Conditional Referral
Hormonal Changes

In this pregnancy, Erina is different. He felt for himself how much had changed within him. Just like today, when she was back working as a designer at her Zarina Boutique, just a few hours of work it felt like Erina already wanted to go home.

Of course it was very different from the old Erina. Erina used to love working. Focus on creating designs one by one. His hands are very good at drawing and producing clothing designs. However, now Erina always felt homesick. Gathering with her husband and Raka was the thing Erina liked the most.

"Why are you only two hours in the office now, I missed Mas Zaid?"

The woman muttered in her heart. She had only been in her boutique for two hours, sketching clothes, but was already feeling confused about her husband. Until finally, Erina rubbed her flat stomach with her palm slowly.

"You want Mama to stick to Papa? or is it Mama who is now more in love with Papa, dear?"

So funny Erina, even she herself to talk to her own fetus. He also wondered, all of it was due to pregnancy and hormonal changes in him, or indeed he was now more in love with Zaid.

Honestly, when you were married it used to feel normal. Maybe because of marriage because of matchmaking, it feels like nothing special. Love is just a formality. Plus the busyness of Zaid who opened cafes in various major cities in Indonesia, practically making household life bland and also not much spark of romance.

Now, as things improve, Erina confesses in her heart that she loves her husband more and more. Erina's judgment changes when she learns that Zaid is the one responsible for restoring her father's tea company. How good Zaid was to help his father, when at that time his own home life was not harmonious.

Finally, when Zaid was after picking up Raka from school and stopped by the boutique, Erina seemed reluctant to work.

"I deliberately stopped by the boutique first after picking up Raka," said Zaid.

"That's a big deal, Mas. I miss," Erina replied.

Even the beautiful woman did not hesitate to scatter and hug her husband. Just a few hours ago, I missed Zaid. Raka who was there was also astonished.

"Didn't you miss Raka?" ask Raka.

Hearing Raka's question, Erina then unraveled her embrace. He walked towards Raka and berlutu, aligning his height with that of his son. Erina opened both her hands while saying. "Mama also kangen Raka."

Automatically, Raka immediately hugged his mother. Erina also misses Raka. She hugged her husband first.

"Thank You Mama. Raka dear Mama," said Raka.

"Don't go again, Ma .. why sometimes Raka sometimes thinks Mama will leave Raka with Om Erick," Raka said now.

"Mama wouldn't do that, Raka Darling. Mama will always be with Raka, Papa, and later her sister Raka" Erina replied.

Raka has recovered from her retrograde amnesia. However, there were memory remnants in his brain that felt that his Mama was going to go with Om Erick. The memory was also built because Raka had seen Erina go with Erick first. Moreover, the memory in the brain of the child is partial, sometimes it can arise and the child remembers, sometimes it can disappear just like that.

"Promise well, Ma," replied Raka.

Now Erina was shedding her tears. It was sad to hear her son speak like that. This sadness may also be affected by hormonal changes in her who is pregnant now.

"Promise, Raka. Forgive me, Mom?"

"Raka forgive Mama. Raka is happy, more happy there will be a baby sister," he replied.

In Erina's workspace, Raka seemed to play for a while and saw her Mama's sketchbook containing various clothing designs, then Zaid spoke for a moment with Erina.

"Why are you suddenly crying? What are the effects of your pregnancy? usually there's a hormonal flare?" ask Zaid.

"I don't know either, Mom. The point is that you and Raka. It was also sad when Raka spoke so," Erina replied.

"Don't be sad anymore. I've read that Bumil is sad, the baby will be in the womb follow sad. Hormonal upheavals do happen, but don't be so sad, either" Zaid said.

Erina smiled and nodded her head. "Yes, I'll try. Again, I'm sorry about the old times, Mom," he said.

"It is and will always be forgiven, dear," Zaid replied.

That is Zaid with his heart. He always forgave Erina. Marriage will never go well. Instead, he will try to understand and forgive. Zaid's great heart and patience finally bore sweet fruit, it was evident by Erina's current changes.