Conditional Referral
The Limited Staring at the Back

After nearly two months had passed, this night became the first night for Zaid to be able to return one room with a woman, and it was the same woman, Erina. Yes, after almost two months of graduation, now there is Erina who is in one room with her, although different beds.

Honestly, it feels weird. Zaid who was originally drowsy, suddenly the sleepiness disappeared by itself. Then, he changed his lying position, he stared at Erina's back which was a few meters away from him.

"After almost two months, there are more of you inhabiting this room, Rin. I honestly did everything for Raka, but I still love you, Rin."

There was a deep murmur that Erina would definitely never hear there. Zaid stared at his calm back, occasionally moving because Erina did not seem to be sleeping either. However, Zaid refused to make a sound. Simply stare at the back of the woman he just invited to return the reference. Angan was soaring remembered with the memory of his marriage a few other years.

***

Less than a few years ago ....

When Erina was young pregnant, Zaid had to go to Bali to open a new cafe. At that time Zaid said goodbye to Erina, and promised to go home soon when the business was finished.

"Honey, I went to Bali first. Just three days...What do you want to get? I'll buy it later. Milk Pie, Pia Legong? Everything you want I will give you" said Zaid.

However, Erina shook her head, and then cried instead. Yes, the pregnant woman shed her tears.

"Don't go Mas .. I want you home" Erina replied.

Maybe also with the hormonal turmoil of pregnancy that makes Erina reluctant to leave Zaid on his business trip. Zayd hugged his wife. "Why, it was just the launching of the cafe, only three days. If flying conditions are certain, I will take you to Bali. Poor baby. Patience .. only three days. After this, I was in Jakarta for a month. Full a month for you," explained Zaid.

However, Erina continued to cry and did not want to be left Zaid. For her she wanted to stay close to her husband during her pregnancy.

"Can't you come?" tanyakanya.

"Can't dong Darling .. kan acquaintance is also the same new employee there," reply Zaid.

"I don't want to be left behind" Erina replied by wiping away her tears.

Zaid smiled. "Here, hug first .. later when it's finished, I hunt home. Patience, her husband's job is like this. I also go to work, not strange. Let me buy you a piece of diamond" Zaid replied half-jokingly.

"Definitely Dear ... Her spoiled mummy or her spoiled baby anyway," Zaid replied.

"Both," said Erina.

Zaid smiled, several times the man landed a kiss on Erina's forehead. Actually Zaid also felt sad to have to leave Erina, but what else if it was the demands of the job. After all, during this time Zaid thought also work to prosper his wife and prospective children.

Finally with a heavy heart, Zaid departed to the Island of the Gods and also Zaid promised in his heart that he would soon return to Jakarta to be able to meet again with Erina.

Finally, Zaid was in Bali for only two days. The man felt it was all over, until Zaid took the last flight from Bali to Jakarta and his goal was to meet with Erina.

Approximately 23.40 hours new aircraft flying from Ngurah Rai Airport, and will arrive in Jakarta approximately 00.40 hours West Indonesia Time. However, all of that was taken by Zaid as long as he could meet with Erina.

It was more than midnight, and Zaid once arrived inside his room, felt sorry to see Erina sleeping curled up and staring at the wife's back. Not wanting to cause any noise, Zaid chose to take a bath in the next room. After that, he just returned to his room.

Zaid carefully climbed into his bed, and immediately grabbed Erina's body. Relieved and very calm it feels to be able to get back to Erina. Letting his woman's back rest, leaning against his chest, and Zaid several times kissed her sleeping wife's cheek.

***

Now ....

Stunned, Zaid smiled alone considering the beautiful memories of his time with Erina. When the house is warm. Until they chose divorce, and now they have been referred.

However, two bodies lie on two beds. The heart still feels dry. Especially for Erina. However, Zaid at least felt happy and grateful because Raka could recover faster and emotionally and mentally will be calmer.

"First, when you turned my back on me, I would shuffle forward and then hold you tight. Now the distance is further, Erin ... two beds, though the reference has been spoken."

Zaid then tried to close his eyes. Hope tomorrow will be better, and also hope that two beds in one room will not be known by Raka. However this was a secret between him and Erina. If Raka finds out for sure her son will come back to have a thousand questions.