My First Love Story
Episode 119's

Returning from the boutique, Angga takes Kezia for a walk to a park on the banks of the Neckar river. From there they can enjoy the view of the old bridge that still stands firm. The cities of Heidelberg and Alten Brucke are like sides of two currencies that cannot be separated.

“Long right?” lirih Angga when he saw Kezia who was so enjoying the view before him.

Kezia nodded at the flow of Angga. He closed his eyes feeling the wind beating on his face. His black hair was spread by the wind that was blowing gently. Angga approached Kezia and hugged her from behind. His hands were coiled around Kezia's waist with his chin resting on Kezia's shoulders. Angga could inhale the fragrance of Kezia's hair that gently caressed her cheeks. Kezia touched Angga's cheek and rubbed it slowly.

“I'm very happy schnucki, very very happy.” whispered Angga with great feeling.

"Sure, brother should be happy. Big brother's happiness is important to me." timpal Kezia turned to Angga who was beside his face. He was looking at Kezia with a million inexplicable feelings.

“What you started loving me..”

Kezia slightly gasped at Angga's question. I don't think he can explain his own statement yet. Angga smiled faintly looking at Kezia who was just speechless. He buried his face on Kezia's shoulder, peeping and sipping slowly. “Calm down, I can see it..” wail Angga slowly.

Kezia turned his face away from Angga. He looked at the calm but rumbling water ripples at the bottom of his river. That was how Kezia felt at this moment. There were too many rumblings that he could not control and recognize. But in front of Angga he still tried to calm down. Yes, he was learning to accept the presence of Angga in his heart. Put it in a special corner that only he himself knows.

"I know, you're trying really hard schnucki. Thank you, thank you for everything." Inner Angga.

“Schnucki, will you miss me when I go?” The goose is speaking without expectation.

“Kakak said what the hell?” kezia's voice sounded raucous. Kezia let go of Angga's embrace and stepped away. But immediately Angga held Kezia's hand. He turned Kezia's body towards him. Kezia's hands tightly. The brown Netra was now staring at Kezia warmly.

“Look, if one day I leave early, please don't be sad for too long. Be strong like the kezia I used to see. Send me do’a and don't forget to miss me. Live well and always be happy. I love you, always love you.” said Angga with watery eyes.

Kezia's eyes were red and watery. It felt like the bundle of circles would soon drip out just like that.

“Look, my schnuck loves me a lot, not a thing already crying." Angga's smile this time made Kezia more crowded. "Calm down baby, I'm still here and will always be here.” said Angga while rubbing Kezia's face gently.

Kezia hugged Angga tightly. His feelings are not out of whack. Angga rubbed Kezia's back gently. Without feeling any crying broke. Angga did not let go of his embrace, so Kezia really felt calmer.

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“Nak, today you pingitan yaa same kezia, can only meet on contract. Do not try to find a gap.” said Anna seriously.

“Heemm,, Pantesan he did not prepare breakfast for me mah..”.

“Ehh who said, this is all cooking kezia. But this morning he went straight to the hospital, he said there was a patient who was serious.” explained Anna while offering breakfast favorite Angga.

“It feels exactly the same..” Angga chuckled at the end of his sentence.

“This you..” Anna rattled her son's hair with anxiety.

At the hospital Kezia is dealing with Emma. His condition worsened due to his complicated illness. Kezia made a treatment schedule for Emma to be treated by an internal medicine specialist as well. His condition is very worrying.

After struggling with her duties Kezia returned to her room. His body feels so tired.

“Key, you are still in today?” asked Fritz who was sitting next to Kezia. Kezia lowered the drinking bottle he was gulping down.

“Yes, after this I go home. I just want to make sure the condition of madam emma.”

“I think he'll be helped. The treatment plan you have compiled is very complete and scheduled.” Fritz tried to calm Kezia down.

“Iyaa hopefully..” Kezia looks so tired.

“Prepare to go home, I'll drive you.” Fritz.

Kezia immediately headed for the bathroom and changed her clothes. Fritz was waiting for him at the door.

“Why look at me like that?’ kezia asked looking at Fritz who kept looking at him.

“Tomorrow you will belong to someone else, aahh my heart hurts so much.” Grunts Fritz with veracity.

“Blessed to me Fritz.” Kezia looked at Fritz softly.

“Sure. Nothing is more important than your happiness.”

Kezia nodded with a smile. Fritz is a very nice guy. Although the friendship between a man and a woman never existed, there are still men like Fritz who have great respect for their attitudes and choices.

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Arriving at Kezia's house settles into her room. He did not want to have to meet Angga because surely his business will be very long.

“What's a brother in the house?” kezia whispered to Sarah.

“Young master from earlier in the reading room miss and big lady did not allow him to come down. Lunch was delivered to the reading room.” explained Sarah who also whispered.

“Hemm.. Hope he gag bored yes.”.

“I am sure he will not be bored, but will miss miss miss miss miss.” said Sarah with a smile.

“Ahh you are sarah.. Yes already, I went to the room first.” Kezia said.

“Good Miss.. But, will miss have dinner with the others?”

“Good miss..”.

Kezia immediately went into his room. His body feels very tired. But he didn't make it to bed, he first cleaned his body. He was in the bathroom long enough.

