Beautiful Affair
BA #51 - Difficult Choices

"I want to tell you, actually, my memory's been back since I went to the hospital again."

"W-what?" Alira was flabbergasted at Daniel's confession, she looked at her husband deeply, hoping that Daniel was just joking but what was seen in her eyes was just honesty.

"Sorry, Al. I had to not tell you," Daniel said regretfully, he looked at Alira with such sadness that Alira was speechless.

"I was forced to lie, I did this hoping you would take me back, start our relationship all over again" Daniel said, leaving Alira only to gawk.

"In this way?" Alira asked with a voice stuck in her throat.

"I know, this is wrong. That's why I'm sorry, Al." Alira really does not know what else to say, he always received an apology from Daniel for all his arbitrary treatment, now he also receives an apology because the soldiers he lied to?

"Actually ... when do you really want to apologize to me? huh uh?" Sizzle Alira with a deep frown and a gaze that was already filled with wounds. "When are you sorry not just the words on your lips?"

"I beg you, Al. Love me a chance once more" Daniel said. "After the accident, I realized, I could die at any time, I only live once. That's why I want to fix my life, I want to fix our marriage, Al. I want to make you happy."

Alira could only massage his temple, he did not expect it turned out that Daniel had been deceiving him all this time. And what did he say? To fix everything?

"I had to lie, because if you knew I remembered all I wanted, you would have left me."

"So you don't want me to leave you?" Alira asked sharply and of course Daniel immediately nodded. "Why?" Ask Alira.

"Because I love you so much, Alira. I can't lose you" replied Daniel who made Alira laugh cynically.

"You don't love me, Daniel. You love only yourself" sizzled Alira sharply and then she got out of bed and was about to leave the room but Daniel prevented her.

"Please!" Daniel made his condolences, even kneeling before Alira. "Please, Alira! Love me a chance once again, I want to improve myself too."

"That promise keeps coming from your lips, Daniel. But it only gets to your lips because you never change and will never change!" Jerit Alira emotion.

"Over the last few months, do you think the money I've made wasn't a change?" Daniel asked suddenly. "for these few months, I have not acted possessively with you, I let you be more free, Alira. And do you know how hard it is to try to change myself? Moreover, I always imagined the affair of my parents. It's very difficult, but I keep trying, so you're comfortable being by my side. And did you know? When I'm mad at you, it's not because I don't believe in you, but I don't believe in myself, Al. I was scared, always scared. And I'm trying to fight my fears, I know you're not like my mom, or anything. I know, you're every bit the same me. "

Alira could only be astonished to hear Daniel's heart, especially true, during these months, since Daniel had an accident, Daniel changed a lot, being more humane to Alira.

And Alira's heart slipped upon hearing Daniel's last words, faithful? Does he believe Alira is loyal to him?

"I beg you, Al. If after this I'm rude to you again, if I curb you again, you can leave, because that means I failed to change."

Alira was still silent, not knowing what to say and what to do. He looked into Daniel's eyes, and he saw such honesty and hope there.

But on the other hand, no matter if Daniel has now turned into a real angel, Alira's heart can not return to him, because his heart has been handed to Ryan.

"I beg you, Al. Just one last chance..."

Tbc....