I'll Throw You Before You Honey Myself
Begging for Love

Elsa's cries break when Mauren's car starts to drive and leaves Ezra's house. Her hopes of being with Jeevan were dashed for a while. Somehow to explain the events of today, it felt like all the gaps had already been deadlocked by themselves.

"Elsa, don't cry! You definitely can. I know your love is strong enough, Jeevan proved to prefer you over Mauren. I'm sure he's just a momentary emotion, apologizing and subtly persuading, surely he'll be devastated. It's better if you explain Mauren's actions, Jeevan will be aware and willing to understand." Ezra spoke at length to calm Elsa down.

"But it's not that easy, Zra. Jeevan was very disappointed" said Elsa.

Ezra lowered his head with a long sigh, "Sorry, I was wrong. Just because of longing for memories first, I took advantage of your difficulties. I forced you to treat my longing, ah, even more than that."

"It's not your fault, Zra. I agreed to this deal myself" replied Elsa, wiping her tears.

"So I'm not good. I'm not directly involved in this." Ezra said while looking at Elsa.

The woman did not answer, just looked up and blinked quickly. Heart intent drives away tears to stop flowing, but in fact it cannot. The clear liquid kept pushing out and spilled back to wet the face.

"It looks like you're in a mess, El. What if I'm the only one who's done one of your business?" tawar Ezra's.

"You mean?" Elsa stared at the glance.

"You're not okay, it gets worse if you think this is it. You better take a break, keep focusing on Jeevan. Mauren's problem, let me take care of it. Later I will mengyamperin him while carrying his check, all making calculations because it hurts you. While the addition I promised earlier, I will immediately transfer to your account," explained Ezra.

Although the man's speech was serious, but Elsa felt heavy to reproduce it. I don't know, it was as if something had stuck in his mind, forcing him to reject Ezra's offer.

"Don't you believe me?" ezra asked because Elsa had been quiet for a long time.

"Not that, just ... just, ah." Elsa has trouble answering.

"Later to send the proof. As long as I haven't sent any evidence or Mauren hasn't confirmed, let's just say I haven't paid. So, you can still charge me," said Ezra with a sincere smile.

"alright. I permit you to take care of this matter, but .. try it as soon as possible. It's due" said Elsa.

"definitely. Later after clear, I will immediately contact you. Let's not think anymore."

"Thank you, Zra." Elsa is smiling too. "But .. what is your business with Zenna?" continued.

"Not to worry, it's not a big deal. I can definitely finish it well."

Shortly after, the taxi that Ezra had ordered arrived. Then, both of them stopped the conversation. Elsa goes into the taxi, while Ezra goes into the house and searches for Zenna.

"Zena! Zenna!" ezra shouted as he arrived in the middle room. "Zena!"

"What the hell is screaming!" sahut Zenna from the dining room.

Ezra smiled and rushed over to his wife, who was eating fried rice.

"I'm hungry" Zenna said as Ezra sat down before her.

"I haven't eaten either." Ezra put on a sad look.

"Misone himself wants birds. Once in a while dong put his mouth together," said Zenna without turning his head.

Although the appearance is graceful and elegant, but not so with the speech of the sapanya. Zenna is a typical woman who likes ceplas-celos. There is almost no filtering of words and sentences in him, especially if he is with the closest people.

"Here, alesan," said Zenna.

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Mauren's car stopped in front of Jeevan's contract. The woman turned off her machine and looked at the man sitting next to her—Jeevan. Jeevan did not speak, just kept quiet while throwing his eyes out. Mauren knew Jeevan was very disappointed, all clearly visible on his face.

"Mas, it has arrived" said Mauren. "I didn't stop by, because there's still work in the office."

Jeevan is still flinching.

"The weather will be hot, add a little water so as not to burn. Do not eat late, Mas, later your stomach hurts. Also do not stay up late, not good for health," continued Mauren.

Jeevan turned his head and looked at Mauren for quite a while, who this time looked prettier than usual. Either what causes it, it is Mauren who improves the treatment or perhaps Jeevan's feelings that start to diverge.

"Why, Mas?" ask Mauren.

"I was a fool to let you go for her. I am the man who loses the most" Jeevan said in a soft voice.

"Don't do it, Mum. Everyone makes mistakes, we just need to fix them. Don't tell me the loss, your path is still long, there are still many things you can achieve. Maybe, right now you are disappointed with Elsa's treatment. But, be grateful, at least you realize this from the beginning, while the relationship is not halal." Mauren smiled broadly.

"I didn't think he was that big, looking at love in terms of treasure" Jeevan said.

"I also did not expect, I think .. yesterday he was really sincere with you, Mas. Seeing his attitude that is very stubborn you, even willing to ruin his friendship with me, I think you are his true love. But .. yeah, come to think of it. Someone who could damage his best friend's household, which may have a sincere feeling, most certainly yes... to seek profit alone."

Jeevan nodded slowly when he heard Mauren's words. In his heart, Jeevan also confirmed that opinion. Someone who wants to be an affair, of course not a good person, surely one day will also do the same thing.

But unfortunately, Jeevan was too late to realize the theory. His heart has been blinded by love, to the point of failing to use logic. Especially when knowing Elsa is still a virgin, Jeevan's love and trust increase many times.

"Yes, Mom, you're in! Eat and rest, I want to say goodbye," said Mauren.

"Mauren." Instead of responding to Mauren's words, Jeevan gently clasped his hand. "Can't it be repaired?" tanyakanya.

"fixed? What's?"

"Our relationship" Jeevan replied.

Mauren did not answer. He first withdrew his hand and avoided Jeevan's gaze.

"I've realized my fault where, in the future things like this will not happen again. I promise I will always love you and support whatever your ideals are. I will not mind your dreams anymore. Mauren, can we kayak again?"

It felt like Mauren was laughing when she saw Jeevan begging for love, having previously left and dumped him haughtily.

"Yesterday easily let go of me for Elsa, now it's easy to let go of Elsa for me. What a plan you have, Mas," Mauren's mind.

"Mauren, our divorce is not legal. What if we cancel? I promise I'll fix myself." Jeevan reassured Mauren.

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