Dusk Sky
Why is it Sick 2

"Don't be selfish, ayy! you are not living alone! there's Anna who depends on living with you! You should think of him too!" Baskara looks emotional. "You're not sick, you're making Anna less. What else are you sick gini rich! you want her to be released at her age now?!"

Twilight Eyes glazed. His mind is unstable. The energy is drained to do the thesis. He looked down deeply, as the clear fur fell down on his cheeks. The encouragement that Baskara always spoke every day was destroyed with just the word 'selfish'. Tired of feeling unappreciated.

He mumbled softly. "Yes, I'm selfish." The vibrations in his voice were not able to prevent. "So good because I want to go to college. I can't play my role as a wife very well. Can't be a mama who is becus, until ASI alone can't fulfill... I'm selfish." his chest feels tight, so to say he stinged.

Baskara who seemed to wake up, immediately turned panicked. "Yin.." He approached and wanted to reach for his wife, but the girl dodged. "Bu-not that, ayy. I didn't mean to do it. I just want you to care about your body"

"No need to be cleaned. I know how. I was also self-conscious." she wiped her tears violently before lifting her chin to look at the husband with a forced smile. "I'm too ambitious to go home soon."

"I'm selfish with wanting to graduate so I can have more time with you. I'm being selfish!"

"Iyaaaang... That's not it!" Baskara knelt in front of his wife who was still sitting at the bedside. "Maksu-" his sentence was cut off along with his hands that were pressed down when he would hold his wife's hand.

"I want to rest. We will talk about it."

Baskara sighed. He would not be able to talk to his wife when she was still in a bad mood.

"Yes, you rest. I made porridge. I'll wake up."

The twilight that had been lying on her back to her husband, answered softly. "Mas don't take care of me. Because it's not my job. That's my job as a wife. I don't want to be more selfish. Please take care of Anna."

Baskara sighed and left the room just like that. Not because he doesn't care. He just doesn't want to get back into his emotions. He would rather do something more useful than argue with his wife. Before baby Anna wakes up and she can't do anything.

If Dusk does not want to see a doctor, no problem. He will take good care of himself. Even though his wife refused, he did not care.

He admitted he was wrong to say such words to his wife who was clearly in a state of not well. Both physically and psychologically.

The final task alone has often made many students depressed. Not to mention his wife must be depressed because she can not give full ASI to their baby. Also depressed because he could not carry out his role as a wife.

Dusk often apologized for it. And he always calmed his wife down by saying that it was not a problem for her. Because it is the truth.

He did not say what he had said. He just wanted his wife to pay more attention to his health. Because there are their children who also depend on their lives.

He understood the position of Dusk who was still a student. Moreover, he still has no activities whatsoever. So he is happy just to run what is currently his routine.

Although he also wants to immediately return to the country. Want to immediately get a job to fulfill his duties as the head of the household. Making a living for the family from his own hard work. It is not the result of a parent's gift or her grandmother's inheritance.

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Dusk did not go back to sleep, he actually cried in silence. He was in the lowest emotional point. She is usually a strong girl. It's not easy to cry. But now he is tired, so maybe if he complains. If she cries sheds all feelings in her chest. But she also tried to think from her husband's side. And he would definitely do the same if Baskara were in his position. What else is it concerning their daughter as well.

He wiped his tears and pretended to sleep when he heard the door open. Also the sound of footsteps approaching.

As powerful as he can, he holds his sobs when a chewy and warm object hits his head. "Sorry dear." said the husband who made his chest increasingly painful to hold sobs.

"Let me take the milk, mas." she said as soon as Baskara and baby Anna came out of the bathroom.

Baskara smiled and nodded. Bring baby Anna to bed to wear clothes before being given to his wife to be given ASI.

Baskara was acting like nothing had happened before. He still invites his son and wife to joke as usual despite his wife's stiff smile.

"I take porridge, ayy. Take the medicine."

Actually, Dusk is still reluctant. His ego is still wounded. But his stomach can't be cooperated with. Moreover, it is impossible to cook alone with such a weak body condition.

So all he could do right now was nod and speak softly. "Thank you mas. Sorry to bother."

Baskara smiled bitterly. As a result of what he said, his wife became disinclined to him.

He bribed his wife hoping that she could return as before. "Never think anything weird about me, ayy."

Silent twilight did not respond. His hand rubbed the mane of his daughter who was still clinging to his chest.

"You know what I'm like... I was angry because I was worried about you."

"Yes. I know." said Dusk sighing. He had thought a lot. At least he could open his mind a little. Although the pain and annoyance also remain.

"I'm sorry for you crying." regretted Baskara. But he promised not to make his wife shed tears if not happy tears. But it was precisely he himself who became the reason for his wife's wounds and cries.

Dusk nodded. "You hug, mas."

Baskara happily carried his wife's body in his arms. Allowing the girl to shed her tears. So that there is no more tightness that is left. So that his heart can be relieved without anything stuck.

"I'm sorry... This time I let you cry. But I hope this is the last one.."

"I want to see a doctor, mas" he said at the end.

Their hugs were released because the struggling baby Anna was locked between the two.

"Are you sure you're going to the doctor?"

Dusk nodded. He wants to get well soon. He felt sorry for his son. Also the script has been pursued deadline. So he must try to heal for all to go well.

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