
At the venue, Baskara and Dusk are separate.
Baskara with her male friends, as well as Dusk who joined her fellow women.
Baskara did not know what made his wife's face bend when approaching him to take him home.
Tumben. Though usually if the event is not finished, Dusk will not go home. Especially if you are already gossiping with fellow women. Or just talking about bags, shoes or branded clothes. Women and fashion. Things that are hard to separate.
But seeing the face of his wife who does not look ordinary, Baskara did not dare to refuse and choose to say goodbye to his friends. He felt that something was wrong so that it could make the mood of his wife who had been fine changed badly.
On the way home, the atmosphere in the car felt awkward. Both Dusk and Orange, both silent a thousand languages. Increasingly makes Baskara wonder what happened during the event. There is something that he does not know.
"Why the hell, ayy?" unable to bear the atmosphere, Baskara ventured to ask.
"No pa-pa." even the answer from his wife sounded cold in his ear. Dusk also prefers to stare out the window rather than invite him to talk or joke with the orange as when they left earlier.
"You shouldn't have heard what Diana said, Ja. Know for yourself Diana was looking for seneng because of."
Baskara who heard the orange speak also scrunched his forehead. What else when Diana's name was called. Because to know their generation named Diana is a person who often mengundung Orange when the eleventh grade.
"What's he talking about?" glancing at the orange through the rearview mirror in front of him. Hoping to get information to fill his curiosity.
"You want to tell me what I am, Ja?" ask Orange Carefully at Dusk. Afraid he might mispronounce if he answered it.
"By the way." said Dusk still sound indifferent and the position does not change.
"So Diana said if you only become the twilight of the escape as well as a tool for revenge. Let you can make me hurt because of your affection." said Jingga made Baskara tighten his grip on the steering wheel.
"Keep believing, ayy? people like you can be affected by the same trash talk like that?" Baskara was really surprised. Given what his wife was like, Baskara became curious how great Diana was when saying those things to make his wife eat into words.
"Diana also said that I was equally cheating behind Dusk all this time."
"And you believe that too?" Baskara asked again even though the previous question did not get an answer. Staring at his wife with a breath.
Dusk stared back at her husband sharply and said annoyedly. "I'm all gone when I want to hurt because of you!" looking at Orange and her husband alternately. "But I'm more sprained because I'm not sensitive to you guys."
"meaning?" Orang-orang advanced his seat to be able to see the face of his best friend.
"If I were a good friend. I should have known you guys were in love. And I shouldn't be a hindrance and the reason you're hiding your relationship" she explained. "But I was selfish and felt the most hurt. You are both sick."
Baskara patted the top of his wife's head gently. He did not feel at that time his wife was selfish, although he admitted that he used to consider Dusk as a barrier and freedom of his relationship with Orange. But it's all just the past. "So the point is you believe, right, if I sincerely love you? I never had any intentions, baby.. Our marriage, all the expressions of love that I have said, it's all from my heart. All honest to be honest."
"But why move on so quickly. Why are you in such a hurry to impersonate me?"
"Why good intentions should it be delayed?" Baskara turned with both raised eyebrows. "It's enough that I've lost the girl I love. I don't want to lose it a second time. And I think, the feeling of love I had with you back then was enough to get you married."
"Are you really moving on at the time?" the voice of Dusk sounded glimmered. There's a vibe of no confidence there.
"So just because I turned feminine?!" exclaim Dusk annoyed.
"No dear dong.." pinched his twilight cheek with anxiety. Leaving a reddish mark that he regretted and rubbing it gently.
"The charm that I mentioned earlier is not just in terms of physical. But also from your care, your calm attitude, your promise wrapped in independence that makes me fall in love with you. Seeing that you are fighting for your own life there makes me unable to get far from you. Want to protect you, let you not be lonely. And there won't be enough time for me to explain the only reason I fell in love with you"
"theirs?" sela Dusk impatiently.
"The point is, how can I quickly move on it because of you. Only Dusk.. Maybe for me at that time, you were better than Orange. So it's not that hard for me to fall in love with you when I'm in the process of healing."
"Tell?"
Baskara turned her head back and nodded with her warm smile. "You're the best medicine I've ever had."
On the back bench, Jingga let out a sigh of relief at Dusk who was smiling again and leaning on Baskara's shoulder.
"You were really doubtful about me, ayy?" although the position of the Dusk is leaning makes it difficult to drive a car. But Baskara didn't mind and let it go. His wife no longer doubted his sincerity.
"More sprains to myself than ngeraguin you, although at first a little shaky as well." I'm honest twilight. "I almost ate Diana's words saying you cheated on me behind my back. Sheina's smile looks just like you, mom."
"HEY!!" exclamation of Orange and Baskara together.
"Enak. That's my same kid brother! I have never made love except my brother!" yang Orange does not accept.
Dusk chuckles at the reaction of Orange and Baskara.
"Gue knows." said Dusk again to clarify his accusations. "Gue also just want fitting me same Bus just came home from NY, you are already 8 weeks pregnant."
"Party Diana lo dengerin."
Dusk. "Maybe it's because I'm getting a lot of thoughts so easily influenced."
Although Diana did not pump it with various things, just hearing someone talk about Orange and Baskara during school must have influenced the feeling of Dusk to be bad.
How happy they are at this time, if anyone talks about her ex-boyfriend there must still be a sense of blockage in the heart. A nauseating sense of tightness.
But even if it is, the past is the past. Which will always be there and they will not be able to change.
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