I'll Throw You Before You Honey Myself
The Past of Rendra

"Me and Andika look alike because we're one father's brothers."

"Well!" Mauren flabbergasted.

Andika's mother and Rendra's father were brothers, then how could Andika and Rendra's brother one father. Whether in their family there is a complicated relationship.

"I hate Papa so much because he used to cheat and hurt Mama. His bad attitude made me anti-woman, until I finally met you and my views on women began to change. But, two weeks ago .. I was confronted with an old secret that ... was very surprising," Rendra explained.

Seeing Rendra who was down and his hands clenched tightly, Mauren realized that the man was not okay. So, Mauren comforted and encouraged him.

Rendra was relieved, the burden in his heart was slowly reduced because Mauren did not mind his current state.

Then, Rendra told her the beginning of knowing the big secret.

On the night that he had a fight with Derri, Rendra intended to leave and return to Jakarta. However, Kavin prevented it.

"Papa still needs you here, don't go first. Believe me, his emotions are only for a moment. Papa really loves you very much" said Kavin.

"You don't know anything, brother. Don't___"

"I told you, don't bring up the past. Papa will not be angry if you do not bring it up," concluded Kavin.

"Papa's selfishness caused Mama to die, what's wrong if I can't forgive that mistake?" Rendra's Refutation.

"Enough, Rendra! Sit down and listen to Papa talk, then judge what is right and what is wrong!" Derri caught up with Rendra and shouted behind her.

Although upset and reluctant, but Rendra complies and wants to talk to his father.

"Papa kayak gini for being too loving, but betrayed. If you were Papa, wouldn't you be angry when you found out that your wife cheated on you with your sister's husband? Even getting pregnant and having kids?" Derri begins the conversation with an astonishing question.

"Pregnant? Got kids?" I don't know why Rendra immediately remembered the resemblance of his face to Andika.

"Yes, you're not Papa's flesh and blood. You are Jeremi's son, Andika's father. Your mother cheated on him and until there was you. But, Papa has forgiven the mistake, even Papa accepted you sincerely. Papa just asked him to quit his job because it was that opportunity that made your mother cheat. It's just. .. Your mother took advantage of Papa's kindness and went back to playing crazy with another man, again a close person. Your mother didn't want to serve Papa on the grounds of being tired of babysitting you, but it turns out that because there was a relationship with the butler in this house, someone I actually trusted a lot. After that incident, Papa could not forgive your mother and ended up behaving badly as you saw. Papa loved your mother very much, but was hurt in such a way. Honestly, Papa's heart is not hard to accept everything. And finally, Papa gets frustrated, then vents it all out by playing women. Papa is looking for those who just need money and do not mind their feelings. But, Papa played clean, many things Papa did so as not to contract the disease." Derri remained silent for a moment and waited for Rendra's response. However, Rendra was just silent like a statue. The truth is too hard to digest.

"Your mother often cried not purely because of changes in Papa's attitude, let alone regret her mistake, but because of the doctor's diagnosis. Your mother was HIV AIDS positive, it was from the butler. Your mother killed herself because of the illness. He's late-stage and the chance of recovery is very slim. Eventually, he was desperate and ended his life. That's why, Papa used to forbid you to carelessly hold when he was drenched in blood, Papa was just afraid you were not careful and infected. That's also why Papa told the public that your mother died from a fall. Because if you don't, then the public will know that your mother has the disease. So long Papa hid this for your mother's good name, Papa still wouldn't want you to hate him for knowing this truth. Let Papa be what you think is bad, as long as your mother is not. To be honest, Papa still loves your mother. Even though it was as great as the hatred for his betrayal. About Elsa, Papa already knows what she is like, because our togetherness is based on money. He wants to be with Papa as long as he is helped by revenge and given money every month. Papa knows what his nature is like, so do not be surprised again when he knows he wants you to seduce," continued Derri.

"Did Aunt Fadila know this secret?" asked Rendra with tears that began to drip.

His heart is very sick. The figure of the woman he considered noble, turned out to hold a great disgrace. Worse, the father covered up the disgrace and was willing to be hated for years. Now, it all makes sense. Since long ago, Kavin was not too disappointed with his father. Apparently, because he knew the truth.

"Of course you know, Ndra. But, your appointment is also the same as Papa, forgiving and sincerely accepting your presence. Since birth Andika was not healthy, finally diagnosed with lupus and died at a young age. Fadila loves you like her own child. He loves Jeremi very much, and on the other hand loves your mother, so he loves you too. In fact, ever since Jeremi and Andika died, he has been planning to give all his assets to you. Because it was Jeremi who started the business."

Derri's answer made Rendra cry even more. In the past, he often complained to Fadila, complaining about the bad attitude of Derri who likes to play women and hurt his mother. Apparently, Fadila was the one who got hurt and his mother was the main culprit. Very lyrical.

After a long story, Rendra looked back at Mauren. Then, look up and blink quickly. He did not want to tear up in front of Mauren.

"Although Papa and Aunt will give me assets, but. I'm just a child of adultery that should never have existed. Whatever Papa and Aunt, I believe in her heart she holds a very painful wound. I don't deserve love or material things from them. It's been enough to take care of me all this time, I don't want to be a burden anymore" said Rendra.

Mauren looked at Rendra with sadness. He was also sad to hear the story of Rendra that bittersweet. Then, Mauren got up and turned to next to Rendra. With a gentle gesture, Mauren rubbed Rendra's shoulders.

"May I have an opinion?" ask Mauren.

"Please."

"Previously sorry, not that I expected your property and objected if you have nothing, but I argue gini based on the attitude of father and daughter all this time. If they love you and are willing to accept your presence, it's best. Accept what they give, do not refuse let alone choose to leave. Your aunt is alone now, isn't it getting sad if you leave just because you don't want to be a burden? Wouldn't he be happier if you came and apologized on behalf of your mother. Then, live nearby and accompany his old age. Regardless of what she thinks of you, whether as Andika or as yourself, it's important that she loves you and treats you well." Mauren gave an opinion.

"Rendra, if you consider your mother guilty. It would be nice if now to be kind to your aunt and father, the calculations make amends for your mother's past mistakes. Don't just walk away and leave, they'll be disappointed" Mauren said.

Rendra smiled, "Thank you, Mauren."

"Yes." Yeah."

"But, wait ... You said earlier, you're not thinking because you expect my treasure, right? Does that mean you have accepted my love?" ask Rendra.

Mauren gelagapan's. Because of being carried away, he had unconsciously uttered an ambiguous sentence. Now her cheeks are red from embarrassment. Finally, Mauren got up and prepared to leave. However, Rendra swiftly clasped his hand.

"Don't go!" pinta Rendra's.

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