I'll Throw You Before You Honey Myself
Retrogressive

The sun began to lean toward the west, its originally scorching rays slowly began to warm. Among the many fast-paced vehicles, Mauren also focuses on steering. He raced against time to meet the long-awaited manager at one of the restaurants, downtown.

"Finally there" Mauren murmured as she arrived at the restaurant's courtyard. He rushed down and entered the building with quick steps.

"Dilan, sorry so late. There was a lot of work in the office and I couldn't leave." Mauren apologized as she landed her body in front of Dilan.

"It's okay, I'm relaxed again." Dilan smiled widely. "Yes have a message first yuk, later chatting while eating," he continued.

For a moment, they focused on the menu book that the waiter handed out. While waiting for the order, the two returned to discuss overnight issues that had been delayed.

"You agree, don't you, Ren, with Mrs Jehana's offer?" tanya Dilan opened the conversation.

Mauren lowered her head while tucking her brown hair that was crumbling around her face. There was a heavy gasp of breath before he answered Dilan's question.

"No, Lan. I don't want to take any more jobs, just yesterday" said Mauren in a soft voice.

"Why? Your schedule isn't tight, Ren. Only this week there is a photo shoot, while the next week is empty. There is plenty of time to go to Paris. Great opportunity, Ren, will you waste your time?" Dilan answered quickly.

"I .. want to get out of the entertainment world," said Mauren still with a soft voice, barely even heard.

"Huh? You're kidding me, aren't you, Ren?" shout Dilan.

"I'm serious." Mauren looked at Dilan with sadness. He knew his decision would disappoint Dilan, but no matter what, Mauren did not want to ignore Victory.

"Why? Jeevan who told you to stop?" ask Dilan.

"No. It's just .. Me and him again there's a problem. I had to get out for Victory. You know, Lan, the company was pioneered by Papa in such a way. I can't just ignore it and let it crumble. Although I had to sacrifice my dreams and ideals willingly, for the sake of Mama and Papa," explained Mauren.

Long enough Dilan was silent, just looking at Mauren closely. Deep in his heart, Dilan hoped that reality was not so. He wants to see Mauren continue to fight until he reaches the top, which he believes is soon. Dilan promised to be the first to congratulate him.

"It is not only Mrs Jehana's offer that will vault, but also another offer. Top Star again recruits new members. My brother is officially a crew there, so it's not hard to say your name, let alone everyone knowing your talent is amazing. The salary offered is quite large, Ren, and the contract period is only 2 years. Are you sure ... aren't interested in this?" Dilan spoke again.

Again Mauren was silent. I don't know why the golden opportunity actually came when he chose to retreat. Top Star is a big and popular agency, even bigger than the agency that once overshadowed Mauren. If you join him, there is a great opportunity to become a famous star.

Since the last five months, Mauren has not joined any agency. He had a solo career because he had not found a suitable place. Until finally, there was a tempest that forced him to retreat from the stage.

"Mauren," call Dilan.

"Sorry, Lan, I stick to my choice. I will focus on the business world" Mauren said tremblingly. Honestly, it's hard to let go of an opportunity that could make a dream come true, but Mauren doesn't want to fall a second time.

Dilan exhaled a rough breath, clearly a disappointed look on his face. Nearly six years into his managerial career, Mauren is the best fit for him. In fact, they worked together for two more years.

"What's the matter between you and your husband? Can't be solved well, huh? So you have to bury your dreams and move on to take care of Victory?" ask Dilan after a few minutes of silence.

Mauren bit his lower lip, trying to ward off the pain that sliced the heart.

"He cheated on Elsa and now we're going to get divorced" she said.

"Elsa. It turned out that he was not only a secretary, but a mistress as well. For a long time I entrusted Victory to Mas Jeevan and turned out to be betrayed. My position as owner was almost shifted by him. Of the many employees who work there, only two people are really loyal and support me, while the others are already pros with Mas Jeevan." Mauren answered clearly.

"Crazy! Behind Jeevan's brain. What he expects from Elsa. As long as your relationship is just a parasite, never a capital. You know, their snoring brains are!" grouse Dilan.

He could not stop thinking with Jeevan's attitude was very, very stupid. Already have a wife as perfect as Mauren, even playing fun with women who have no advantages.

"When you're married, how dare Jeevan play with fire. That cowardly attitude, not his manly. Good if divorced, do not willing me if you still survive with a husband is not useful," continued Dilan.

He continued to curse and cursed because he was very upset with Jeevan's behavior. Although Dilan is a player, but really appreciates a marriage. Because to him, it was a sacred bond involving God.

Although Dilan often sleeps with many women, but none of them are status wife people. To Mauren, Dilan was very reluctant. Although familiar, but not over the line, only about the work that makes them talk long.

"That's why I want to focus on business. I want to restore my name and power, Lan. I don't want the business to be destroyed by putting forward ego, pity, Papa painstakingly pioneered it. Maybe it's time I made them proud. Well, even late." Mauren smiled wryly, it was claustrophobic to remember a time ago, when he was reluctant to get involved in Victory affairs and instead pursued other dreams.

"I understand. I will support your decision" Dilan said.

"Thank you, yeah." Mauren breathes a sigh of relief. "Later I'll compensate you. I know this decision is very detrimental" he continued.

"No need, Ren, we've been working together for a long time. I don't want to eat blind pay."

"But___"

"My brother joined Top Star, so you don't have to worry. In a short time, I will get a new job. Mmm but, the job you have taken, is not canceled, right? You must have finished it, right?" dilan.

"Yes. I'm in charge" said Mauren.

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A week has passed since Jeevan left the house of Mauren. During that time he lived in a narrow rented house and ate his alakadar. How could he want to eat luxury, while the money alone he asked Elsa.

Over the past five days, Jeevan has visited many offices to apply for work. However, no one gave him a chance. Until finally, Jeevan was desperate and willing to drop prestige.

This afternoon, Jeevan was lying in a contract while opening his phone. He was looking for a job outside the office. There are many places that are looking for energy, such as restaurants, laundry, supermarkets, boutiques, and also workshops.

"There's a motor facility, quite right," murmured Jeevan as he read the ad from the laundry, who happened to be looking for a courier.

Before Jeevan wonders further, there is suddenly a message coming in and it turns out to be from Elsa.

Jeevan hurried to read it and immediately glared.

"Why?" mumbled wailing.

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