Dusk Sky
Preparation

Most pregnant women will certainly be confused when buying equipment for the baby who will be born soon.

So too with Dusk. But he can still use his logic rather than his passion for shopping.

Both couples just bought their baby's basic needs. Shortages can follow later.

Most importantly, they have bought cribs, baby cabinets, stroller and various toiletries. Not to forget the pumping tool and a whole set of equipment including a dozen dots.

Now they are choosing cute clothes for their baby.

"That's funny huh, ayy? baby must be so pretty wearing this."

Yep. Their first child was a girl.

Initially Dusk forbade doctors to tell the sex of the baby in the womb. But Baskara who was already very curious, forced.

Baskara said, if they know the gender. They can prepare all the needs to the maximum. You do not have to be confused when choosing what color should be blue or pink. That will probably end in neutral colors.

Baskara wants to prepare everything according to their baby. Prepare your best without fear of being wrong.

Dusk took the dress that her husband showed her. Orange dress complete with ribbon-shaped bandana.

Researching materials and models. What is soft enough for sensitive baby skin? and is the model comfortable enough for their child to move?

Because men only know good models. No matter what their child will feel comfortable when using it.

"Yes take it. It's also good to wear."

Not too many clothes they buy. Especially dress. Because Dusk prefers clothes rompers and also warm clothes because of winter.

Tiara also told Dusk not to buy too many clothes when newborn. Because the growth of the baby is very rapid, it will not be used for long.

It is better to buy as needed and according to size. Money is not a problem for them.

Learn from Tiara's experience when having Dusk. Because baby girl clothes are so cute that they buy so much. But eventually many are not even used. What else is a complicated model.

After they finished shopping, they went to pay and ask for services between the baby supply store.

"Where else are you going, ayy?"

The two walked hand in hand, out of the baby supply store.

"She said he'd buy clothes for me, man."

"okay." Baskara immediately took his wife to another store.

"Who's here?" Dusk stopped and nailed her position so that her husband would not bring her inside.

The store that Baskara is aiming for is an underwear store with a famous brand.

Unconcerned by his wife's protest, Baskara gently pulled into the store.

"Buy night service clothes, ayy." asloh Baskara with a small ruckus.

"This seems suitable to be used fitting your stomach so big. A lot of clothes at home don't fit."

Dusk rotates his eyeballs. Not many that don't fit. But only a few clothes left because every wear must end up in the trash because it was torn by her husband.

After choosing dozens of lingerie, Baskara switched to underwear. "This is also you need ayy for later breastfeeding." Baskara shows beha busui without shame even though many women there.

It was precisely Dusk who felt ashamed with a hot flushed face. She took the boha in the hands of her husband. Take a few more pieces and head straight to the cashier to pay.

"Eh, baby. There's still something I want to buy." protested Baskara when his wife dragged him to the cashier.

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After last night Dusk immediately went to sleep after a day around the mall and made his waist feel sore. Now they both clean up what they buy.

"If the next room made a room for a baby how, ayy?"

The twilight nodded in disagreement. "I am convinced we are. We didn't live here long either. Baby time should separate rooms all."

Baskara followed his wife's will. Pushing a sizable crib into the room they occupy.

After finishing the room, Baskara brought all the clothes of their prospective children to the laundry.

While Dusk washes the pumping equipment so that it will be ready to use and stay sterilized.

Good thing ahead of this winter break Dusk is not so much a college assignment. So that now he can focus on preparing for the birth of their child. Also prepare yourself for the process later.

He also asked his mother-in-law a lot about how the process and feel of giving birth is normal. She also asked her biological mother about the experience of Caesarean delivery.

And from the conclusions he got, both of them felt pain. Both have risks to be borne.

And if anyone says that the mother who gave birth by caesarean is not a real woman, Dusk feels that it is not true.

Because whatever the process, they both bet lives. Although through surgery, it does not mean death does not lurk them.

It could be when the operation occurs bleeding or anything that causes the mother or the baby is not helped.

And want to give birth to a normal or caesarean is not the desire of the mother. Although some may plan from the beginning to give birth by surgery.

But as Dusk read, most cases of childbirth surgically is the mother who does not allow to do it normally. Either because of the position of the breech baby or the safety of the little one or the mother who is more at risk when forcing to go through the process normally.

And giving birth to normal is not easy either. That's certain. Because the mother gave birth normally it was like 20 healthy bones were broken simultaneously.

My husband cannot imagine how painful it is. That is why in the religion of the twilight, the mother is higher than a father.

If asked what is Dusk afraid of?

He clearly felt scared. Every day he thought what if later he did not manage to dodge his son safely?

What if he fails to fight for his son until birth?

Will the husband and family be disappointed in her for not being able to deliver their baby safely?

Or what if in the midst of his struggle he who died until there is no survivor both he and the baby?

Or what if he dies on the battlefield? who has to leave the child he has been waiting for for a long time?

What if he doesn't have the chance to see, kiss and hug his little daughter later?

What if he does not have the opportunity to give his milk to his beloved baby?

And there are many other ways. How it was just his fear.

But there is how he always strives in prayer. What if God gave her a chance to nurture and raise her daughter to adulthood. Can hold his daughter's little fingers until there is another hand that will replace her and the husband to look after and make their daughter happy later.

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