Ma Queen ROSE's
Rose: Anxiety of Hearts
Mona curled up in the corner of the room in a very chaotic condition. Her eyes swelled up and the tip of her nose reddened from crying for too long. Despite eating the ice cream made by the grandmother, the sweet taste of the food is still not able to cover the pain of his heartbreak. Mona desperately needs Rose this second too. He needs the cure.
"Do you know that I'm suffering a lot right now, Rose? Because of Adam, now you don't have time to pay attention to me. That day you said you wanted to see me, but until I recovered you didn't keep the promise you made yourself. Is it that easy for you to dump me, Rose? What fault?" muttered Mona with a blank look.
Mona's close relationship with Rose makes her very dependent. Mona was always looking for Rose every taste of it came. It was a pain that only he knew. But now, Mona no longer has the right to just indulge in her best friend. He's been isolated. He was alone, just like he had experienced a few years ago.
"I didn't know it was going to hurt like this, Rose. I didn't know it would feel this bitter. Wh why? What shortcomings? All this time I've always turned a blind eye to everything you do. I always make you a priority over all my needs. But Rose, but why are you replying to me so cruelly? You're greedy, Rose. You're greedy!" mona's rampage began to spiral out of control.
Tok tok tok tok
Just as Mona was about to hurt herself, suddenly from the outside came the sound of a window knock. Mona immediately swallowed. Bad thoughts begin to haunt when Mona begins to guess who dares to come in the night.
"W-who?" asked Mona to vent.
"I."
This sound... Oh, my God, that's Rose's voice.
Mona quickly ran towards the window. So happy, he forgot to tidy up his very messy appearance. Mona's feelings immediately erupted as she saw her best friend standing outside the window. Although her face was very flat, it did not make Mona feel disappointed. For him it is enough to look at the eyes of this girl who is very in his tribe.
"Zinc!"
Without asking for permission, Rose entered Mona's room by jumping through a window. He then looked around the room. His gaze cheered to feel how cold the atmosphere inside this room was.
"R-Rose, why did you enter through the window. Why not just go through the front door" Mona asked as she squeezed the end of her shirt. She was so scared that Rose would open the closet where she had thousands of photos. Yes photo. Candid photos that she uses to fulfill her fantasies.
"I want to be a bat" said Rose.
"To-bat?"
Rose nodded. He then turned around, noticing the state of this geeky girl who looked extremely pitiful. Unable to see Mona's condition like this, lovingly Rose gave her a hug. He knew that his friend was in a storm of feelings.
"Don't be in the pendam. Just tell me."
"What do you mean, Rose?" mona closed her eyes.
This embrace is the cure of all medicine. The pain that Mona had felt was like melting as soon as Rose hugged her. This is what Mona can't get out of her mind. Because only this hug can make him feel safe and comfortable.
"Where were you this afternoon? I went around looking for you but I didn't find it. You mad at me?" rose asked before finally breaking down the embrace.
"I .. I," ....
"Mona!" call Rose in a soft voice. He hates to see people stutter.
"I'm-I, that's .. I suddenly felt unwell. So I went straight home as soon as you finished playing the piano. Sorry Rose, I did not have time to say goodbye to you because my body can not be compromised," replied Mona berkilah.
Yes Rose, I'm angry. I'm angry to see Adam so attentive to you. I'm angry because now you have someone else besides me. I'm so angry, Rose. I'm mad!
"Rosee!"
Rose smiled slightly seeing her friend sulking. He then led Mona to lie down on the bed. Like an older sister, Rose painstakingly enveloped Mona's body and sat down next to her. He then looked at Mona who continued to hold her hand very tightly.
"Take my hand off. We don't want to cross the bridge to hell!" said Rose coldly.
"Ck, can't you just don't scare me away, Rose. You think such things can be a joke!" mona's protests goosebumps as Rose calls out the word hell.
"Who is joking. I'm serious!"
"Big, Rose!"
Mona was stunned as Rose stroked her hair. Peace, security, and happiness. If this is how Mona can forget and give up Rose for Adam. He loves this girl too much. Mona would rather die if she had to get away from Rose, she couldn't.
"Mon, there are times when people get lost in one mistake. But that doesn't mean there's no way home. I know you're heartbroken, you're hurt. But don't sacrifice yourself to look like a pathetic dog. Try to be strong, reassure your heart that you can get through this. You know not that I hate weak women? I hate to see you lose to your own feelings!" rose said full of will a purpose.
"Why are you talking like this, Rose? W-Do you know someone who broke my heart?" asked Mona nervously. He's getting restless.
Rose's gaze was so deep as she looked towards the photo hanging on the wall of her room Mona. In the photo is him and a geeky girl sitting next to the piano. The smile of the geeky girl looks very sweet, in contrast to her who only shows a flat expression.
"Know or not I don't care. I hate to see you as weak. Mona is the geeky girl who is always cheerful every day. If your attitude continues like this, then I will never want to know you again. I won't!" answer Rose firmly.
Mona's eyes moved uneasily. His breathing was also disordered when he heard this. Mona is confused as to how to deal with the pain in her heart. He certainly did not want Rose to hate him.
"Consider my words well, Mona. And one more," ....
Rose stood up from her seat then stared long at Mona who still looked puzzled.
"You and I will join the CL Group after we graduate. This is what you want, isn't it?"
Mona is unable to say anything more as Rose leaves her room through the window. Happy, that's for sure. But the happiness was lost as soon as Mona realized that CL Group is a company owned by Adamar Clarence. The other one was her husband Rose.
"Should I go to a place that would make my heart hurt?"
Tears trickled back into the corner of Mona's eyes as she imagined a relationship between Rose and Adam that would grow closer once they worked in the same company. And here the one who will sacrifice feelings is himself. Can Mona make such a sacrifice just so she can stay near Rose? Or should he stop at this point before his feelings grow. Mona was worried, she did not know which direction she should choose.
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