Conditional Referral
Submission Terms

In these few days, Erina really thought hard. Would he be able to accept a referral offer from Zaid? Initially Erina felt that Zaid was playing tricks on her because of their divorce which had only lasted two months. That too, has not finished the iddah period lived by Erina. However, her husband asked for a referral considering Raka's health and recovery.

Inside her apartment, Erina seemed to let out a rough sigh, "Oh my God, what am I supposed to do? Should I reconcile with Zaid again, at this time when there is no love for him. If, I take this path and it is only for my son, Raka .. do I sin? I think this road is heavy. One roof with an unloved person, and surviving only for the sake of a child is not a pleasant thing at all times" he said with annoyance at the time.

Then Erina stood up, her eyes now led to the streets of the capital passing by with various vehicles there. In this apartment, at least Erina felt peace. At least he had time for himself, even though there was a side of emptiness in his heart because there was no Raka accompanying him.

Therefore, Erina returned to thinking and this time she was not messing around. Within a few days he had to answer the deal Zaid had offered him.

"Refer? A word that sounds cliche. Why does it feel so hard to live it. If I survive and come back just for my son's sake, what about my own dreams?"

Erina snorted accompanied by a rough sigh. Feels heavy. Previously he had not thought that he would choose a reference to Zaid. Returning to the past is a way to feel the hurt. However, if he chose to reach for the future and ignore Raka there would definitely be consequences with all of that.

In these few days, Erina really thought hard. Would he be able to accept a referral offer from Zaid? Initially Erina felt that Zaid was playing tricks on her because of their divorce which had only lasted two months. That too, has not finished the iddah period lived by Erina. However, her husband asked for a referral considering Raka's health and recovery.

Inside her apartment, Erina seemed to let out a rough sigh, "Oh my God, what am I supposed to do? Should I reconcile with Zaid again, at this time when there is no love for him. If, I take this path and it is only for my son, Raka .. do I sin? I think this road is heavy. One roof with an unloved person, and surviving only for the sake of a child is not a pleasant thing at all times" he said with annoyance at the time.

Then Erina stood up, her eyes now led to the streets of the capital passing by with various vehicles there. In this apartment, at least Erina felt peace. At least he had time for himself, even though there was a side of emptiness in his heart because there was no Raka accompanying him.

Therefore, Erina returned to thinking and this time she was not messing around. Within a few days he had to answer the deal Zaid had offered him.

"Refer? A word that sounds cliche. Why does it feel so hard to live it. If I survive and come back just for my son's sake, what about my own dreams?"

Erina snorted accompanied by a rough sigh. Feels heavy. Previously he had not thought that he would choose a reference to Zaid. Returning to the past is a way to feel the hurt. However, if he chose to reach for the future and ignore Raka there would definitely be consequences with all of that.

"What are the conditions I wish to present to Zaid? Now, my love for her ex-husband is gone. If I choose a reference, then everything is only for Raka. Is what I'm going to do right? Can sharing a parenting role, stay one-stop loveless with my ex-husband?"

My God, Erina seemed so dizzy thinking about whatever she was about to take. If you really want to refer, why does it feel heavy because he feels there is no love for Zaid anymore. If not, Raka will suffer because of her decision. Really, it's a very dilemma moment for Erina.

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Two days later ....

Erina now headed to Zaid's house and was about to discuss the terms of the reference she was going to submit to Zaid. It was possible, Zaid would agree to the various conditions he proposed. In addition, Erina also wanted to visit Raka. It had already been a few days, and Erina had yet to visit Raka again. Therefore, Erina came back to her ex-husband's house.

Traveling for more than half an hour, Erina finally arrived at Zaid's residence. Bak memorized by the sound of his Mama's car, Raka was already standing in front of the door and welcomed Mama.

"Mama" she said in a loud voice. "It's been four days, Ma .. Didn't Mama miss Raka?" asked Raka who was staring at Mama.

Erina knelt down a bit and hugged Raka there. "Bang, Raka ... Mama misses you," she replied.

"Come, come in, Ma," Raka asked her Mom.

Entering the house, Raka recounts the therapy she followed and says there are still vitamins given by the Doctor that she should take every day. The time to meet with Erina became a moment that Raka really enjoyed.

"There's Ma, Papa was meeting with his laptop. What should Raka call?" ask Raka then to her Mama.

Erina quickly shook her head, "No, Mama just wait .. yuk, we play first. Raka wants to play what Mama does?" ask Erina

"Compose a jigsaw puzzle, Ma" replied Raka.

Erina nodded her head and then accompanied Raka to compose a Puzzle with a picture of the Dinosaur. There are 100 pcs pieces of Puzzle that Raka will arrange now. When Raka put together the puzzle, Erina once in a while sighed at the sight of her son.

Until, the exhausted Raka put together a puzzle chose to sleep, and Erina was still waiting for Raka. After a few minutes, Zaid walked out of his study and greeted Erina.

"Rin, it's been a while?" tanyakanya.

"Lumayan," replied Erina. "Zai, can we talk?" asked Erina later.

Zaid nodded his head. Perhaps this time, Erina would put forward her requirements to be able to refer to him. Therefore, Zaid invites Erina to chat in her room which is more privacy.

"Well, what is Rin saying?" ask Zaid later.

"What's the referral offer still going on?" asked Erina later.

Zaid then nodded his head, "Yes, still. Have you thought about it and put forward conditions for me to fulfill?" ask Zaid.

Erina who looked silent slowly nodded her head, "However, I have some conditions," he said.

"Say, what are your terms?" ask Zaid later.

There was a long sigh from Erina, then she started talking. "Listen first, Zai .. I put forward the terms that we will agree on and do together. You can consider it. First, there is no physical contact between us. In this room should be two bedrooms, we will sleep one room, but not one bed. Second, there is no meddling over the private lives of both of us. Third, when Raka is completely healed, we can tell the truth to Raka and also tell that we do not love each other, Zai," Erina replied.

Zaid listened to all the requirements Erina had conveyed. Then the man looked at his ex-wife. "No other conditions?" ask Zaid.

"Ah, yes ..I will work three days in one week. So, on the day when I work, you have to take care of Raka. Remember Zai, parenting is the burden of both parents. Not just one of them," Erina replied.

"Fostering is not a burden, Rin .. but it does divide according to its portion. After all, all this time I worked to meet the needs of you and Raka. Not playing heart out there" Zaid replied.

Erina sighed and then spoke again to Zaid. "That's a condition of mine. Did you accept it?" tanyakanya.

"All right, I accept it. All requirements from you," Zaid replied wholeheartedly.

As he promised Raka, he would do anything as long as her son was getting healthier and recovered. As long as Raka is healthy and happy, Zaid will feel happy.