My First Love Story
Episode 133

“Key come with me.” Arland pulled Kezia's hand in a hurry.

“Land, I'm doing the dishes again, what's the matter?”

“Udah come first..”

Arland took Kezia to his room and shut the door.

"Why are you Land? Chat aja chat, gag need in the room.” protest Kezia while holding the buttons of his shirt, somehow the scary thought suddenly appeared in Kezia's head.

Arland placed Kezia in his bed. “You must explain what I saw. Who is momy, dady and chest.” Arland looked at Kezia questioningly. It felt like he had to hear an explanation from Kezia himself.

The brown bead stared fixedly at Kezia, making his eyeballs move to the right and to the left so that it could not be immersed in Arland. It felt like Kezia's blood was rustling back to get a look at the site like that.. “Gag want!” reject Kezia while crossing her arms around her chest with her face turned away.

“Key, I gag again joking..” Arland confronts Kezia's body before him. He looked at Kezia expectantly. Looking at the pair of eyes that were fixed on him, Kezia finally gave up.

“Okey, momy it, yes momy her sean. The dady, yes the dady sean, already?” this time Kezia asked.

“Continue, you? Angga?”

“I?” Kezia pointed at his own nose. Arland nodded. “Yes, mima his sean, sis chest his sean. Uda, gitu.”

“So sean's a kid?” Arland hung up the question.

“Mommy's son same dady lahh...” says Kezia.

Until here it feels like the mystery has begun to be solved. The calm that Arland felt already exceeded the tranquility of getting a trillions tender. In a few moments Arland suddenly hugged Kezia tightly.

“Why did you gag kelasin from the beginning?” lirih Arland while breathing a sigh of relief. This time the pounding on his chest was not because he approached the married woman but because he felt he had rediscovered her girl. Debaran that never disappeared even after a long time that separated them.

Kezia immediately let go of Arland's embrace, he did not want to dissolve. “Ooo your mind is like complex mothers yaaa..” terka kezia.

“You mean?” Arland is confused.

“You must have thought, sean it was my son out of wedlock, I kept marrying the same brother, kept brother angga died and I became a widow. Aye right?” terka Kezia's. Arland only chuckled as Kezia's guess was just right.

“You were too mean to think of it." Kezia's sentence made Arland stop his laughter and now look at Kezia's page. "Brother is a good man. He left when we were going to ijab qobul.” recalled Kezia who felt the shadow of Angga was again present in Kezia's mind. He walked over to Arland's window and closed his eyes. It seems he is not willing if people think bad things about Angga.

Arland approached Kezia and stood right behind him. His gaze was fixed on the garden where they last met.

“I feel you love him so much.” Arland's sentence sounds deep and soft. As if there was disappointment.

Kezia opened his eyes, looking at the garden that seemed to have changed considerably. There was a deep breath just before he chimed in on Arland's statement. "Well, I love him so much. And I'm sorry I couldn't return her love." Yes, Kezia was very sorry because until the end of the age of Angga, he never said that he loved her very much because the feeling was never there.

Either Arland must be happy or cry to hear Kezia's confession but he feels sure that Kezia's feelings are still for him.

"Is it because I'm still in your heart, key?" Arland ventured to ask.

Kezia was just glued to his place. I want her heart to scream saying Yes! No one could replace Arland in his heart. But it feels better to keep his own feelings. He does not want anyone to get hurt because of the rest of the feelings he should not have.

Kezia turned to look at Arland who was fixated behind him. Right, this time he dared to look at Arland. He tried to hold his feelings for a while. He wanted to let go of something he shouldn't have tied up.

"Land, our relationship ended 11 years ago. Gag is pointless we still hold feelings for each other. I am happy with my choice and you should be happy with it. Hmm...." Kezia smiled at the end of his sentence. The hard-earned smile he showed to make everything look fine.

"Key, the gag never ends between us." Arland grabbed Kezia's hand and grasped it tightly. His eyes look red and watery. "Either 11 years ago or even today, my feelings still remain the same maybe even much increased. You've always been the only one here. And I'm sure you feel the same way, don't you?" Arland placed Kezia's hand on his left chest. He could feel the pounding heart of Arland changing rapidly as it used to when they were together.

Kezia looked at Arland. It felt as if his blood was boiling and churning like the pounding of waves. True, even his feelings never changed for Arland, but the condition is different at this time. There is Difa that Arland has tied up with a commitment. From the way Difa looked at and treated Arland, Kezia realized it was all an expression of her deep feelings. He could not just end the feeling of Difa.

"Don't hurt the woman you've committed to land. She's given her whole heart and life to you, don't make me a bad woman for seizing the feelings you're supposed to give her." The words just flowed from Kezia's mouth. He rubbed the chest of the Arland field while smiling crazily. This time he could not look at the lake.

Arland's forehead seemed wrinkled it felt like he still could not understand Kezia's sentence completely. Commitment? With whom he made that commitment, it seems he never issued a statement to make a commitment with anyone. But he did not think too much about it, he only focused on the feelings of Kezia who seemed to still be the same.

“Key, we start again everything from scratch. We give them a chance for our relationship. Assume this is the first time we met, hem..” Arland grabbed Kezia's hand and then kissed her gently. In his face Kezia's face was fixed and slowly his right hand grabbed Kezia's nape and he stuck his forehead on Kezia's forehead.

