Conditional Referral
Want Mama to Stay

The sadness of a child can sometimes only be expressed with tears. That's what Raka does now. She felt that her mother was leaving because her mother did not love her.

"Mama, can't Mama stay?" ask Raka to her mother.

Erina quickly shook her head, "No. My mom's job is a lot now. No, no crying. Raka's a great kid, right? Mama will be here often" he replied.

Zaid closed his eyes and stroked his chest. He had explained everything at length, but in fact Erina did not want to understand Raka's condition now. He had asked that Erina could put aside her heartache and hit him. But Erina was stubborn there.

Even at a time like this, Zaid still had to calm down the crying Raka by holding her head. "Yuk Raka .. don't cry well," Zaid replied.

"Papa, why don't you want to stay with Raka, Pa? Raka's not naughty, Pa," she replied.

The sound of crying as a hiccup from Raka sounded so bitter, the boy felt that he was not naughty, but his mother could not stay with him. Likewise with Zaid who had asked Erina to be able to work with him, but everything could not be done. How big the wound in Erina's heart to Erina really looks to bear with Raka herself.

"Ma, stay today, Ma," Raka's pinta who has been so fond.

Not in love with Raka, Zaid who was originally more silent finally returned to talk, "Please stay for Raka, remember what we talked about together," said Zaid.

Erina was silent, until the woman looked at Raka who was crying there. Actually he also felt sorry for Raka. However, Erina was at the limit she did not want to stay with Zaid. Not with Raka, but with her husband.

The one Zaid was worried about was Raka who was going to have more pain in her head. That's what Zaid was so afraid of. Moreover Doctor Sonny has warned that there should be no emotional and thought shocks for Raka.

Unable to bear Raka's cry, Erina finally nodded her head. "Well, tonight Mama will be here. But tomorrow you're going to work?"

Hearing that her mother will stay tonight, Raka felt so happy.  His crying slowly subsided, and he immediately burst into his mother's arms.

"Thank You Ma ... Raka loved Mama," he said.

Erina retorted by hugging Raka's body, and then nodded her head so quietly. "Sama-sama Raka .. but Raka must promise that Raka will not cry first," Erina replied.

It feels like hearing Raka who is constantly crying makes her feel a headache and worry also with Raka's condition. Therefore, it was better this time Erina would give up. After all, Erina would be able to sleep in Raka's room, not in Zaid's room.

Until late in the afternoon, this time Erina who took the task to be able to bathe Raka, even she rubbed back the bandage on Raka's shoulder. Afterwards, Erina also fed Raka.

"Mrs ... Mama knows not, bribed Mama it feels really good," replied Raka.

"True Mama .. bribed Mama tastes good. Very nice Ma," replied Raka by chewing her food.

Zaid who was watching Erina and Raka felt both happy and sad at the same time. Happy because this time Raka ate so voraciously, but sad because happy moments for Raka like this did not go on forever. Presumably now Zaid feels his second decision to divorce is the wrong decision. If, being able to turn back time was certain, she would choose to keep my household for Raka.

"Mama, will you sleep with Raka tonight? Read the fairy tale, Ma," Raka now told her mother.

"Yes, may .. later Mama will sleep in her room Raka alone may?" tanyakanya.

"Yes Ma .. can," replied Raka who was happy until the little boy was constantly smiling.

Until nightfall, Raka had invited her mother to enter her room. He wanted to ask his mother to read him a book.

"Ma, this book is just well," asked Raka by bringing a fairy tale book and handing it to Mama.

Slowly, Erina opened the book and started telling it to Raka. "It's the fairy tale of the Matchmaker Girl, Raka. Saddened by the fairy tale" replied Erina.

Raka nodded her head, "Yes Ma .. said Papa, this little girl prayed and asked God through every match she lit. However, there was no answer to everything he asked for. Just like Raka, Ma .. in every Raka prayers, Raka always asks God that Mama come and accompany Raka. Raka wants to repeat the day where there is always Mama and Raka at home, waiting for Papa to work, vacation together. Can't it be Ma?" tanyakanya.

My God, this is a very difficult question. For now it is for Erina to live all those days with Raka. He and his father Raka are not so big that it is impossible to be together again.

"And now Mama who works, Raka .. will be alternating well," he replied.

Raka is in a position to understand her parents. His lost memory and his pain were not yet fully healed, but he had to understand everything.To tell his prayers alone, as if not yet heard by God, but his prayer was not fulfilled.

"When is Ma?" ask Raka later.

"Entah Darling .. but Mama promised to come here often and accompany Raka," replied Erina.

"Stay here, right Ma? Is Dad not the same as Mama?" ask Raka again.

Now, it was Erina's turn who couldn't answer. For, how would he feel longing if he felt all his love had turned into a spark. Nothing can be collected and reassembled. Everything is broken and not left.