
Erina was silent and could not give an answer to what Raka had said. During this time, he was the one who took care of Raka every day at home. However, when he chose to leave the house, who would take care of Raka. This was a very difficult question for Erina.
"Later Papa will take care of you, Raka," said Zaid suddenly.
"What if Papa gets out of town?" asked Raka again with a look, looking at her Papa.
"Now Papa's not going out of town. If you have to go out of town, Papa will take time on the weekend so you can come along" Zaid replied.
Yes, there are times when he has to take care of opening a new cafe in one city. Checking all of the cafe equipment, and also held a soft launching. But now things have changed. Therefore, Zaid thought that even if he had to go out of town, he would choose a day on the weekend. Where can he take Raka along.
Erina just kept quiet, and then looked at the ex-husband and her son. It actually feels so sad. But everything has been decided. Then Erina stood up and hugged Raka for a while, then said goodbye to her son.
"Belgium ... Mama said yes ... Mama promised to visit you often" said Erina.
As if I could not move ... Raka looked at her mother. She was really confused, was that whether her Mama was going to leave? Then, is it true in fact whether his mother will visit him often.
"Can't Mama stay here?" ask Raka.
Even to defend Mama alone, Raka seemed to have to pay his respects to Mama herself. Holding her so that her mother would not go away from her.
"Can't Raka .. Now Mama and Papa can't be together anymore" Erina replied.
Both of Raka's eyes were already covered in tears that were slowly dripping and wetting her face. Hearing that Mama and Papa could no longer be together made Raka very sad.
Erina looked down again and wiped away the tears on Raka's face, and hugged her son again. "Don't cry Honey ... Mama will return to this house and accompany you to play and learn. Always a cool and great Raka well," Erina replied.
The little boy was crying, sobbing, even sobbing in his tears. A very harsh reality for a 4-year-old. Without both parents realizing that the separation of the two people became a very bitter root for Raka.
Erina steeled her heart, and then she pulled her suitcase, and then walked out of the room. To strengthen his heart to get out of the house and leave his son alone there.
"Mama .. don't go Ma," cried Raka with a sad roar and also tried to pursue Mama.
Zayd, who saw his son, was so sad that he shed his tears. He walked behind Raka, and was also ready to prop up Raka. However, Erina paid no heed to the roar from Raka, and it was Raka's cry asking her Mama not to leave.
Even down the stairs Raka walked and tried to chase after Mama. Unfortunately, Erina had reached the exit and the woman had completely exited the luxurious house of Zaid Syahputra. Even Raka was still chasing to the front of the door, and crying so loudly.
"Mama ... don't leave Raka!"
However, her mother chose to ignore and put the suitcases into the car, and then she entered the black car, and looked back from the open window.
"Bye Raka ... I Love U!"
Quickly, Erina drove the car and no longer stopped. From her rearview mirror she could see that Raka was crying there. Even his son came out of the house without wearing footwear. While controlling the steering of her car, Erina also shed her tears.
"I'm sorry Mama, Raka .. maybe after this you feel that Mama does not love you and choose to get out of the house. However, this is the fact that Mama and Papa can no longer be together. Mama and Papa you have separated, we have to take the road for ourselves," Erina muttered so softly in her heart.
Meanwhile in front of the house, Zaid tried to calm Raka down. The young man held his son and gave a swipe on his back with a hand movement up and down, so that the sad crying Raka could become calmer.
"There's Papa here, son," said Zaid.
Don't think Zaid is in a good position. He also felt a deep sadness. However, as Papa, he must help Raka first. Although his heart was broken, his mind was so deadlocked, but his baby was the heaviest victim of this separation.
"There is only Papa, and there is no Mama" Raka replied sobbing.
Zaid let out a breath that felt really tight. Until the limit, Zaid gave an understanding to Raka, "We are separated, Raka .. but Mama and Papa are forever your parents. Mama and Papa you for good" he replied.
Raka was crying and she leaned her wet, puffy face on her Papa's shoulder. A cry of a hiccup was still heard by Zaid. That cry was so bitter.
"We go inside, Raka," Zaid asked his son.
"Then, where does Mama live?" ask Raka again.
Zaid shook his head, "Papa doesn't know .. tomorrow we ask Mama well."
With a sigh that was really so heavy on the chest, Zaid walked into his house holding Raka. Divorce changes everything. The relationship between husband and wife is broken, the child who lost a complete parent, that the daily life at home will change. Divorce is not just a shortcut, but divorce inevitably makes children see the worst reality of the separation of the two parents who should protect him and be a role model for him.