My First Love Story
Episode 121

“Kak Angga!” kezia's newly awakened shout from his stupor.1 hour passed by just like that and Kezia spent it in a state of unconsciousness.

“Honey..” Eliana hugs Kezia with a full frenzy.

“Kak where is mah?” kezia asked immediately to release Eliana's embrace.

But Eliana just shook her head. Kezia realized that he was in Angga's room. The atmosphere of the room which was self-contained as a bridal room with flowers and dim lights, made Kezia feel very crowded.

Kezia immediately got up and ran out of Angga's room. People were gathered in the living room with Angga's body in their midst. Kezia, who was still wearing her wedding dress, immediately ran over, down the stairs until she almost fell down.

Indira immediately approached Kezia who was running in an uncertain direction. Kezia did not respond. He immediately rested in front of the body of Angga who had been shrouded in a shroud.

“Tante, this is okay? Why is it that I am diginin? Later he was tight..” asked Kezia while opening the cloth cover of Angga's face.

“Key, no, don't be like this. Angga is gone, you have to be strong.” Indira held Kezia's hand. Kezia.

“Sister, brother just sleeps, he's soybean. It's time for lunch and medicine. I haven't cooked, sis angga must be laper, right kak?” said Kezia while staring at the handsome face of Angga. Of course Angga does not flinch. His white face looks very handsome with a line of smiles that always warms Kezia's heart. “Liat, brother likes a prank. She fucked me, pretended to sleep gini. Let's get up, we have lunch..” said Kezia who tried to smile.

Kezia's heart grimaced to find Angga who did not respond to anything. “Kak angga gag denger I brother, try brother help me build him." Kezia looked at Indira but Indira could only sob. "Om, please help kezia wakein sis angga,” Kezia tugging Mahesa's clothes and only crying becomes the answer. “Tante anna, let's help me. Later brother angga late to take medicine if gag wake up now.” whine Kezia who then tugged at Anna's hand.

“Sayang...” Anna's voice came back sobbing while rubbing Kezia's cheek. The bitterness that Kezia felt, of course, he felt it.

“Sean, here son, help mima wakein chest. Momy, nena same popo gag want to help mima..” continued kezia while pulling Sean's small hand. But suddenly Indira pulls Kezia's hand and

“PLAK!” a slap landed on Kezia's cheek.

Kezia touched her painful face. Indira looked at Kezia with a stifled cry. His lips were trembling, but there was not a word he could say. All eyes were on Kezia and Indira.

“You are aware of the key, you have already left! He might be back. Please don't be like this. Look, he's been asleep quietly. You have to accept it, take it. Let's go quietly.” Rattled Indira while shaking Kezia's body.

Kezia just drooped. It turned out to be more painful Indira's words than a hard slap on her left cheek.

“But last night brother angga said he wanted to have a child with me soon. We will have 2 children and will be a good sister to sean. We'll stay in the apartment, and Sean comes with us. We're going on honeymoon but..”.

“Quite key, enough...” isak Indira while hugging Kezia tightly.

“Kak angga ninggalin I sak.. kak angga go ninggalin me...” lirih Kezia while sobbing with so poignant.

He returned Indira's embrace tightly while squeezing Indira's clothes. Eliana and Anna embrace Kezia and Indira. They cry in embrace.

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2 Days passed, Kezia still confined herself in the room of Angga who would previously be her bridal room. He sat on the bed with both hands on his knees, never budging.

Indira, Anna, and Eliana gave him food, but he never touched one. On his lap he hugged the Angga bridal suit which had many blood stains. He held it firmly as if he had never let it go.

In Kezia's mind, only the shadow of Angga filled the cavity of his head. All the memories of Angga kept spinning over and over in his head. His grip, warm embrace, gentle kiss to the whisper of his voice made Kezia hallucinate imagining Angga still at his side.

That day, Fritz met Kezia at Mahesa's family home. He carried a box of goods in his hand. Indira opens the door for Fritz. The atmosphere of the room was so quiet. The red rose petals were still strewn across the bed and started to wither. The dimly lit, warmly lit lights refracted in Kezia's sad pretty face.

Looks Kezia who is still glued there. Playing with his own mind. I don't care who comes near it.

“He must be sad there, seeing you like this..” Oozed Fritz. But Kezia ignored him. Fritz took a deep breath. “He loves you so much, so love you. He said, if one day he leaves, I have to take good care of you. Hemh. There is a man who can take care of you as well as he can. How could he leave the woman he loved in this condition. If he was in front of me, I would hit him in the face and say, Look what he did to the woman he loved. I would laugh with satisfaction and leave him with many wounds on his face. Unfortunately, he left before I could do anything. He never gave me time to take you away from him. Even when he's gone, your thoughts are only about him. There is nothing else.Even a cry does not mean anything to you.” raved Fritz.

Kezia glanced at Fritz who was beside him.

“What is sean okay?” kezia asked with a trembling voice.

“He is fine. I've already infected him. The fever is too high.” replied Fritz.

“Why can he have a fever?” kezia asked while looking at Fritz with a worried look.

“He never eats, just like you. You're the ones who used to torture yourself to show affection. Why?” without listening to Fritz further, Kezia immediately got up and ran towards Sean's room on the 1st floor.

Indira and Fritz followed him from behind. In the living room, there was Mahesa and Anna who were simply ignored by Kezia. They were flabbergasted to see Kezia coming out of the room running.

Kezia opened Sean's room door slowly. Sean was lying on a standard infusion beside him. Kezia sat down next to Sean. His body still has a fever. In his eyes the face of little Sean is so innocent.

“Mima, please don't cry, don't grieve.. Sean will take good care of the mima, like the promise of the same chest..” muttered Sean mangigau.

Tears that had dried again dripped on Kezia's face. He clutched Sean's body.

“Any mealtime, he's waiting for you at the key dining table. But you gag out of the room too. He stood in front of your room and did not dare to enter because he remembered the message of pride so as not to bother you while you were in the room. Until finally this afternoon he fainted.” The light of Indira who stopped just like that because of her broken cry.

Fritz rubbed Indira's shoulder.

Kezia. The crying is back. After Angga died, he no longer cried, just sculpting and mute. Her tears had dried up. But looking at Sean at this moment, his heart was truly sad and deeply regretful.

“Pardon mima sean, should not mima seegois this..” said Kezia.

Hearing Kezia's sobbing, Sean opened his eyes. He looked at the face of the woman who was holding him.

“Mima, what is this mima?” sean's hand raised touched Kezia's cheek. Kezia nodded. He grabbed Sean's hand and kissed him “Mima, sean's head hurts, sorry sean can't keep mima well.

Kezia could not say anything he hugged Sean tightly.

“Pardon my dear, forgive mima..” said Kezia with a hiccup. Sean smiled, warmly smacking Kezia's cheek.

“Sean dear mima, please mima don't hurt. Later chest angry..” said Sean.

“Dear baby, Mima won't hurt. Sean also had to be cured cepet, hem?”

Sean nodded. Indira was really relieved, finally she could hear Kezia's voice again.

Kezia makes porridge for sean. His favorite porridge when eating with the mango. He prepared everything himself. Anna and Eliana want to ban it but Indira asks her to let it go.

By taking care of Sean, Kezia can distract him and his grief after the stay of Angga. So thought Indira.

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