Ma Queen ROSE's
Rose: Trying to Let Go
Mona lay still with a blank look fixed towards the ceiling of the room. To the right of the bed was Grandpa Niel who was hugging Grandma Shiren's shoulder. The faces of both of them looked gloomy.
"Why don't you just let me die?" mummified Mona lirih. From the corner of his eye dripped a clear liquid that flowed towards the ear. Mona crying.
"Darling, please don't talk like that, son. You shouldn't hurt yourself like this. That's not true" Grandma Shiren said as she pressed her chest that felt tight.
"Your grandmother was right, Mona. What you did last night was so wrong. God strongly condemns His people who died by suicide. You'll forever be lost in the dark, Mona. Suicide will not end the misery you felt while still living in the world. The ones you have are going to suffer even more there. You'll be so sorry!" timpal's Grandpa Niel tried to advise the granddaughter who almost died last night from ingesting poison.
Mona sobbing. He then wriggled, trying to break free from the rope ties wrapped around his hands and feet. Yes, after last night Mona almost succeeded with her desire to end her life, suddenly there were two guards who entered the room. The pill that was already in his throat was finally forcefully removed by the two guards by hitting his nape very strongly. After that Mona was laid on the bed then her legs and hands were tied very strongly. If you're wondering where Mona got the poison from, the answer is Mona stole it from the room she visited with Resan. You guys remember not with the sweet purple? It's this poison Mona wanted to ingest last night. Mona was really desperate. She did not want to ruin the happiness of Adam and Rose, so decided to just die so as not to feel hurt by their love. Mona realizes that her feelings are very wrong, but she is helpless. Everything about her life had already revolved around just Rose, nothing else. So you can imagine for yourself what kind of pain Mona is suffering from knowing that Rose is pregnant? His world was broken and dark. He's lost.
"I like Rose" I'm Mona. "And I don't want to be the one who is among their happiness. I knew I was wrong, but I was helpless. I lost to this unworthy feeling, Grandma. I'm weak."
"I don't blame the feelings that come to your heart at all, Mona. I'm even very familiar."
Because of daydreaming, neither Mona nor her grandparents realized that actually Rose had been there. But he just stood quietly by the door, leaning on his mother's shoulder. Spoiled isn't it? And this is all the desire of the baby who suddenly wants to continue to be close to his future grandmother.
"R-Rose, k-you ....
"Yes, it's me" Rose said. "I heard everything you said and I already know that you like me. Why?"
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Mona's face turned pale hearing Rose's words that turned out to have known about her feelings. Mona was confused, she did not know what to behave like now
"Don't panic, Mon. I'm not mad at you."
"But, Rose. Me ... I," ....
"Relax, Mona. Don't think too much about something you don't know the truth about. Don't panic, okay?" grizelle said as she invited Rose to come closer to Mona. After that Grizelle smiled towards Grandpa Niel and Grandma Shiren who looked so sad.
"Uncle, Auntie, don't worry. I'm sure Mona can definitely pass one more test so her life can go back to normal like the other girls. Think of last night as the end of all the bitterness he's been through."
"I mean Aunt Grizelle what? Returned normal? The exam? What's?" cecar Mona is confused.
Rose positioned herself by sitting next to Mona. While giving an explanation, he opened one by one the rope that binds the body of his best friend. Rose felt very very very sliced when she found that the rope marks on Mona's body left a wound that was quite bad. It looks like Mona had a strong enough revolt after being tied up, so her body skin to peel like this.
"Mona, do you remember not being with a psychiatrist who's been dealing with the trauma you've been through?" ask Rose gently.
"That's very much related, Mona. Because he's the one you have this kind of feeling for me. Now tell me honestly, you've actually remembered about the incident that started our meeting, haven't you?"
Grizelle, Grandma Shiren and Grandpa Niel both rounded their eyes in shock at the question posed by Rose. The three of them then looked at Mona very deeply. Really, no one thought at all that Mona had actually remembered the dark incident. Various kinds of thoughts were raging in the minds of each of the old people who were there, imagine the pain that some time is hidden alone by the figure of a girl who now looks awkward and also restless.
"That, I was actually ... that time I was ... I," ....
"Missy?"
"Y-yeah, Rose. When I was taken to the forest by Mr. Agler's men, I immediately remembered all the events. But I decided to keep quiet because I .. I don't want to part with you. I'm comfortable with this feeling, Rose. Sorry!" mona was nervous. He did not even dare to move or look at the faces of the people who were there. Too embarrassing, he thought.
Silent.
Soon, weeping came out of Mona's mouth. The girl looked very depressed, she felt like she was being judged. Grizelle who heard what Mona had in mind tried to comfort her. He was very sorry for the fate of Agler and his men.
"Mona, your life won't end like this, baby. The taste you crave for Rose is just an illusion. You don't really love her, but you're forced to like her. Trust Auntie, you're a perfectly normal girl. You can live side by side with men. So convince your heart yes, because here we are all ready to help you get back on the right path. Okay?" persuade Grizelle while stroking Mona's head.
"Auntie, but I just want Rose. I ... I love him very much. I don't want anyone else" said Mona, fidgeting as she learned to open her heart to a man.
"Yes Aunt knows. But Auntie will still help you open up new sheets. It's okay if you haven't been able to let go of your feelings completely, it doesn't matter. You can do it slowly according to what makes you feel comfortable. Don't be afraid, will you?"
"My mom was right, Mona. Just love me if it makes you happy. But you also have to promise to learn to let go of those feelings slowly. You're the only friend I have, Mona. And I want to see you live a happy life like me. Having a husband, a household, and a child. You don't want to feel how happy you are when you're pregnant, hm?" rose rubbed her stomach.
Mona fell silent. His eyes were fixed on Rose's stomach where there was a little angel growing up. Mona begins to worry, as if a huge magnet is pulling her to follow what Rose and her mother say.
Should I try it? But can I?
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