Kezia just fell silent. He could feel Arland's warm breath blowing through his face. It feels so thrilling at once scary. He was afraid of getting back dissolved and could not control his feelings.

“I love you mhiu, will always love..” stressed Arland.

Slowly, Kezia's thin lips were smothered but Kezia was silent as she closed her eyes. He was hacked the second time and Kezia replied to him. I don't know why Kezia couldn't resist. There was such a strong urge as he realized Arland's heart still belonged to him. Once he was selfish and once he betrayed Arland's commitment. After this he would completely release the man before him.

They fenced for quite a while, sipping each other and exchanging saliva. Many times Kezia took a breath and Arland gave freedom in between his passion that he could not stop. The longer, Arland smeared* Kezia's lips deepened to the sound of only the sound of his decapitation and his second breath hunting.

Kezia buried his face in Arland's chest as perky as ever. The fragrance that he always remembered and stored even in his subconscious. He misses Arland, he misses Arland a lot.

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On the way home they looked awkward. Sean continued to chatter and only Arland responded. Sean asks to stay at Arland's apartment, but Kezia forbids him. I don't know why Sean is so receptive to new people and that's Arland. They laughed compactly and discussed the actual chatter not much but very make both excited.

Arland's car stopped in front of the gate of Kezia's house when the atmosphere of the house was already very quiet. Kezia went down while holding Sean's hand which was followed by Arland.

“Where are you going?” kezia asked when she saw Arland following her.

“Nganterin you to dalem lah..” answer casually Arland.

“Gag try, at most mamah same papah already sleeping. You go home ajaa.” Kezia flips Arland's body and pushes him away.

“Heemm okay, but until greetings I same om and aunt yes..” Kezia just nodded. "Tomorrow I anterin your car." continued Arland who still wanted to talk to Kezia.

"Yes, yeah... I'm there." this time Kezia's tighter.

Arland poked his lips withstanding a smile. From the look of his face reddened, he was sure Kezia still could not forget the incident earlier this afternoon, as he still felt the sweetness of melu*t Kezia's lips with passion.

“Okey, good night hotshot!” arland exclaimed as he rubbed Sean's head.

“Be careful on the road onkle.” reply Sean. Arland befell him with a thumbs-up.

“Nite mhiu..” whispered Arland while peeling Kezia's forehead.

Kezia flinched, he did not expect Arland to do so. Until the moment Arland waved his hand and passed with his car, Kezia still had not fully recovered his consciousness.

"Come on mimaaaa." Sean pulled Kezia's hand which was just pecking.

"Oh yes, dear..." Kezia followed Sean's steps.

The shadow of Arland's car is out of sight, Kezia and Sean rush in. Eliana and Martin seemed to have fallen asleep because the clock was almost 10 p.m. Kezia accompanied Sean for a while to change clothes and read the story, until Sean fell asleep.

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Worrying, the only feeling Kezia was feeling right now. Not without reason the feeling is present. He re-enters Arland's life and may slowly grow his feelings for Arland. On the one hand she feels happiness but on the other she feels she is the most evil woman because she expects something she should not expect.

The actor, PHO and other ngetrend terms associated with being a destroyer of other people's relationships suddenly popped into Kezia's mind as she recalled what she had done with Arland. He closed his eyes as he tried to catch his breath as his feelings turned increasingly unnatural.

"Why should I be this bad?" lirih Kezia to herself.

He looked at his face from the reflection of the glass, it felt like there were 2 horns that appeared on his head. The shadow of Arland and Difa comes ssilih alternately to make his feelings more cornered.

"I'm sorry, I should have gag ever appeared again in arland's life." cried Kezia with a thousand regrets on his chest. He could not imagine what he should do if one day Difa knew what he was doing with Arland. Getting angry? Sure Have. Hated her? Very likely.

Kezia ruffled his own hair that was still wet because he had not had time to dry. He condemned what he had done that was clearly wrong. It felt like he had no face if one day Difa came to see him. He buried his face on the pillow while clenching his hands in annoyance. I swear, he hates his evil self like this.

Before long, there was a ringing call from a square object that lit up next to him. An anonymous number teased Kezia from her reverie. Kezia tried to sit up straight before answering his call. Maybe this is from one of his colleagues or maybe a nurse in the hospital.

"Good night, with me doctor kezia." said Kezia who tried to smile at the end of his sentence.

"Key.." a heavy and deep voice of course Kezia knew him.

"You want what else?!" kezia exclaimed as he ruffled his hair violently.

"Key, what's wrong? Did I make a mistake?" asked the surprised Arland in his place.

"Yes! You're wrong!" sahut Kezia's. "No, I was wrong!" In a short time he changed his words. "I was wrong because I came home. I was also wrong because I got carried away and I was also wrong because we shouldn't have met. Yep! I'm wrong." Cerocos Kezia is erratic. He sniffled at the end of his sentence. I swear by whatever he hates right now.

"Key, what's wrong? You gag wrong and gag you should be beating yourself up." Arland tried to calm Kezia down even though he actually did not understand what made Kezia so upset.

"What is wrong gag?! I was wrong because I was serving people's husbands! I was also wrong because I still felt happy when I met you. I'm wrong land, so wrong!" gertak Kezia who really sobbed.

Hearing Kezia's words, it felt like Arland could not continue his conversation by phone. "We're solving the problem now, you wait for me" Arland said shortly before ending his call.

Kezia did not reply, his phone just fell. There was nothing else he needed to talk to Arland about.

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