Dusk Sky
Why Sick?

The night is getting late. Although out there Dusk is sure there are still many people engaged in the day leading to the early hours of today. But not with his apartment that was already deserted.

Some of the lights have been extinguished and only leave the lights on the nightstand and on the study table that he sits.

The girl stretched her hands and feet with her mouth wide vaporized. He didn't realize he was sitting there that late.

When she looked at the bed, her smile grew. The sight of their husband and son who were asleep shed a little tiredness in his body.

She last heard the voices of her son and husband as she read a fairy tale book to their four-month-old daughter. The age that the little baby goes through without the full attention of a mother.

He is struggling to complete the final task in order to quickly graduate and go home on vacation next summer. For those who are sleeping. Who always gave endless injections of spirit for the day he lived. Also to fulfill his responsibility as a child to complete his education.

His expression changed softly. Now it's really little time for his little family. The focus is on doing a lot to complete the task. Hope to get satisfactory results. That can make your parents and family proud of you.

What we do must be something to sacrifice. Either time, energy and matter. And Dusk sacrificed his precious time with the princess. Making the little girl get used to being without herself and closer to her husband.

Baby Anna wasn't even sad when she left for college. But will weep wailing when not to find Baskara in sight. Even though the little baby still looks happy when he sees himself.

"Echeek.. Ehekk.." Dusk rushed to bed as soon as baby Anna cried. It seems like her little baby is hungry.

Not only did Dusk approach, but Baskara was also seen rubbing his eyes and waking up with heavy eyes.

"You haven't slept, ayy?" asked Baskara as soon as he saw the laptop and the study table lamp that was still on.

Dusk lay beside baby Anna and unbuttoned her pajamas. "Just went to sleep."

Baskara patted the head of Dusk a few times quietly. "Don't be too scared dong ayy. You've been sleeping how many hours every day lately. Eating also often forgets that it is not ingetin. Your body is getting thinner, the ASI is also reduced, right?"

Dusk sighs. He admits his lifestyle is unhealthy. Make breast milk stock for baby Anna so reduced and forced to be helped with formula after consulting a doctor. Baby Anna often cries because she is not full.

"Commel dizzy as well." added Baskara rubbed gently the mane of his wife who was still tied origin.

"Udah pursued deadline mas. If you don't finish, you don't graduate this year. I have to go to college next year."

"But you also have to pay attention to your physical condition as well. Pity is brought to work continue not given rest. I'm not eating real."

"There are you who pay attention" he said with a smile as sweet as possible. Her husband did not just talk to her about her health this time. But how else. Responsibility is more important.

"But I'm worried! if you are tired, you must be sick. I don't want you to do anything."

Twilight put her left hand on her husband's cheek. "Do'ain aja let me stay healthy and continue the script cepet kelar. I'm also here." the candle at the end of the sentence.

"You don't need to ask, I always ask for the best prayers for you. Make Anna. Make our little family... But you also have to pay attention to your own health, Ayy. Because the one who knows your body best is you."

"Yes yes, dear. Take care of her health even more." she sat down and cupped both sides of her husband's face after baby Anna slept. Gave her a gentle kiss to relieve her husband who was already starting to look upset.

"Yes already. I made some milk first. Abis is sleeping! tomorrow to the college for guidance, right?"

Dusk shook. "Tomorrow no guidance. My body doesn't feel very good."

"Yes, I will help you with the massage" he said, winking one eye before it passed.

Dusk smiled and grieved hearing it. His gaze turned to his little daughter who was already back asleep.

He put his lips against the princess's forehead. Kissing it warm for long enough. "I'm sorry mommy baby... Mommy promised after we returned to Jakarta, mommy would have more time with Anna. To make up for the time mommy's been through."

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The next day I woke up in the morning, Dusk felt his house spinning. His head was pulsing strongly. To go to the bathroom, he had to hold on if he didn't want to fall.

"Are you sure you don't want to see a doctor, Ayy? your face is so big." Baskara woke up first. He was fulfilling his duties as a religious man when his wife woke up. Now he helped his wife get back to bed and put her there.

The twilight shook with the remaining energy. "I'm used to it, right, if a few days lack of sleep? taking medicine will also heal."

Baskara knew his wife would experience this if too tired and too long stay up late. For that he does not like if his wife has forced herself.

"But usually you are alone. There's no Anna who also depends on hudup with you!" he said a little firmly.

He closed his eyes to lower his emotions and said softly again. "Doctor huh?"

The twilight still shook. He still believes after taking the medicine, he will be healthy again.

"What the hell do you have to do when you go to the doctor?" the question is not over. "When mom and bang Vindra are also doctors. And they must have been instilled since you were a child that being healthy is important."

"Just like, right? later also if to the doctor also end in the love of medicine."

"But we don't really know why! doctors know better which remedy is right for your complaint! we can't just eat medicine without knowing what the pain center is!"

"But this is normal, sir. Later also if you have rest, heal yourself."

"Don't be selfish, ayy! you are not living alone! there's Anna who depends on living with you! You should think of him too!" Baskara looks emotional. "You're not sick, you're making Anna less. What else are you sick gini rich! you want her to be released at her age now?!"

Twilight Eyes glazed. His mind is unstable. The energy is drained to do the thesis. He also can not be separated from the responsibility of the husband and his son, although not fully carry out his duties as a wife. When she was sick, her husband scolded her. Although it was the result of his stubbornness, but why does it still hurt.

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