doctor Sonny nodded his head, then he glanced at Zaid. It is little seen that both of Raka's parents are divorced, because previously Doctor Sonny had heard of Raka's parents fighting over her mouth. Yes, the condition of parents who are not harmonious can shake the child's mentality.

"Raka rest first well, the Doctor wants to talk to Raka's Papa. Raka's a good and obedient boy, right? Follow the advice of Doctor Well," replied Doctor Sonny.

Until finally, Doctor Sonny invites Zaid to come out and talk for a while. "Patients are looking for their Mama, sir," Dr. Sonny said briefly.

"Really Doctor .. but her mother is not here" Zaid replied.

"Have my father and wife divorced?" tanyakanya.

"Right ...we just got divorced, a month ago," she replied.

"Look sir .. instead of me meddling in the family affairs of the Father. It's just that Raka needs assistance from both parents, she must be mentally stable, and also she needs to get affection from both parents. Perhaps the only memory she has left is that her mother and father are not divorced. So he searched for the whereabouts of his mother. A child is not easy to accept his parents' separation."

"Can't you fix everything again sir? For Raka," Dr. Sonny told Zaid.

"Our paths are different, Doctor. There are many differences between the two of us. If it's not in line, it feels more difficult" replied Zaid.

On the one hand, Zaid understands that it is not easy to unite when he and Erina are both out of step. Even now just to meet them always just fighting, and cornered each other. Fixing everything feels difficult and feels impossible.

"If you do it for Raka?" ask Doctor Sonny now.

Zaid bowed, he let out a sigh that felt so heavy. Is it possible to unite and improve if all that is for Raka. Was he unable to hold back his ego this time?

"Please think about it one more time" said Doctor Sonny, walking slowly and leaving Zaid there.

After the death of Doctor Sonny, Zaid returned to the treatment room Raka. He felt pity to see Raka who was lying down with her forehead still swollen there. Slowly, Zaid took a seat at the edge of the gurney Raka occupied.

"Papa," said Raka softly.

"Yes, Son ... Papa's here," he replied.

"Raka doesn't want any more headaches Pa ... Raka doesn't want Papa to be sad" she replied.

Just hearing Raka's words made Zaid so moved. His face was red, and his eyes looked teary now. Even when Raka was sick, the little boy could understand her.

"Makasih Raka .. focus on getting well first. Papa will always take care of Raka" he said.

"Yes Pa," replied Raka.

Raka then looked at her Papa there, "Don't cry Pa," he said because Raka saw her Papa looking down and trying to wipe away the tears in the corner of her eyes.

Zaid shook his head slowly, "No, Papa didn't cry. Get well soon Raka. Papa will always take care of you" he replied.

Raka also seemed to shake her head, "Yes, the infusion when can be released Pa? Raka's hand hurts," she replied.

"Propay for Raka."

This is all Zaid can do. He asked Raka to be patient. It does hurt, but an infusion hose must be installed to inject drugs into Raka's body.