Conditional Referral

Conditional Referral
Want to Go Home to Lembang


When a woman is depressed it will be seen from the look of her face and forehead that is so easily wrinkled. Just like tonight, it was obvious that Erina was having a lot of thoughts. So, Zaid took a seat in the garden of his house that night and then questioned Erina.


"Rin," he said as he sat beside Erina.


"Eh, Zai .. why?" reply Erina. The woman was also surprised by Zaid who was now sitting beside her.


"It's night, Rin ... Why are you here?" ask Zaid.


This time Zaid really provided evidence that when Erina was having problems, having a bad mood, or needing a chatting friend, she would be there for Erina. Zaid provides proof that he will completely change for Erina. What Zaid wanted was that Erina did not need to find anyone else to share and listen to his complaints. Because now he was there and ready to listen to Erina.


"If you really want a story, a story, Rin," said Zaid.


Even Zaid had already opened the door where Erina could and could tell him. What Zaid wanted was for Erina to be open with him. If with Erick, she can tell everything, why not with Zaid who incidentally is her own husband?


"It's okay, Zai .. just a little thought," he replied.


"Tell me that .. otherwise it may burden you" Zaid replied.


Erina let out a long sigh, the woman then brought her hands together in front of her chest and rubbed her own arms. Meanwhile, Zaid was still sitting beside Erina. He would wait until Erina could be open and honest with him.


"No, every human being has his own side of egoism. You're not selfish, Rin. Maybe the time is not good and not right so you choose to get out of the boring routine for you" Zaid replied.


Erina smiled wryly. He knew that his divorce was also because he was selfish. He chose to seek his own happiness. To think that marrying Zaid doesn't make her happy.


"Honestly, Zai," replied Erina.


Zaid seemed to nod his head. "Seriously, I'm honest. I was never honest with you, Rin. Ever since we knew you, we were betrothed, and until I married you, I was always telling the truth" Zaid replied.


Hearing what Zaid had just said Erina felt that what Zaid had said was right. Zaid was always honest. Never lied to him. Five years of marriage, Zaid has always been honest about his career, business and finances. There's nothing Zaid's covering up.


"Zai, if I want to visit my parents' house in Lembang first can I? I want to calm down" said Erina.


Maybe by going home, confiding with her parents, and also cooling down while Erina could know better with what her heart said. Therefore, now Erina wants to go back to Lembang first.


"Of course, I can .. from a long time ago, I always said. Marrying me isn't stealing all your freedom, Rin. I support you, do what you want. However, there is a gap between our relationship first. Provided you do not involve Erick, Rin .. if you go to Lembang. Later Raka and I will pick you up" Zaid replied.


Up to this limit, Erina nodded her head. The one Zaid was drinking was Erina who could maintain trust. Does not involve a third person in the household. Zaid doesn't mind if Erina wants to go back to Lembang, but he also gives a message that Erina should not involve Erick anymore.