Dusk Sky
Relying on Yourself

no, Sky shook his head looking at the paper, the paper that was none other than the divorce papers that had been signed by Dusk and just waiting for his signature.

on the study table Sky also looked at the laptop and also the cell phone he gave her. Even as the man opened the desk drawer, a credit card that he told Dylan to make first.

sky's tears shed instantly.the flat and cold-faced man cried. The sky was too late, Dusk was gone and even his wife left without a trace, everything that came from this place he left behind, even the woman left without clothes other than the ones he wore. everything that came from this mansion he left behind.the man deeply regretted his past deeds.

"why did you leave my dear sister?" murmured the Sky in between his sobs.

The sky traced the entire room that had been occupied by his wife.he suddenly stopped his gaze on a pink-coated book lying on the bed. the man walked towards the bed where dusk was always resting his tired body.The sky then grabbed the book which seemed to be a dairy, and, the man then laid his body on the bed which still left the scent of the wife.

the sky slowly opened the diary belonging to twilight who seemed to have been accidentally left by the owner.The man tried to open the start with the first page on which the name of the wife was written.

on the first page of Dusk write it like a conversation with the mother who is gone.

dear diary

Hi mom, how are you? may you always be happy up there, you know? tonight the status of twilight has changed to a wife. the wife of her child mama Devi, her best friend's mother.The desire of the mother has been fulfilled, may the mother be happy there yes, although the Sky Brother has not loved Dusk, one day the Sky will love Dusk and make Dusk the happiest woman in the world.

"and now you love me dearly" Reply Sky.

the man went back to page after page in the book.

Ma'am, Dusk would like to ngadu. mother, is this mother's child already an adult huh? I know no, Dusk began to fall in love Mom, and it's the same husband of Dusk himself.must be asked since when the mother's daughter fell in love? the answer is, Dusk also does not know since when Dusk began to love the Sky Brother.The clear twilight feels comfortable if it is nearby.Yes, even though Kak Langit is still cold as Dusk. sometimes also Dusk is afraid to be near Kak Langit, even though the Sky Brother never hurt physical Dusk. Prayer will be Dusk ya bu, ma'am, may the Sky Brother want to cancel his intention to leave Dusk and want to open his heart to this mother's daughter.

sorry Twilight has not been able to visit the grave of the mother, Dusk did not dare to talk to Sky Brother. but Dusk will always doain mother from here.

"but brother always hurt your heart baby, forgive brother also because it has made you afraid.later after you return we to mother's grave the same yes." the man always answered all the contents of his wife's diary in between her sobs that increasingly became every time he read the curses of the wife.

the man went back to the diary page and read it one by one. up to a page whose paper was folded. The sky unfolded the paper and read it. This was no longer a curse with the mother, but rather a curse with her God.

Lord...

sick, very sick. sinful if I refuse, but accept why it is so sick.he is my husband, he has the right to me, but why he touched me when he was affected by the drug, he is my husband, not on the basis of love.even he said he would pay me for all his inadvertence that night.is that cheap as I am God? why does he seem to equate me with a cheap woman? it's painful.

now, Heaven can not say anything.he is wrong because it equates his wife with women out there. In fact, the twilight is very different.

I don't understand why this is traumatizing me? but that's what the doctor said during the examination.yes, I realized. after the Sky Brother forced me at that time, I became more and more afraid of the Sky Brother.Even as I looked at him, I realized, my body was trembling and was always reminded of that painful event, especially when she asked me to abort if I was pregnant. I'm afraid that I'm really pregnant and my Sky Brother is really asking me to abort him.

God, I don't want to get pregnant.not that I refuse, but I'm afraid that if I get pregnant but have to be forced to lose.please don't put my life in my stomach if you're going to take it again God.

Again the sky was made sobbing, now he knows why Dusk always avoids him. it turns out he experienced quite a severe trauma and it was because of him.

"forgive me dear brother, sorry." murmured Sky in between his sobs.

Again an object fell.no, not one but two objects fell from the book belonging to Dusk.

The sky grabbed the two objects.one long flat-shaped object showing two red lines there, and another photo of the USG content of Dusk. The sky was getting sobbing looking at him. This was the first time he saw his son who was still in the womb.

"son Daddy. sorry Daddy dear, Daddy hardly accept you. But believe me, now Daddy really accepts you and also your Mommy. You are healthy yes in Mommy's stomach." muttered Sky. the man continued to kiss the photo of USG Dusk.

The God that I feared was actually happening.I was really pregnant. pregnant child from my own husband.I was confused, should I be happy? or should we be sad? to be honest, I'm really happy that I'm pregnant with the child of the person I love so much, but I'm afraid of God. do I have to take the life of this innocent baby? or do I have to hold on?. That's what I thought yesterday.

and now I thank You Lord so much for giving me a way out.

Sky Brother, forgive Dusk. Dusk must go now, Dusk must save the son of Dusk.it is okay brother does not accept it, Dusk is not angry with sister. Dusk will still love sister even though brother did not reply to her. Thank you for giving the best friend for Dusk, which is a Twilight fetus.sorry sis, brother, Dusk can not comply with the desire of the Sky Brother to abort the content of Dusk. Dusk will defend it and take care of it.

sister take it easy, Dusk has prepared divorce papers that you want, and Dusk has also changed the contents of our contract agreement.although you will not see what Dusk wrote here, but Dusk still left the letter.kak Langit no need to bother looking for Dusk, because Dusk has signed everything.

good-bye, Sky, may you be happy even if you are not with me.

Goodbye My sky, may you return bright as the blue Sky after the departure of Dusk which always turns it dark.

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