
After the trial, Zaid chose to return home with Raka. In the car, despite having a lot of chat with Raka, but Zaid knew that the look in his eyes and the look on his son's face looked so different. There was grief and also many questions that Raka could not ask right now to him.
"Mom didn't come home in a car with us, did Pa?" ask Raka to her Papa now. Finally, the 4-year-old dared to ask his Papa.
"Mama is having business, Son .. later well, hopefully Mama will be hunted back home" replied Zaid.
Maybe this is a dishonest answer. Zaid himself could not tell that his household with Erina was over today. However, for the bitter thing, parents need to think and communicate well to children. No child wants their parents to separate.
Raka looked lethargic and lowered her face there. The 4-year-old boy, as if losing his spirit and also did not want to see the separation of his parents. However, because it is still a child, sometimes the voice of the child can not be conveyed. Age constraints and also happy make Raka have to grieve alone.
"Home home ... eat yuk? Papa will feed you" Zaid asked his son.
Raka nodded her head again, "Hmm, yes Pa ... Raka change clothes and wash hands first well," he replied by climbing the stairs leading into his room.
Zaid himself chose to go into his room. The man threw himself with his legs still dangling on the floor, only his head to his back on the bed. Then, Zaid rubbed his face roughly. The man looked back, what happened to his home. The sweetness of Zaid when he managed to move on from his first love, and then married Erina.
At that time, everything felt beautiful. The businessman who owns hundreds of cafes is firmly coupled with Erina, a beautiful girl who was originally a worker at one of the private banks. His home life is more perfect, when the little baby Raka completes the happiness of his household.
However, one year later, Zaid felt the relationship and love of both began to fade. Jobs and soft launching cafes in several cities that make Zaid must visit one city to another. While at home Erina is immersed with housework and her son, Raka.
Could it be that in the past year there have been things that Zaid missed. The man went back to self-instrospection. Even outside the city, as much as possible Zaid still informs the family at home, also monitors the growth and development of Raka, and also for a living born he always gives every month. As for the husband and wife relationship, it feels bland. The act of making love is only limited to her relationship and Erina is still husband and wife.
Zaid also remembered, that in the past year, the time they spent making love was only short and also the intensity was only done once a few weeks. Until finally, two months ago Erina filed a lawsuit against Zaid under the pretext that the two already do not have the same principle.
"Yes God .. I think Erina will be the only woman who will accompany me until the end of age, raising Raka and also planning to have more children. However, now that I am widowed, Rin .. and you look happy with our divorce. Actually in the past year what I've been missing" murmured Zaid shutting his eyes.
Eventually, Zaid got out of his sleep, and then changed his clothes. He took off the long shirt he was wearing and those black trousers. Replace it with shorts and home shirts. Afterwards, he came out of his room and knocked on Raka's room beside his.
"Raka .. shall we eat? So eat no food," asked Zaid to his son.
Without a sound, Raka finally opened the room door for her Papa and nodded her head, "Yes Pa," she replied.
Zaid then took his son to the table, and then Zaid took the rice for his son. Without asking, Zaid filled two rice cobs in Raka's plate. The little boy observed the hand of his father who was trying to fill his empty plate.
Zaid sighed. He realized, he should have asked Raka first, how many servings he ate. If it had been like this, Zaid felt guilty to his son.
"Yes, Papa reduce yes Son .. how much? This way?" ask Zaid later.
Raka nodded her head, "Yes, it's Pa .. thank you," she replied.
"Sama-sama Nak .. what do you want to eat?" ask Zaid later.
"Chicken Soup only, Pa," replied Raka by pointing at the Chicken Soup that was in front of her.
"Okay, Papa get you some chicken soup for you, yeah" he replied. "less?" ask again.
"That's a little bit more, Pa," answered Raka.
Zaid realized, just a portion of food, it turns out he did not pay attention to the needs of his son. The portion of Raka's meal she doesn't know. What could be that Zaid was too busy to be inconsiderate with little things like this.
"Do you want a bribe?" ask Zaid later.
"First bribe only, Pa," Raka replies later.
Nodding, Zaid took a spoon and filled it with rice, carrots, and chicken there, then fed it to Raka, "Yuk, Papa bribe .. hakkk," said Zaid, who was smiling at the time.
His face was smiling, but not with his heart. For Zayd knew and knew that there was sorrow in his heart. In this divorce, she was still in love with Erina. However, what power has all been broken and run aground just like that.
"Papa bribe again yeah," said Zaid later.
"Yes Pa, can .. although Papa's feed is different from Mama's feed," replied Raka.
The deg!
Zaid looked at the face of Raka sitting beside him, and guessed differently in what way? Could it be that Raka felt that indeed the affection and the form of attention from her Papa and Mama was different?