After his body felt completely clean he immediately went out of the bathroom and put on his nightgown. There was no sound of knocking on the door. Kezia opened the door bit by bit, worried that the one in front of her room was Angga.

“Nona, here's dinner..” Sarah is now standing in front of Kezia.

“Ooo thanks sarah.” Kezia immediately received a tray containing his dinner.

Sarah nodded her head and then nodded. Kezia closed the room door with her elbows.

He started enjoying his dinner. In front of him was a laptop that played patient care videos. Kezia devoured his food while watching the video with both ears covered in headsets. After eating, he placed the tray near the door of his room. He sat back in his bed against the door watching the video he had been playing.

“Cup!” someone kissed Kezia's head. Kezia. His eyes glared in disbelief as he looked at the person before him.

“Gosh! Brother angga!” exclaimed Kezia while taking off his headset. “Kakak why come here? Didn't I tell you we were pingitan?” kezia protest.

Angga put his index finger on Kezia's lips.

“Ssttt calm down.. Don't shout or everyone will hear your voice.” threatened Angga. Kezia nodded in agreement while tightly fusing his lips.

“Kakak why come here?” Kezia repeated his question hearing a whispering voice.

“I miss you..” watered Angga with a sweet smile on his lips.

“Yes pusnn...” cetus Kezia while patting his own forehead. “Kalo mamah know, we can be angry loh..” threatened Kezia.

“Yes again, all day I've seen you. Eat also gag in temenin.” complained Angga while bending his face that still looks handsome.

“Keep brother why come here malem-malem gini?”

“Siniii..” Angga pulled Kezia's hand gently and laid it on his side. Kezia. “Your hair is still wet and very fragrant.” continued Angga while kissing Kezia's hair.

“Kak don't kayak gini, gag well..” Kezia slightly pulled her body away but Angga held her back.

“I just want to hug you, just for a moment.” witty Angga while wrapping his hands around Kezia's waist. His eyes looked at Kezia warmly with lips that were smiling thinly. Kezia turned his face away, but Angga held him back. He buried Kezia's head in the chest of his field. “Should have told you long ago love with you..” Og Angga.

Kezia felt the beating of Angga's heart very quickly. Kezia opened his eyes and looked up at the closed Angga.

“What's a fine sister? Heart Rate big sister Cepet really.” said Kezia while rubbing Angga's chest.

“You feel it?” Angga opened his eyes and looked at Kezia who was nodding by Kezia. “I'm very nervous. Every near you my heart beats very fast.” I Angga with the truth. “Ich liebe dich, schnucki.

Kezia just smiled and looked at Angga who was looking at him. Angga brought his face closer to Kezia, very close. And it felt like Angga's lips touched Kezia's soft lips. Kezia closed his eyes. But at a glance, the shadow of Arland appeared in his mind. Until Kezia's reflex immediately turned his face away.

“We have to wait until it is completely legitimate..” said Kezia. The goose is only glued to the line of smiles that never fade.

"Sure, I'll wait for him." Angga kissed Kezia's forehead gently and then turned to her eyes, cheeks and thin lips. He placed his forehead against Kezia's forehead. Eve warm roar Angga's breath was very clearly felt on Kezia's face.

“Schnucki, how many children will we have later?” Angga asked without changing his position. He greatly enjoyed every pounding heart as Kezia was by his side.

“Two may...” says Kezia accordingly. For whatever sake Kezia's heart was pounding when he imagined he would have children with Angga.

Angga smiled slightly at Kezia's reply which felt like a new hope. “About where will we stay?” This time Angga wanted to look at Kezia more deeply. He wanted to try to dive into the heart of the girl he loved so much.

Angga rose from his bed that Kezia followed. It felt as if his body had turned heated up if it continued to be in its previous position.

“Hemm. We're both staying. As you ask, we'll enjoy our time together."

“Emm I thought, sean will come with us. But after we honeymoon ya... I gag want the little boy to be a bully.” ketus Angga while chuckling. Kezia nodded in agreement. “You know, I really love Sean like my own son. He will take care of you and our children. And thank you you for loving him so much. And it looks like we should immediately give sean sister.” Angga seductress while lifting Kezia's chin. His gaze is so deep that it feels like a blow to Kezia's heart. Such is the happiness of Angga today. “Thank you, have chosen to be by my side..” added Angga. He grabs Kezia's hand and kisses her gently leaving Kezia speechless.

“Good , good night schnucki..beautiful dream.” Angga. It was enough that he revealed everything he wanted to say and listened to everything he wanted to hear from Kezia.

“Goodnight brother..”

Angga got up from Kezia's bed.he walked out of Kezia's room. Kezia was still glued to the bed with her hands touching her lips. Angga opened Kezia's room door and waved his hand before closing the door. Kezia replied with a smile.

When the shadow of Angga was already invisible, Kezia closed his eyes and exhaled a few times.

“Kak, sorry I. To this day I still can't forget him. The more I try, the more I can't forget. But I will continue to learn, learn to love big sister, please wait for me.” shrewd Kezia who without her noticing tears just dripping on her cheeks.

His shoulders were shaking from the broken cries. He closed his own mouth for fear that his voice would be heard by someone else. In fact, the hardest thing he had to do, not learn to love Angga but try to forget Arland.

His little heart always felt guilty towards Angga. Angga loved him so much but Kezia still did not fully put Angga in his heart as the only man.

"Sorry...."

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