I'll Throw You Before You Honey Myself
What Kind of Man Am I?

The intention of Rendra who was originally just to drive up to the door, now stop for a while because curious about the contents of the alleged gift from Jeevan. Rendra's view did not change when Mauren opened the prize.

The music box is snowball shaped with a pair of sculptures in it. As the music played, the pair of statues danced. Sweet, maybe yes if the gift is given when Jeevan has not betrayed. Now however, whatever Jeevan gives will not imply anything sweet or anything like that.

In addition to the music box, there are also chocolates and greeting cards. Not only happy birthday writing, but also an apology that is strung together with beautiful sentences.

"He still loves you, insisting that he wants to be back," said Rendra as he cradled a rose.

"Maybe now you're aware of what the mistake was as big as it was, so feel the pain." Mauren reveals origin.

"You ... will not be interested in the invitation?" Rendra stared fixedly.

I don't know why there is a sudden fear. Jeevan is a man who has ever held the status of a husband, of course many things they pass during the two years of marriage. In everyday life, there must be many effective habits. Rendra was worried that Mauren's heart was wavering because Jeevan had changed. Jeevan was once the most beloved.

"You doubt me?" Mauren asked back.

"It's not. I'm just afraid of losing you" replied Rendra.

"As long as you can keep the attitude, I won't turn away. But ... Once you make a mistake like Jeevan, there is no longer your name in my life" said Mauren in earnest.

"Never, darling. I love you, it's stupid to hurt you." Rendra got up and approached Mauren, then sat down next to her while embracing her body.

When they were still busy convincing each other's hearts, suddenly Mauren's phone shook. There was a new message notification that was out of nowhere.

Having committed to being honest in everything, Mauren took his phone and opened the message.

Jeevan: I was wrong, but I didn't think you were that cruel, rejecting me for another man you just met. What do you expect of him? Is he really loyal? Realize, Mauren, he's a rich kid. Most likely he is a playboy, or at least often do one night stand. Then what do you expect? Wouldn't it be better to come back with me? Although I was once a khilaf, but now I'm really changing. I won't hurt you anymore. Mauren, marriage is not a toy. Think carefully.

"So much to her, say I'm a playboy and often a one night stand. I'm still a high-ting virgin huh! Crazy to do that, close to a new woman now. The origin of the jeplak 'tuh the mouth, have never fumed bogem times yes. Just be careful if I meet, I beat up his teeth so you can not talk! I am not judging people. Tell me if you're jealous, don't be slanderous!" rendra was upset. He was so offended he was called a playboy and often did a one night stand.

"Hey, why get angry yourself!" exclaim Mauren.

"I'm kelp, honey. He could've said it was like that."

"Udah, no, who said he was, not me. Don't think about it" said Mauren.

"I'm afraid you believe." Rendra was still grumbling.

Mauren smiled, "If I believed him, we would never know him. Because I'm not going to get divorced and I'm not going to stop being a model. I'll never hold Victory."

Thanks to Mauren's very convincing speech, Rendra's emotions slowly subsided. So, Mauren expressed an intention that must be completed immediately.

"Darling, it seems .. I have to say a lot to him. Be understanding so that he understands and does not hope anymore. I'm also not good if he's still kayak gini," said Mauren.

"Findings?"

"You can come along. My intention is to give understanding, not others. So, it's also good that if there's you, you know what I'm talking about with him" Mauren replied.

Rendra shook her head, "No, I trust you. But, may I ask for one condition?"

"What conditions?"

"It's enough to meet him, not next time" Rendra pinta said.

"Yes, my intention is also only once, only complete a few things that are still stuck. If you marry me, there will be no more burden."

"Yes." Yeah."

Not long after, Rendra said back home. Mauren led him to the gate. Then, Mauren returned home and went straight to the room. There, she replies to Jeevan's message, telling him that she wants to meet and talk. Finally, they agreed to meet at a cafe not far from the electronics store where Jeevan worked.

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Matcha latte cold, a drink that Mauren chose while waiting for Jeevan who he said just came out of the store. Today, he was determined to tell everything so that Jeevan would be willing to take it off. He did not want his second marriage to be overshadowed by the past.

About five minutes later, Jeevan came and sat in front of Mauren. He said a lot of apologies for being late. Understandably, he was only allowed out after entering lunch hour.

"Not order a meal?" ask Jeevan.

"I'm not, I'm still full. If you want please order," replied Mauren.

"I want to eat alone, not good dong." Jeevan smiled broadly. So, he called the waiter and ordered two servings of Mauren's favorite food.

"Chat while eating better" Jeevan continued. Mauren simply responded with a slow nod.

Before starting the conversation, Mauren first spent the rest of the matcha latte. Then, reach into his bag and grab things from Jeevan last night.

"I can't accept this, I'm getting married" Mauren said, offering the items.

Jeevan clenched, again the word 'marriage' made him cramped.

"Why should he? I've changed, why don't you understand?" said it.

"Don't you know it's me or you?" Mauren flips the talk.

"You think betrayal is trivial, but for me it is a big thing. I loved you very much, but you were disappointed very much. Did you never think, how painful my heart is, how difficult it is to heal that wound?" concluded Mauren.

"But I've changed."

"What's with changing things coming back?"

"No, but it can be repaired. All men are guilty, you should understand" replied Jeevan.

Mauren shook his head, "You still don't understand how I feel. Still selfish and wants to feel good about yourself."

"Whatchu mean? I've really changed, Mauren."

Mauren took a deep breath, "You're upset right after knowing my relationship with Rendra?"

"More than annoyed."

"Why? But between us is there no relationship?" fishing pole Mauren.

"But you are my ex-wife and I still love you" Jeevan replied quickly.

"Only ex, right? What about my position first? I'm obviously your legal wife, who still loves you. But you betrayed me. When I was angry and opposed your relationship with Elsa, you chose her instead. Now we are divorced and the iddah is over. But, why do you still not accept that I'm with someone else? In fact, you used to be in a relationship with other people when we were together. And again, don't be pretentious to say marriage isn't a toy, because obviously you're playing with marriage." Mauren spoke at length.

"I .. i___"

"You don't forget, how I sacrificed so much for you. While we are still fiancee, I bear the medical expenses of the late Father. I drained my own savings, to keep your image in front of my family. And Elsa, you know how close we are. I consider him like a brother. A million and two for me is no problem. No matter what the difficulty, I always help. But, you guys stabbed me in the back. Imagine how disappointed and hurt I am for you!" keep Mauren.

"I'm sorry" Jeevan lamented.

"Yes, it's just an apology you can do because everything happened. No matter how much you change, you cannot heal my broken heart. For that, stop bringing me back. Let me be happy with others" Mauren replied.

"But why should he? You haven't known him long. It could be that he's a bad guy and you'll get hurt again." Jeevan is still not willing to release Mauren with Rendra.

"He's not as bad as you think" said Mauren.

"But the human heart is easily changed. How to know___"

"Yes, you are right. The human heart is easily changed, which originally looks good, can be a traitor. What initially looks soft, can turn evil. With Rendra it could have been hurt, but ... coming back with you the chance of injury is much greater." Mauren cut Jeevan's words calmly.

"It's not like that, Mauren."

Mauren is indifferent. He got up and walked over to Jeevan, then lowered his head and whispered in Jeevan's ear.

"I told you one thing so you could hate me."

"What do you mean?" Jeevan frowned.

"The togetherness of Elsa and Ezra, as well .. Your missing cheque, has something to do with me," Mauren replied still in a whisper.

"What!" Jeevan flinched and spontaneously looked at Mauren, who had now commented on the slanted smile.

"You know very well what my nature has been, but I can do all that. You should now realize how hurt I am because of you. I'm lucky I chose to leave, because if I take you back, I could do more than that." After whispering a sentence that gave Jeevan the creeps, Mauren stepped away. He did not care about Jeevan who had trouble swallowing.

"Mauren is a graceful and gentle-hearted woman, but I have turned her into a cruel person, and .. I also did the same to Elsa." Jeevan sat up while imagining his attitude as Elsa complained about Mauren's attitude. He did not believe it and even cornered the woman. Until finally, Elsa leaves and returns for revenge.

"The pleasure I do .. as a result of this. Ah, what kind of man am I?" Jeevan blinked quickly as his eyes started to heat up.

Shortly after, the waiter came and served the dish.

"Please enjoy, sir!"

"Take it back, Ma'am, I don't eat it" Jeevan replied.

"But it's done, sir."

"It's okay, just for me." Jeevan tried to smile.

"Well, thank you very much, sir."

After nodding, Jeevan got up and walked away. His mind is very messed up at the moment.

However, Jeevan's steps came to a halt when he arrived near the door. The waiter who had delivered the order shouted to him.

"Sir, Sir! Mr. blue shirt, don't go yet!"

Jeevan turned, "What's the matter?"

"The bills haven't been paid, sir," replied the waiter.

Jeevan stunned. It turns out that the phrase 'please message' means own message and pay for yourself.

Seriate...